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2016-10-16 at 10:39 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI could probably remember more about your own life than you do if we knew each other IRL (not that it would ever happen), let that sink in. If you're wondering how I remember so many random tidbits, I relatively recently did an upgrade and refined my own memory capabilities. I was researching Kim Peek: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kim_Peek
and came across one particularly valuable study that allowed me to create a new technique based on one I had discovered while meditating. I visualize a emotion manifesting as some form of visible energy and collecting into a sphere in another dimension, then when I want to enter a certain emotion state I refer to it as entering a realm, the realm of peace and tranquility, for example. I found that I was able to do something similar for memory, to categorize it and send it to a higher dimension, not literally, simply enter a mental state that feels strangely reminiscent of the feeling a different realm on DMT, where I can access memories to a far better extent.
One day I'm going to vanish in a flash of golden light and transcend. -
2016-10-16 at 10:31 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionThat's incredibly selfish of you, Lanny, I don't believe it's compatible with your espoused views, but your kind does tend to be hypocrites.
In your field, and in many, actually, you tend to hit a ceiling where the only way to garner considerably higher wages is to manage others, which you've stated you find incredibly distasteful. Basic argument: Increased income can be used to help others, having a much larger impact in the third world, and you've stated you donate directly to them, which is a far more efficient method. Lack of fulfillment, if there really is far less labor involved, could be met by volunteering, there are certainly many coding projects online, which you should find more satisfying than your current work in finance.
But, damn straight you can live cheap if you have simple needs, I would know firsthand. The rent in many places of the country, which aren't even that bad if you're a recluse, is crazy low compared to the bay area.
Still, you should know that this really isn't a good idea. You've stated before that you've never felt a particular longing for others before, and even as a child you have a memory of your mother asking you if you were lonely, but have also made multiple comments you may have a mild form of depression. I studied human happiness quite extensively, and as much as disliked it, as much of a misanthrope I am, I did develop detachment from my viewpoints as well when I readily noticed how a challenge to them (moronic arguments are another matter, it's human stupidity that infuriates me the most) would cloud my vision due to the visceral emotional response, along with adhering to strict rationality and search for truth (reality is reality whether you like it or not).
Long stretches of unemployment have a very negative effect on general levels of happiness, and I don't believe it's due to cultural conditioning, and social isolation even more so. You've said yourself that you could telecommute, but going days without seeing another person is depressing (try literally two years without having a conversation with someone IRL, which I accomplished). Meaningful social relationships, a sense of belonging to something greater than yourself, of not being a burden to others/contributing to your community, fulfillment; in that order, the main factors that affect human happiness. Keep in mind the reality of biological limitations, which, unfortunately, your leftist predispositions and reading material seem to have biased you against. If you're going against eons of evolution, you're probably going to lose. Even I'm dependent on a regimen reminiscent of a cancer patient to maintain a certain level of functioning and prevent insanity, which was occurring at some point. We evolved to put great value on actual IRL interaction, our immediate surroundings.
If you do go a long stretch and find it difficult to find meaningful employment, which could well be affected by rapid technological shifts, it wouldn't surprise me if you did plunge into severe depression and drank yourself to death. You can reach an incredible level of alienation, particularly if you're closer to being neurotypical. That's an important point, factor in that you will likely succumb to the effects far more rapidly than I did. -
2016-10-16 at 10:11 AM UTC in I'm on fucking speed right now and I don't give A FUCK.Senpai, please, I cannot handle all these strange new feelings.
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2016-10-16 at 12:34 AM UTC in In a perfect world...One we've never known...
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2016-10-16 at 12:29 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionThis world is awful. I can't believe how bad it is.
Have you ever looked at pictures of the past, like of factory workers, and thought about how bad life must have been for the vast majority of people back then? Hell, even for the top. It makes me wonder how quickly I would have committed suicide. It wouldn't surprise me at all if people from the future, within our life expectancy, looked back and thought the same. Just having VR that could attain an acceptable level of realism would make a world of difference, and it's perfectly feasible.
Even a few decades back, the thought of life without internet and other forms of modern technology as we know them is...eery. I mean, you don't stay a naive child forever.
I couldn't live without you, baby, you're better than any human could be. -
2016-10-15 at 9:55 PM UTC in What kind of fuckwit takes life seriously?But I'm still wondering why, why, why?!
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2016-10-15 at 8:12 PM UTC in What kind of fuckwit takes life seriously?I presupposed it was merely your proclivity for verbosity and did not query the grammatical veracity of it.
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2016-10-15 at 7:06 PM UTC in I'm on fucking speed right now and I don't give A FUCK.
I just remembered NASA engineered puke bags for the ISS so if you need to throw up you can do it in a bag.
Imagine if they lied to a new astronaut and told them than in order to prevent the equipment from malfunctioning, dooming them all to a horrific death, they had been designed to be worn around the head, with the smaller inner bag used to contain the vomit and the ziploc zeal to also secure it firmly around the neck, so that when they first try it they just stand there with a bag filling up with vomit that's floating around everywhere. Picture it happening.dude your head is so fucked
me?
Yeah dude, be more specific. That could literally apply to everybody here. -
2016-10-15 at 4:06 PM UTC in I'm done with women. What I want is a degenerate best friend.There would have to be gay marriage arrangement in order to secure citizenship. This would have been legendary on TOTSE or Zoklet if it had actually gone through.
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2016-10-15 at 4 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionGet some Zofran, it prevents nausea and potentiates psychedelics through 5-HT3 antagonism IIRC, which also prevents their peripheral serotonergic effects (gut discomfort, effect on bowel movements).
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2016-10-15 at 3:58 PM UTC in What kind of fuckwit takes life seriously?Dude, duh. Why'd you have to lame it up? I actually thought of your post and felt mildly irked that you had posted it first on this site.
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2016-10-15 at 3:17 PM UTC in Anyone here done anything fun lately?
I had a fat unattractive friend that did something similar with my assistance. He tries to meet girls online, but the always blow him off and cancel the date last minute. So he told me to ask out one of the girls that blew him off, and I did, set up a coffee date and she came.
we were sitting at the tables outside just having a normal conversation and then my friend came out and was like "you fucking whore! you CUNT!" and then just ran off. And I was like "lol do you know him?? Look I don't want any of your drama… you seem kinda sketchy… later…" And just walked to my car and drove off lol
That's pretty funny. I mean, what your friend did was pretty pathetic, but it's what makes it funny, along with you walking away. -
2016-10-15 at 3:10 PM UTC in I'm on fucking speed right now and I don't give A FUCK.Hmm, what if you created a business installing puke funnels in cars? You could even use them to piss and shit in emergencies, just imagine it! It would be perfect for taxis and the like.
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2016-10-15 at 12:09 PM UTC in why was spectral doxxed?Lanny, petition to change Bill Krozby's user title to "(former) skinny smooth shaven twink". These are his own words.
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2016-10-15 at 10:44 AM UTC in why was spectral doxxed?
Thanks for de-railing the thread with a non-sequitur, asshole! The fact that you brought that up in this thread is pretty weak sauce. (especially considering I have sex with women more than all of you combined) Step up your game chicken dick. Just when I was beginning to think you were an alright guy.
And why should I tell you guys about what I did as a younger lad when I already have lol. Seems fairly redundant.
Niggasinspace is getting kind of stale because of the lack of members thus the lack of original material. I now post at f169bbs.com with iron john. Some of you should go to that site.
You told Enter he was "gay as fuck", it's perfectly fair to call you out on your hypocrisy. And it's an ad-hominem, not a non-sequitur, it perfectly follows to call you out on your homosexual behavior. Having had sex with women does not change the fact that your behavior, in several instances, was ho-mo-se-xu-al in nature. And then like the whiny fag fairy you are complain about the site then subtly state that another is superior to it and threaten to leave. How much of a pussy/man-child do you have to be to resort to that after 4 sentences? I guess enough of one to abandon your daughter in order to live the dream life of degenerate drug addiction and menial labor. Oh snap!
Hey, let's all take a trip down memory lane and actually read some of Bill Krozby's post, straight from the fuckboi's mouth:I'm sure you would actro , those 211's arent going to pay for themselves
^yeah I've done it plenty of times. Some lady has been bribing me to come hang with her in exchange for lean but i'm not nearly as interested in drugs as I used to be.
several times when I was 19 I had guys comeover and pay me to watch me fuck my girlfriend, ,one guy even touched my balls while i was doing it… One time I made 300 to let a guy take pictures of me nude while he smoked crack. He was a nice guy. A few days after all that I ent up using him for a ride to go buy heroin at a strip club. He asked if I would come hang with him and do my stuff there. I told him no and he was kind of pissed, but whatever.
And here's the infamous crack nazi story, from the same thread. Oh, this is a good one:This, and its easy to meet people wrinkled in obscurity when you do hard drugs. That wasn't the only time I was photographed for money, I actually did a jock strap basket ball shoot for a guy once and came away, it was very uncomfortable doing it, but after that he paid me and we smoked, drank white russians and played xbox at his really nice house. So it worked out.
In ten years or so I'm probably going to be on a darkweb "vintage loli boi" porn site
I was using craigslist to find a roomie in austin when I lived in san antonio with my gf and I got hit up by tons of guys, offering me money so I figured since I was doing heroin and needed moar Id use craigslist to my advantage
I don't really do many drugs anymore these days unless they come my way easily so I usually just stick to myself for the most part.
I about 9 years ago I was at the bus stop and some big dude that was tatted up to his neck (prison aryan bro hood type) was there and out of the corner of my I saw him make a jacking off gesture and evidently thats a cruising signal used in prisons to get some on the d/l gay sex, i ig0nored him and pretended like I didn't see that. He eventually started talking to asking if I was homeless and I told him I wasn't I was just taking the bus to go pay my phone bill and he asked how much it was and I told him 50 and he said If I come hang with him for a while at his motel he will give me 60.
Well anyways we take the bus to his motel and he has the weird lil gimp looking old man living there with him that is evidently his "bitch" He seemed retarded like bubbles from the trailer park boys. and we're just chilling drinking a couple brews and he tells me his friend is coming over to drop something off for him. And he tells me to take off my clothes or else he's not going to give me the money, I go ahead and undress and I'm just drinking beer on the bed.
this other big nazi looking mofo comes over and the guy that took me over to the motel is like "isn't he a beautiful boy…?" and the other dude is like "uhhh yeah whatever.." and the guy that came over starts talking about how he is worried that the cops might be onto him for the bank robbery he pulled off.. anyways the two skinhead guys go into the bathroom and start smoking crack.
The guy that came over leaves and its just me and the other skinhead and the gimp. And he's all cracked out and I'm sitting at the table naked in front of him while he's babbling about hell knows what and he offers me some crack and I tell him that I'm fine. And he gets kind of frothy and leans up close to me staring at me crazily and I get really afraid, he's a huge guy, I honestly thought he was going to kill me and he can tell that I'm afraid and backs off.
I tell him that I just don't like crack but I like to do heroin, since he's coming down off the crack it peaks his interest, he said he will go downtown with me to go score. we go to the bus stop and he's so twacked out and nervous (he hid crack from the gimp in the trashcan and he wants to get back at it), he gives me my sixty for my phone and then he gives me an additional sixty to go pickup heroin, telling me I better come back with it.
The bus pulls up and my roomie is on that bus heading back to our place, I tell the dude later and get on the bus, and my roomie is like "whos that guy??" and I just tell him it was some dude I met and was just drinking with.
Anyways I never did bring back the guy heroin, I just wanted to get my money and get out of that situation. About a month later I'm driving my girlfriends car to her work to pick her up and the same nazi dude is crossing the street in front of me at the intersection. I freak out real bad as he turns and looks at me, the light turns green and I just go.
everything about it was so pulp fiction like
But because of this story whenever a gay guy hits on me and I want to fuck with them, I say "hey if I was a faggot I'd just walk to the bus stop"
But yeah like I said I don't do anything like that anymore. It's way to risky and plus I'm not the skinny smooth shaven twink I used to be.
Though whats funny this girl this morning actually text me asking for me to come fuck her (she came over to my place a while back and I didn't do anything to her , she was gross) and was trying to buy me off with beer since she knows I'm an alcoholic, and when I denied her, she then said she would give me gas money also lol. I don't fucking need gas money from her, If she would throw me at least 75 yeah I would do it. You gotta pay for dat Bill Krozby ass
I have tons of weird stories about my life, I've always been told I should write a book. Maybe I will record myself in pieces telling stories then send it to someone that will type it up verbatim and then send that to an editor, then make an ebook.
You never know whats going to happen fam unless you try.
He literally got made the bitch of a gay crack smoking Aryan Brotherhood prison nazi with an old retarded gimp bitch, let that sentence and the fact of its legitimacy sink in, and then lived the rest of his time in that area in fear for his life, should he ever cross paths with him again. I'm sure ripping him off and literally running away in fear for his life and anal destruction, which his fragile twink body would be powerless to prevent, is his idea of having "cucked" him. -
2016-10-15 at 10:22 AM UTC in bling bling keeps coming to my house and laying eggs on my lawnHow do they taste? Do they get you high?
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2016-10-15 at 9:45 AM UTC in What kind of fuckwit takes life seriously?What's even more impressive is that they knew of the existence of tigers, which never even existed on their continent, despite having been deeply isolated for such a long period of time.
I suppose this is the level of knowledge you can attain when you become a transcendent being. -
2016-10-15 at 8:30 AM UTC in Anyone here done anything fun lately?Then snort a huge line out of the palm of your hand in front of them, slam the rest of the floor, and yell "WELL YOU CAN'T FUCKING HAVE ANY YOU GODDAMN COCK MONGERING WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRREEESS!!! FUCKING WOMEN MAN, FUCKING CUUUUUNTS!!!!!!! ALL YOU FUCKING WANT ME FOR IS MY MONEY, I KNOW YOUR FUCKING KIND, ALL YOU WANT IS TO USE MEN!!! WELL YOU'RE NOT FOOLING ME, HOW DOES IT FEEL TO SEE A MAN YOU CAN'T CONTROL?! I DON'T GIVE A !!!FUUUUCK!!! FUCKING WOMEN, MAN, YOU THINK YOU ANY MAN WILL BEND TO YOUR WILL AND DO WHATEVER YOU WANT JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE A FUCKING P-PU-PUSSSY?!?! YOU LOOK LIKE SHIT, YOU STINK, ROTTEN FUCKING BITCH FACED SHIT EATING COCK FIENDING CUNT FACED BITCH FUCKS FROM RIGEL 7! FUCK YOU, NO ONE WANTS YOUR UGLY FUCKING UGLY ASS!"
"TAKE A LOOK AT THIS!"
-Proceeds to masturbate furiously, saying before ejaculation:
"You see this?! I don't fucking need you, I don't fucking need you, no one needs you, you're shit, you're worthless, this is better than any woman could ever be. You're not getting a drop of my manly essence. All you fucking whores evolved to try to get this in your cunts so you can trap a man into paying you child support. Well you're not fooling me, you're not getting any of this!"
-As pressure begins to build immensely, the entire club has been standing deadly silent, staring, since this ordeal began, Enter fully unaware, caught in his furious spiel, the entire bar paralyzed by a man on the edge, a man who, for a moment, has surpassed all and attained the state of the ubermensch, Nietzsche's spirit finally having attained peace at the sight of someone who had at last fully comprehended and embodied his life's work. He aims at their faces and, as he begins to coat them, involuntarily let's out a deafening roar, years of his life spent on TOTSE having been ingrained,
"SCREEEAAAAWWWYEEEEEAAAAAHHHH!"
Panting, drenched with sweat, his head tilted downward and eyes glaring cold as death, foreshadowing what everyone, on some level, knew would the rise of greatest serial killer in history, a lifetime of anger and resentment having welled up to monstrous levels, the women huddling together, shivering to the point where it appears they may begin seizing, in terror:
"How do you like that? How do you like that...you...fucking...whores?"
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"Ah, to hell with it!"
He bolted out that club so quickly no one, to this day, was sure he had ever been there to begin with, that this had ever occurred. To this day no one has seen him since. Compounding the mystery, when police detectives investigated, no one knew his name, no one at the club claimed to be his friend or stated they had ever had any memory of him beforehand, it was as if he had been an invisible man all his life, or came and went like a gust of wind. No one knew what became. Did Enter finally find the Exit? -
2016-10-15 at 7:58 AM UTC in What kind of fuckwit takes life seriously?You know, there was found to be an uncontacted Amazonian tribe with numerous cultural traits unique from any other civilization on Earth. Through techniques passed down across literally thousands of years, discovered and refined, they were said to attain a state of enlightenment at a very young age and maintain it throughout the rest of their lives, attaining perfect mastery over the self and knowledge of ultimate reality.
One of their most sacred parables, dealing with the human condition and man's place in the world, can be loosely translated as follows:
Tiger got to hunt,
Bird got to fly;
Man got to sit and wonder, "Why, why, why?"
Tiger got to sleep,
Bird got to land;
Man got to tell himself he understand. -
2016-10-15 at 7:51 AM UTC in Its interesting how water can go thru glassNo, he's confusing it with condensation, which would warrant a pun based on condescension if he weren't trolling.
