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2017-04-13 at 3:43 AM UTC in What shameful things have you done lately?
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2017-04-12 at 10:29 PM UTC in What nice things have you done this week?Fed and tried to make friends with cats, got closer to 2 I think may be feral, prevented multiple fights between two of them. Bought them a bag of really good grain free food with Amazon Prime Student (bought a student email for cheap) because I want them to be healthy. I've regularly mixed in wet food, or just added water to it before serving, even added a good serving of some ground beef and turkey I had.
Pretty much it. Not really drawn to altruism towards humanity, although I do hope for the end of mankind as we know it as soon as possible. -
2017-04-12 at 10:21 PM UTC in how often do u have a mental breakdown
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2017-04-12 at 9:19 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinGod, Bella is such a snooty cat. It's almost like a 10/10 human female from old money that knows it can get the best simply from its looks. Had to spend quite a while between her and Grey so they wouldn't start fighting. Grey looks like a miniature war machine when glaring. Bella is relatively tiny under her fluffy fur, but so far she's tried to start every fight. Even her glare is really snooty, narrowing her blue eyes, as if she's looking down on whatever she dislikes, and the way she averts eye contact.
Eventually they just sat about 10 feet from each other for a while and Bella started cleaning herself, then finally left after the neighbor's daughter came running by. -
2017-04-12 at 8:55 PM UTC in Can water be as cold as ice without being ice?Add anti-freeze to it. I'm pretty sure it's only toxic for dogs.
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2017-04-12 at 10:21 AM UTC in THE OFISH 2017 COLLAGE THREAD!!!Probably going to die without it. If you have any connections, it would be appreciated.
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2017-04-12 at 9:05 AM UTC in THE OFISH 2017 COLLAGE THREAD!!!Have you ever posted actual proof of your wealth?
If I could shamelessly beg for something, it would be the antidepressant Nardil/phenelzine (non-abusable) to help live (serious suicidal desires) and function, try to rebuild myself and my life. -
2017-04-12 at 9 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinMaybe I'll just work at an animal sanctuary for the rest of my life, since I've forsaken humanity.
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2017-04-12 at 8:58 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinSaw little guy (not sure what gender it is) today, maybe yesterday as well. I hadn't seen him in a few days and was starting to worry. Bella (Pronounced like the Disney character, but chosen because it means "beauty" in spanish.) came by a few times, so I was worried he may have reached the age where mom cats abandon their kittens (The equivalent of a person being considered ready to move out on their own.) and it made me feel pretty sad picturing him out there all alone from now on, without his mom to keep him company or help him survive.
Grayish-black female cat that looks fierce, sort of like a panther, is much friendlier, was from the start, but I'm wondering if she already has a home close by and is just taking advantage of me because she likes my food better (I do make very good food for them.). She handled the neighbor's small dog pretty well when it was being playful and hopping about her. Also has a lot of small wounds on her skin, which make me wonder whether she gets into fights a lot, or it was just one big one (scabs seem to indicate what was likely one large event).
Then little guy showed up again. He has sort of a mean look about him, possibly due to being feral (The look of a nigga who's grown up on the hard streets of X city.). Sometimes when he comes by he peeks under the crack of the screen door to check if I'm inside and I crouch down on the floor to try to meet eyes with him. He also hisses lightly when I open the door. He's too close it and has to step back. I find it endearing, as if he scares me, hissing at the person who feeds him. Got him to bat at the palm of my hand when I placed it under the screen door and move it near him. It was light and he didn't use his claws, which I take as a good sign. First contact, sort of like a handshake.
Oh, he showed up later in the day and I made him a great meal hoping it would encourage him to come more (The way to most animals' hearts is through their stomach) and the next day he showed up early in the morning.
Trust level for both cats is that they'll now eat within a few of me (2-3) with the door open enough that we can fully face each other, although they can be a bit snooty. Bella refused to eat, even after pushing it back plenty, until I closed the door.
Then gray cat came by while she was done eating and under the car, so I let her watch me pet her and her rub against me. She didn't run away, so I wondered if they were on friendly terms. I wondered how it would affect her. I won't say "wonder what she was thinking" because they don't really have that level of cognition, but I was curious if her perspective of me would change, see me as safer, more trustworthy. She watched us the entire time until I closed the door, then ran up to bat at Grey, but I opened the door and stopped her in time, reprimanding her by saying no and wagging my finger. She then strutted off south at a leisurely pace.
My hope that it wasn't due to territorialism, but jealousy. -
2017-04-12 at 8:11 AM UTC in Stuff you remember from Totse/Zoklet
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2017-04-12 at 8:08 AM UTC in how often do u have a mental breakdownOnly took once and things were never the same again. It's been close to 3 years now.
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2017-04-12 at 8:05 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin5,000 Edit: Well, that's marijuana for you.
“If truth is what you seek, then the examined life will only take you on a long ride to the limits of solitude and leave you by the side of the road with your truth and nothing else.”
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2017-04-12 at 8:05 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin+1
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2017-04-12 at 7:26 AM UTC in THE OFISH 2017 COLLAGE THREAD!!!
Originally posted by Captain Falcon This whole Paki thing started when ShadyLady was a cunt and used the IP tool while I was in Pakistan at a mineral extraction operation for my work, because she thought I was DFG.
Hahaha, oh, that ShadyLady. We should have really aimed for one major operation to mess with her, planted a trail of false evidence.
Originally posted by Fox Paws So wait ur not pretending to be a girl anymore
Asking is major faux pas. -
2017-04-11 at 6:45 AM UTC in New Vizier is genuineI agree. There's always the risk that someone like me could be born, and imposing that risk on someone who can't consent in order to fulfill your own selfish desires is never justifiable.
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2017-04-11 at 4:51 AM UTC in New Vizier is genuine
Originally posted by Vizier Saving up to start my own business and eventually move to this small colonial town I like, although that depends if I'm getting married in the near future. No plans to move to US ever. Never have, never will.
My last advice, that I give for a very good reason, is this: Don't have children. -
2017-04-10 at 11:14 PM UTC in New Vizier is genuineWhat are your plans in life? Any attempt to gain US Citizenship (The ones that are truly intelligent and ambitious get the hell out of countries like yours as soon as they can.)? Battles with depression (The majority of site members are likely clinically depressed)?
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2017-04-10 at 11:07 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinThe worst thing you can do to someone is give birth to them.
If I make it through this depressive episode I'm going to immediately start preparing for the end of life stage. Kind of funny that my only real reason to remain alive, in the short term, is to prepare to kill myself a certain way. -
2017-04-10 at 6:31 AM UTC in What even is...
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2017-04-10 at 6:26 AM UTC in Why do you exist?I want to witness the end of mankind as we know it and receive confirmation for my final question: Is there a reason to continue to exist?