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2017-04-16 at 7:20 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
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2017-04-16 at 7:12 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by Lanny Pfft, please, I'm probably the first nigga you're going to gank if you ever decide to go on a rampage.
Absolutely false.
Death Note holds a place dear in your heart as one of the first anime to really capture you. What if I were to create a scenario where due to your position and level of understand, if you were truly an ethical person, you were forced to help track me down and prevent any future murders?
Due to the nature of modern societies we no longer have those moments when our life is truly on the line and we feel most alive. You spoke of biological needs, but the desire for violence and death is innate to humanity. Our murder rate has generally been 6x that of other mammals. So much of our intelligence and effort in the past was dedicated to the barbarity of man.
I feel alive, find a new reason to live, the will flourishes within me, and in an almost vampiristic fashion with each new kill I grow stronger. The purest remedy there is. The best serial killers didn't descend into madness, immediately self-destruct, they had one of the most pronounced experiences of eudaimonia a human being can, massively accelerated development.
What do you think I've been doing all these years in near total isolation? Countless years were it went black, total silence. Trivial musings on mundane life, psychological torment, but no concrete sense of what exactly was occupying countless days when I had lost almost all interest in the world, even online, when you could note a marked incremental decline in the frequency and length of postings.
I can always attempt to force your hand by hurting those you hold dear. Fortunately in that regard I am invulnerable, an immense asset. Someone with no genuine ties, an absolute ghost. This is a nightmare scenario for homeland security. -
2017-04-16 at 5:34 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinMadness is a black rose waiting to bloom.
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2017-04-16 at 5:30 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinHmm, I see. Humanity truly is worthless to its core. Mass extinguishment it is then. At least I can have a final cause to fully devote myself, something remaining I can truly believe in, the end of life as we know it, particularly that of mankind.
One day you'll be in this position: https://www.amazon.com/My-Friend-Dahmer-Derf-Backderf/dp/1419702173 -
2017-04-16 at 4:05 AM UTC in Fuck withdrawl sucksPeople in general are annoying and will latch onto anything to allow them to maintain the illusion that they're fundamentally any different from the other 7 billion meatbags on this hellhole.
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2017-04-16 at 3:59 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinAnyway, Lanny, since it was so easy to convince you to try meth you should also try cocaine: https://www.reddit.com/r/DrugNerds/comments/65h8hp/til_studies_suggest_cocaine_abusers_do_not_show/?st=j1k5v5rx&sh=42458703
It is similar to Ritalin in some ways, and has some fascinating properties which meth may lack. The financial industry and it go hand in hand like egg-free mayo and imitation ham. Haven't you ever wondered what it was like to feel like one of the people who actually created these businesses/startups, rose to top of them and was successful? This is the gift that cocaine makes available to all. You make more than enough to support a habit, it's not like you'd be ruined if you lost control, which I genuinely do not think would occur.
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2017-04-16 at 3:57 AM UTC in Kreepykay said I'm her favoritemeth just mks all partd of u high, inclding voice
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2017-04-16 at 3:50 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump What should I get from dark net
I wondered this as well, managed to salvage my 2 factor authentication for Coinbase from an old phone and use a bitcoin ATM in downtown Oakland, which was extremely easy to use and convenient.
Current choice is (es)ketamine (depression/suicide), clonazepam (anxiety/GABAergic dysfunction), and GHB/GBL. -
2017-04-16 at 3:48 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by Take it as it comes... freaking out about stuff that isnt real is a good way to fill dead time
I realized this as well, wondered whether my mind didn't repeatedly turn to it, despite the pain, in order to escape the inherent emptiness of existence.
You need to IV some Schopenhauer straight to the dome, m'boy. -
2017-04-16 at 3:45 AM UTC in I broke Lanny's heartIn real life you;d be getting shoved between us, pants turning a darker color, as if damp, pleading for help like a mouse caught in a trap. "It was just internet shenanigans, I swears it, please don't beat us, masters!"
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2017-04-16 at 3:36 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinHeyyyyy, are you so socially inept that all your friends/acquaintances are in the CS field, or do you have anyone who would be interested in a case study in genuine anthropophobia? See, I have no problem admitting that the sloppiness of biological reality means my aversion to humanity has really reached an unhealthy and unjustifiable level; my self-awareness and adherence to truth, pure rationality, would not be so low as to be unaware of how I am perceived by others, something which is relatively simple to compute.
Or maybe I'll succeed it the greatest killing spree mankind has ever known and afterwards you'll ask yourself if you were truly altruistic when you refused to help someone who has clearly in so much pain and right in front of you, affirming what a vile species worthy of extermination you are! I'm doing my part to ensure this never fucking continues! -
2017-04-16 at 3:03 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by Lanny Translation: too much social anxiety to talk to women, including prostitutes.
Do I really seem like the kind of person that would have a desire for prostitutes? It's really not about anxiety anymore, I've practically gone feral. My brain went haywire and I pretty much effectively PTSD'd myself, so even if I did change my mind it would be extremely difficult. Instead I've doubled down and retreated into isolation and sedation.
Discount Whore, have you noticed any effect poppy seed tea has had on your sex drive? It's pretty much eradicated mine, and it was extremely low to begin with. I find it to be a nice effect, sexual desires are so crude and the pleasures fleeting, it traps you in a horrible cycle that cucks like Lanny attempt to rationalize.
Like, why are you still with church girl? Isn't it an embarrassment on some level? Don't you feel any sense of self-disgust? -
2017-04-16 at 2:56 AM UTC in Fuck withdrawl sucksIt's already officially legal, but recreational stores likely won't be open until 2018. It's still worth it to get a card due to the high taxes on it. I recommend this site, which I used: www.eaze.md
Purple Star MD is my favorite all around dispensary, but I haven't tried their edibles.
And if you ever lapse into alcoholism, phenibut and a benzo powder are a much better option. -
2017-04-16 at 12:29 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Race/class/ideological war now, race/class/ideological tomorrow, race/class/ideological forever! -
2017-04-15 at 11:19 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinhttp://www.mercurynews.com/2017/04/15/berkeley-braces-for-planned-pro-anti-trump-rallies/
Damn, must suck to get hit by that spray.
Look at the guy on the left, that could have been me.
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2017-04-15 at 11:14 PM UTC in I broke Lanny's heart
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2017-04-15 at 11:12 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinOh boy, another Trump clash in Berkeley: http://www.latimes.com/local/lanow/la-me-ln-berkeley-trump-rally-20170415-story.html
These events would make for some fun entertainment were I not so depressed, and if I could consistently become aware of them in time. Oh well, video highlights in HQ are better than standing around for hours with only a few minutes that are really worthwhile. -
2017-04-15 at 8:08 PM UTC in I broke Lanny's heart
Originally posted by -SpectraL You guys are giving Lanny all these feels, but do you know how he talks to me?
Eat a dick, -SpectraL.
Good thing no one cares what you think, SpectraL.
Fuck you, SpectraL.
As usual, you don't have a fucking clue what you are talking about, SpectraL
Die in a grease fire and go to hell, SpectraL.
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And you guys think Lanny is some kind of gentle puppy or something.
This is a common problem for people like him in relationships. Due to their extraordinarily low empathy they genuinely don't realize how verbally abusive or neglectful they can be towards others, and this causes social relationships, particularly romantic ones, to fail. -
2017-04-15 at 6:44 PM UTC in Would you go to church for a girl?
Originally posted by spacepantz I have a false memory that I know about sometimes i forget its false its this dream I have been having for so long it re writes my memory about going to an abandoned school in the woods when I was a child.
What if your mind is trying to suppress the critical aspect of when you were raped by the hobo inside? -
2017-04-15 at 6:41 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by WS Why haven't you paid a hooker yet. You tried alcohol and weed and shit while i was reading your descent into madness. remember when you tried to tackle these feelings sober? LMAO… if i recall correctly your gateway drug was nootropics. then you started ingesting like 3 mg of marijuana flower at a time. now I bet you smoke a gram of dank a day .
I'm still not willing to do it. I knew long ago what the most powerful remedy for my psychological condition would be, and I still refuse to take that route. I genuinely despise this species, see intractable problems with relations, unwilling to compromise, abandon aspects of myself, engage in the injustices of man. A hooker wouldn't change a thing for the better.
And, yeah, I think I was using about an ounce or half oz a month, which worked out to a gram a day. Still smoking right now, prefer concentrates, and they may be considerably more cost effective, seem to last me longer.