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2017-04-15 at 6:38 PM UTC in I broke Lanny's heartHmm, well, yeah, but I have my reasons, and did cry about it after my mental breakdown, although I later came to fully grasp the nature of depression and how it acts as an evolutionary adaptation by modulating your behavior. I understood one more evil inherent to humanity, that I only cared when in a state of weakness, and saw a clear correlation in the change in my behavior with mood, desiring people and empathising less the happier and overall more powerful I felt.
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2017-04-15 at 5:58 PM UTC in beznos make me awake
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2017-04-15 at 5:54 PM UTC in I broke Lanny's heart
Originally posted by Lanny He was in the hospital for a couple of weeks but on enough fent to not really be conscious. I was pretty bummed for a long time, but I don't think I actually cried at any point. Why does it interest you?
Never having cried is pretty weird. Even I'm not that unemotional. Does tie into the whole autism/autistic-mimetic theory of mine. I really don't think that's normal/common unless you were on really bad terms or incredibly distant. A lack of emotional/relational closeness, bonds being formed even with family members, would explain it, and it's a good sign of having an underlying disorder.
Originally posted by Captain Falcon That's a nice way to say "his tore his throat taking a huge cock."
TBH, I thought the same thing. How the hell did he manage to rupture his esophagus?
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2017-04-15 at 5:38 PM UTC in Would you go to church for a girl?
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2017-04-15 at 5:33 PM UTC in Fuck withdrawl sucks
Originally posted by RestStop I know I don't say it enough guys but…if you're an opiate addict: Kill yourselves faggots.
What's your problem with opioid addicts? I'm guessing personal bad experience, assumptions about what kind of people they are, or you're a former one and now feel (morally? somehow) superior to current addicts.
A bit of poppy seed tea throughout the day makes life considerably more bearable, and enough to start nodding allows you to glide into a delightful rest. I say that ceasing to use Bayer heroin and opium as regular medications was one of the worst mistakes in the medical field ever made.
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2017-04-15 at 5:23 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by Hash Slinging Slasher Finally this long ass fucking week is over. Gonna spend all weekend with T-PAIN and sonic adventure 2. Fuck yes.
It's over 10K days until 2050! (an arbitrary date I chose as an estimate for the singularity/merging with AI/total extinction of life.)
Can you imagine it, repeating this hellish cycle 10K times? Jesus christ. Avoiding the mistake of implicitly assuming things will remain static, there will be change/creation that makes life more bearable (virtual reality, drugs/pharmaceuticals), but still, god. -
2017-04-15 at 5:15 PM UTC in my dad is a total assholeSploo, have you ever thought about recording these episodes and making money off ad revenue on youtube? You can actually get a decent income if you manage to get a fair amount of regular views. I think it's about $1,000 per 1 million views.
I genuinely believe you could become internet famous, or at least you would have if you hadn't let such a golden opportunity gone by by letting so much material go to waste. -
2017-04-15 at 5:09 PM UTC in I've decided that I'm gonna commit suicideBeing alive, man that got old fast. As bad as I believe life is, even I'm surprised I lost interest in it this quickly.
Originally posted by Enter Ain't that just because you're doing the same old shit? Like, when you're a kid everything's new and different, so everything goes by slower. But when you're doing the same boring shit and life seems old and boring once you're old, it goes by quicker since everything's a blur.
Indeed this is the principal reason! And the era when we retire, what most people believe they've been working their whole life towards, is this! Isn't it a fucking joke? We got one hell of a raw deal. -
2017-04-15 at 4:09 AM UTC in I broke Lanny's heart
Originally posted by aldra that is quite possibly the most autistic thing you've ever said.
The differential treatment is ethically unjustifiable. It is crude, animalistic, one of the strongest innate unjust and barbaric propensities of man, formally referred to as nepotism. As Marx believed, for a truly utopian society to come about the family would have to be abolished. -
2017-04-15 at 3:30 AM UTC in ADL Lists Pepe Meme as 'Hate Symbol' on par with Swastika and TotenkopfWhat outcome?
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2017-04-15 at 3:29 AM UTC in I broke Lanny's heartRelatively recently. Last year or the year before that.
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2017-04-15 at 3:03 AM UTC in I broke Lanny's heartHis father died. His mom revealed she had cancer too, and he seemed uncertain if she was downplaying the severity. No update on the latter situation, it was a while ago.
I think it would do Lanny good to not have any real family. -
2017-04-14 at 6:40 AM UTC in How do you think you'll die?Suicide, most likely. I haven't been secretive about it.
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2017-04-14 at 6:39 AM UTC in Stuff you remember from Totse/ZokletArms stated he had a terminal illness. It was some form of degenerative neurological disorder.
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2017-04-13 at 5:51 AM UTC in Were you beaten as a child?Parents are the worst people on earth.
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2017-04-13 at 5:30 AM UTC in Whats the stupidest thing you've ever done
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2017-04-13 at 4 AM UTC in Whats the stupidest thing you've ever doneProbably choosing to live.
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2017-04-13 at 3:57 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinHoly crap, how long have we had that smiley reference?
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2017-04-13 at 3:55 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinAnd I think to myself, what a terrible world…
Originally posted by Lanny so sickened right now
At what? Also, can I have about $30 worth of bitcoin to provide clonazolam powder and prevent possible seizures? Clearnet vendors ran out, but I learned of a vendor on betaBay that sells it for around $90g. synester
I could get some myself, this is just easier, currently the quickest method I know of. Logged back into my old accounts, CampBX account and it no longer serves this state, Coinbase says it will take until the 20th to buy $30 worth.
Unless you know of another site that's instant and has quick registration, or an IRL option. Currently seeing what's recommended these days. -
2017-04-13 at 3:45 AM UTC in What legal trouble are you in?