The checkout at target is kinda awkward...they should get with the times/make that part more..."normal".
2017-03-12 at 1:08 PM UTC
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i never have considered myself to have an abnormal upbringing besides pronounced social isolation. my parents have personality problems, but i think if i compared my family dynamic to that of the general population it would be below average but nowhere near enough to qualify for abuse or neglect. one thing that is true is i don't think my parents have ever been purposely violent. my mom is aggressive emotionally but if she harasses me occasionally i'll give in to the urge to punch her in the head, increase her brain damage, spend a few hours in a psych emergency room, and then my parents will let me come home. i'd blame myself for that, at least if you consider physical crossing the line from verbal fighting. i'm a lot less violent than i was as a young teenager though.
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2017-03-12 at 12:38 PM UTC
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i like cute things
my parents have greatly spoiled me, and i'm also manipulative, so i typically get whatever i want within their budget. if you mean they should've given me tough love then yeah, maybe, but that wouldn't work now. my mom's a brain damaged annoyhoy bot and my dad is kind of dumb and rigid in his thinking, but they both seem to have a genuine sense of altruism and morality that i lack, which i assume i got from my grandfathers. one was alcoholic and one was a gambler so some recessive traits mixed together with my parent's own genetic inferiority and it's created a test tube experiment of unusual genetic mixes, but at the same time some positive traits enable me to function better than others. i guess that's what a high functioning degenerate is. "you're a complicated person" doesn't mean much because i don't think i have much interior personality functioning. it probably appears as complicated because i probably actually don't have any coherent ego, at most something that resembles it in certain moments of self actualization. i assume everyone thinks the way i do and i'm unable to understand the emotional states of other people besides something simple like "they're happy" "they're mad" "they're sad" etc
2017-03-12 at 12:22 PM UTC
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i like cute things
im either a really nice person who's deeply repressed his own feelings, or almost completely evil, not animal torture tier but still. not sure which.
2017-03-12 at 12:15 PM UTC
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i like cute things
i really need somebody to define who i am for me. i always enjoy both being praised and insulted because it's about me and helps me analyze what i need to change about myself or persevere with. i rarely ever get offended so i can detach myself from feeling upset and instead try to comprehend why another person would have that gestalt of me
2017-03-12 at 12:11 PM UTC
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i like cute things
who am i?? i read my posts over and over trying to understand my personality from the perspective of another person. i don't comprehend my own ego. i attempt to classify myself with psychological metrics but does that tell me anything about my internal processes..not really. i guess i have that whole depersonalization thing going on, but that's just another classification. i wish i just had fundamental self awareness and understanding.
2017-03-12 at 12:06 PM UTC
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i like cute things
does that make me a good goy?
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that wass the most intense disociaitive expeirnee of m life, all music was slowed down, I morphed into various geometrric shapes and other odditities.
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