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2017-06-27 at 4:41 AM UTC in the best posters on the site
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2017-06-27 at 4:40 AM UTC in today i went to the store
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2017-06-27 at 4:37 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
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2017-06-27 at 4:32 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSwhy does meth make me crave talking to people
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2017-06-27 at 4:29 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Malice Noticed some interesting effects from Nardil yesterday and today. I was getting constant hypotension, along with some postural hypotension on top of that. Mentioned before that this is a strong sign of reaching efficacy.
Noticed that I didn't experience the same feeling of agoraphobia, strong apprehension and resistance, to going outside to the grocery store. I was much calmer outside, and what was particularly noticeable is that I felt considerably more at ease around others. In general I hate being in stores around others most of all. The more crowded and noisier, the more sensory information, the more I dislike a place.
I'm such an aspie that I generally turn my head 90 degrees away from/at right angles to anyone who's passing me on the sidewalk walking contrary to my direction. I don't even like looking at cars that are passing in the same manner, if the street is closest to the side I'm walking on. Very uncomfortable. I'm so unsocialized that it feels like the standard reaction among animals, threatening.
This diminishing to the point where I'm able to keep facing ahead is a massive difference, a sign of social behavior modulation, because it's normally completely consistent.
Experienced the same thing today, minus the hypotension, although possibly to a lower extent. I did hit my time limit 30 minutes into a walk, but I only had 1 Nardil tablet in my system and probably needed more. That and I need to consistently practice getting used to being outside and around others, see if or how much my time limit increases.
i know you like to give the copout that youre a turbo aut*ist or whatever and i dont like people as much as the next guy but you shouldnt act like youre trying to condition yourself to harsh weather or something, theyre people just like you are and alot of them are probably socially anxious too -
2017-06-27 at 1:53 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSSo, yeah, so
Mr. Never Lacking, bust a package
Bills can get paid off of rappin', still I keep to trappin'
Used to hunnid sack it, now I fuck an actress
Shit, I'm just thinkin' how it happened
Had to get explicit, had to make it listen
Moving out them pounds, niggas started snitchin'
Loading up them rounds, niggas started missin'
Move it out of town, and Tommy Cruise the mission
Converse with my addictions, don't talk I just listen
Five drugs that I'm mixin', money only thing on my vision
Infatuated with them semi's and 'matics
All of my niggas is thugs with some habits
Like grandma TV, we been with the static
I fuck on this bitch and she say she from Athens
Opiated so I'm demonstratin' my emotion less
Got some real niggas quotin' this, got yo' main bitch hoein shit
Lost a few things as of recent, life is anything but decent
Blow the re-up on my teeth, it's the only time you catch me cheesin'
It's Dolla
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2017-06-27 at 1:51 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
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2017-06-27 at 1:49 AM UTC in the best posters on the site
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2017-06-26 at 11:16 PM UTC in whats the deal with cough syrup/lean/codeine/promethazine syrupthe combination of prometh and codeine, promethazine is a sedative and some people have it prescribed as a sleeping pill so that plus an opiate, however weak, couples well with weed, xan, booze, or alot of other downers for putting you in comfy slump mode
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2017-06-26 at 11:13 PM UTC in Straight White Male: The Lowest Difficulty Setting There Is \ Why I have no sympathy for yall
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2017-06-26 at 6:59 AM UTC in The two most unintelligent posters on this site
Originally posted by Captain Falcon Bling is 100% parody. I don't see how there can be any ambiguity to that, he's just a funny guy.
Scron is genuinely dumb tho.
every once in a while he posts something intelligible or at least is telling he isnt a mongoloid if you know how to read his fucky language -
2017-06-26 at 6:53 AM UTC in In all seriousness though...youre a godawful trap and might as well be a redditor
either take more hormones and hope you find some bitchboy who "likes you for who you are XDDDDD" or only wants to use you as a fuck toy until they find someone better -
2017-06-26 at 6:49 AM UTC in Straight White Male: The Lowest Difficulty Setting There Is \ Why I have no sympathy for yallminorities and women have life on easy mode
white men get shit on by everyone and everything and being a white guy is like getting attacked from all directions with no respite or hope of ever having it stop
make a offhanded race oriented joke (a harmless one about say, a black guy having a hair pick with him): racist/inbred
whiteknight for women and minorities: white apologist/cuck
le xd women cant drive: sexist
have conservative views: bigot
have liberal views: faggot
hate faggots: homophobe
hate people who hate faggots: SJW
i could go on and on but i wont
you literally never stop feeling like you have to either defend yourself, your beliefs, values etc or feeling like you offended someone or whatever unless you make a decision to not give one single fuck about what other people think or feel in which case you get ostracized by everyone but the like minded
everyone else gets to use shitty society memes to make you feel bad about yourself or extensions of the self until you conform or disappear/withdraw from them
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2017-06-26 at 6:40 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Captain Falcon The advantage of this is that you can do it over network, so you don't need your PC to be in your TV room. I was using my old Bitcoin mining rig as an HTPC, and it worked fine for 99% of stuff but why not use my good rig for everything, and be able to play on it in my living room AND have it on my desktop? Certainly cheaper and easier than a bajillon ft of HDMI and repeaters.
NAS server my man -
2017-06-26 at 5:49 AM UTC in The 35 Edgiest Postersend my life
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2017-06-26 at 5:47 AM UTC in The Nigga Confessionalâ„¢ â€
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2017-06-26 at 5:46 AM UTC in The 35 Edgiest Posters
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2017-06-26 at 5:45 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by mmQ The fatigued but don't want to sleep is my least favorite.
I like when I'm fully tweaking and look at the clock to realize 6 hours just went by and I have no idea what I was even doing but it felt accomplishing. :)
its like acid or mushroom afterglow except not as bad because at least with this i have some semblance of energy but with hallucinogens im tired but i cant fall asleep -
2017-06-26 at 5:44 AM UTC in The 35 Edgiest Posters
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2017-06-26 at 5:43 AM UTC in A question regarding HANDLEShalf swording is a thing already though