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2019-03-06 at 9:19 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by DietPiano Greateful for all the big shit that's happened to me.
No police raid-> no rehab
No rehab/breakthorugh -> no development
No development-> no life worth living
Exactly. Even one moment living life with purpose, honesty, openness, enthusiasm, gratitude, etc-
Is worth all those years of struggle and sadness, anger and aimlessness. -
2019-03-06 at 9:14 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by ohfralala Stapleton is great but he’s such a rarity it gets drowned out in all the other bullshit.
Somebody should end Luke Bryan. Sometimes I watch videos of him falling off stage when I’m having a bad day.
Well like everything in life, the majority of it isn't particularly special. Most people you meet aren't particularly exciting or intelligent or friendly or talented. I mean music has become what it is because people expected less and less. But there are fucktons of talented musicians around today, and the internet makes it so much easier to find them.
I'll always love country- although admittedly the music I grew up with and enjoy was from the 70s until the mid 90s. Anything 2000s and on, I didn't hear much. But love it. Even some of the more "pop country". The stuff now like FGL and Lady Antebellum, etc- has everyone all fucked up. -
2019-03-06 at 8:59 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by GGG I feel like the majority of us are normal drug using weirdos. Then there's the few who are just genuinely shitty people and are violent/abusive.
The more I learn about myself and life, I realize that everyone I know is addicted to something or other. Some people it's love. Some people it's cigarettes. Some people it's pride or money or accolades. Some it happens to be opiates or cocaine. But I don't need to feel like a lost a chunk of my life. Addiction isn't inherently negative. It's can be the cocoon, a gestational period. If I go on to live a more balanced, accepting, full experience...then it actually was worth it. -
2019-03-06 at 7:56 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionI'm amazingly normal for this crowd.
Nothing to see here. Just the laid back, friendly ex scumbag 30 year old heroin addict son of a single mother. -
2019-03-06 at 6:35 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by Sudo I'm sorry but any country music that came out after 1996 is horrible. The whole genre is fucking weird and pointlessly atmospheric. Objectively the most niggerish trap music is far less derivative and more thought provoking
I beg to fucking differ sir. There's a handful of guys like Stapleton...or Simpson. If you don't like them, we could never be friends. I mean that entirely seriously. True country is just blues sung by white people. The stuff that's passed off as country today is just Midwest pop songs about drinking and expensive pickup trucks.
But yeah if these songs don't give you goosebumps at some point, I think we're just on different wavelengths.
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2019-03-06 at 5:20 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2019-03-05 at 4:03 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2019-03-04 at 6:40 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2019-03-04 at 8:38 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by GGG Yo casper that is an amazing amount of weight loss. Good job.
Originally posted by DietPiano You dont seem like a heavy guy
Only through a miracle of unermenschen German genetics am I not having to wash myself with a rag on a stick (although I'm really tall so I do have a loofah to scrub the middle of my back)
I think I was 280 in high school in the pictures I've posted. Even now at my worst, my fat never went to my arms or face or legs. Pretty much all in my gut and sides. And honestly for the amount I ate and the zero exercise I did, I should by all accounts weight like 700 lbs. I've been eating probably 3000-6000 calories a day with ZERO physical exertion for a cool TWELVE years. People always tell me I don't look "fat" but I sure feel it. My cardio is dogshit, my fight or flight response kicks in at the flip of a switch, my knees and joints and back hurt. Ugh.
But I'm digging this new thing. I'm tempted to post really unflattering "before" pictures of myself to hold myself accountable. But since this is the internet and nothing ever dies, idk. As cool as I am, some of you are absolutely batshit crazy. Lol. -
2019-03-03 at 11:26 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionWas just watching the Joe Rogan/Alex Jones podcast. This is fantastic viewing, with memes for decades.
He was talking about the genetically modified Spider-Goats that scientists use to produce mass quantities of spider silk for body armor n shit ( spider silk is super stronk but spider buttholes can only poop a little bit of silk). So...I got high and wrote a theme song for Spider-Goat. Don't try to steal it I wrote it ok?
Spider Goat
Spider Goat
Gimme a mouthful of your spider oats
Squirts a web
Weaves a vest
Sprouts arachnoid legs from its chest
Please note:
There is, in fact a Spider-Goat. -
2019-03-03 at 11:20 PM UTC in OXYCODONEOpiates are so goddamn boring, especially the synthetic ones.
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2019-03-03 at 10:42 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Guilty for eating 4 bowls of Cinnamon Toast Crunch but I didn't drink all the milk so does it even really count?
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2019-03-03 at 9:27 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by Sudo I don't know how the state's works (I think you have your bail revoked when you get a new charge and have to reapply) but in Canada there s no way you're getting rearrested on really any charge 3 times in 45 days without getting remanded unless you're an informant. If you even tell anyone that in jail they'll assume you're an informant and you'll get beat up and kicked off the range. Being older and not having a record is a factor but I know rich people with no record who will get arrested out on bail for other crimes and get remanded. Maybe he got Dog the Bounty Hunter
I was puzzled too. I imagine the first couple of times he was able to get released on OR. If he saw a judge, he might've been able to play the "poor junkie" card, but idk how many times you can play that. There's also the fact that he was arrested in three different places (la county, redondo beach, el segundo). Maybe they don't communicate arrests well- as opposed to convictions. Then there's the fact that he used to work for the police department where he was arrested the first and third times. But I'm also confused. At this point, I wouldn't put it past him to inform. -
2019-03-03 at 12:52 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionAlso- my ex partner has been arrested 3 times in the last 45 days for possession of a controlled substance for sale.
How do you even? Part of me feels bad. The other part of me feels like karma might be a thing.
20% seems like "paying me to do nothing"? Hmmm...how's that entrepreneurial life workin out for you my dude? 13 years barely so much as a speeding ticket. A year after he breaks off and goes batshit, he's wrecked 3 cars, badly damaged 3 or 4 others, with 4 sales cases, a pending homicide case if they can prove he sold a dead guy drugs, and domestic violence.
What a dumpster fire. How do you even live with that much stress? How did I not have a heart attack a long time ago? -
2019-03-03 at 12:43 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by GGG Jimmy John's paid me to post that.
They knew that in doing so, you guys would discuss Jimmy Johns, and Jimmy knows that all exposure is good exposure
All hail king Jimmy John
They just opened a JJ by my work, so the owner wanted to give free sandwich coupons to our mailbox holders. Guess how many free Sando coupons DIDNT make it into mailboxes? Lol. -
2019-03-03 at 12:40 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2019-03-01 at 6:23 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionJesus. Did this really go a whole day without a post.
Rip en pace. -
2019-02-28 at 7:35 AM UTC in going from being a non functional drug addict to a functional drug addict
Originally posted by DietPiano I've been lying about having a sponsor and going to a weekly meeting. Thing is, I REALLY REALLY do want to go to more meetings, I know I need it. I just need to study way more. I really don't want a sponsor tho. Maybe. I dunno, our IOP group has to call 2 of other guys a week each, and I do do that so whateves
An hour once a week isn't a big commitment. For me, it was about feeling like a fraud since I was using while I'd be going to meetings. But even if you never go to another one, if it gets you in a positive mindset, or connects you with some good people who've been through the same shit and can point you in a right direction- an hour is worth it don't you think? -
2019-02-28 at 4:47 AM UTC in going from being a non functional drug addict to a functional drug addictYeah shits a trip. Can't recommend it enough,
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2019-02-28 at 4:42 AM UTC in So much for cheaper cigarettes
Originally posted by -SpectraL It's more than just getting nicotine. It's about the looking important, while holding one, as a thin stream of smoke rises from your fingertips. It's the mystery. The intrigue aspect. Think wide-brimmed hats drawn down over the eyes, a long, black trench coat, and a full moon in the background.
Cannot tell if being sarcastic or just spectral.
