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2017-07-11 at 12:12 PM UTC in Recommend me CHILDREN'S BOOKS...
Originally posted by Captain Falcon I'll read to you
Oh, quit your lying. You're so full of shit. You go out of your way to make sure everyone knows you didn't read something while at the same time, acting with a false sense of superiority & quite frankly, your posts, are forgettable at best.
Just be yourself, no need to fake like you actually care about his feelings or or pretend like you're not a total uptight prick with a delusional superiority complex.
I bet you wouldn't even read that nigga's suicide letter.
INB4 another basic and unoriginal reply of TLD;R didn't read. -
2017-07-11 at 11:44 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
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2017-07-10 at 11:22 AM UTC in Heterosexuals: Have you ever been in a gay bar?I went to gay bar once. I didn't realize it was a gay bar though till the next day when my friend told me. TBH I don't remember much, it was New Years Eve, & I had started drinking way too early for any hope to stay up till midnight.
One of the girls I was with that night, I ended up learning that she liked going to gay bars because she felt that the guys were " less aggressive " . I find it hard to believe that even drunk guys get that aggressive with her seeing as she looks like a PE Teacher that watches the kids exercise while eating her lunch and plays Softball on the weekends with her other "Gal Pals". But hey, whoo knows? She might be telling the truth. Although she does seem like the type to think of the slightest sign of interest as "aggressive " .
We had a rough start in the beginning of the night before we left for the Bar for Gays. I was drinking, no surprise there, & was telling a story that got me all excited. Not in a sexual way but kind of in an upset small sized rage sort of like " Can you believe this fucking guy?" Type of story. Well, my bad, I guess I'm so used to drinking in TC and alone that I totally said the word Nigger. Everybody stopped what they were doing and looked at me like " not cool dude " And then of course the 2 white gils there had to say something like " My best friend is black" or " My husband is black"
Super awkward. But, as far a the Gay Bar goes, 2 thumbsup. It was clean, not crowded, good music, and I would totally go back again. -
2017-07-10 at 2:57 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by hydromorphone Oh, Kreep! Forgot, if you want tract marks gone quick, use SILVER SULFADINE CREAM! It's RX only, but can be found pretty easy on online pharms, or scripted for burns fairly easy too… It fucking makes it so you don't get scars on whatever you put it on, including tractmarks… It's why I don't have any… nor my father who shot dillys for 20+ years. Seriously, even for occasional shooting up, use this. It fucking works like a charm. next day, not a mark in sight.
Thanks for the tip! Sometimes after crystal binges my arms look pretty bad because crystal makes my veins practically disappear. This makes it much harder shoot and usually is more likely to leave a mark rather than if I had been able to hit first try. I wish there was safer and better places to shoot than the arms. When I was hooked on H, I moved from my seemingly veinless arms to my plentiful vein-filled legs. This, was a mistake.
Now, I just stick to the arms and if I can't hit I just take a break and drink some water, come back to it after a bit. Sometimes that's a hard thing to do when tweaking but I've trained myself to show some control & set it down, drink some water, do some pushups, then try again with fresh gear. -
2017-07-10 at 12:45 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by sploo hahaha did litemex get you addicted to heroin? true love
Well, actually, I would say I got MYSELF addicted. He wasn't holding a gun to my head or anything, I make my own choices. He was however, the first person to ever shoot me up. Before that I had never shot anything. I'd mainly smoked/snorted crystal and tried smoking H a few times. The times I had tried smoking H were pretty random, I never had bought it but I'd be with someone who was smoking it and they'd offer me a hit. I wasn't too impressed but it helped mellow out my crystal. Needless to say, when I tried H the way you're supposed to do it, it was much better than I had experienced before. I remember it took me a while to get hooked though. I was used to uppers so the first few times shooting H, I thought it was too much and just fell asleep a lot of times. After building a slight tolerance was when I grew to love it. It replaced all other substances and became #1.
Originally posted by sploo hahaha did litemex get you addicted to heroin? true love
You could perceive it that way, sure. But I am not going to put the blame on another person for something I chose to do & continued to choose to do.
He also was the one that was there for me when we decided to quit. He was able to score the suboxone, I was able to get the gabapentin. It helps having someone there for you when you're going through something as rough as quitting heroin. It wasn't easy, it took a lot out of me, but eventually, I was able to quit shooting H. And, I hope that I never go back. Like the popular saying goes, "I know I have another relapse in me, but I don't know if I have another recovery left in me." -
2017-07-10 at 12:18 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSDamn it's hot af in my city today. I feel my skin burning as soon as I step out the front door. It's even hotter when you're forced to wear long sleeves to cover up those fun but probably not so smart life decisions that happened over the weekend. At least it's only for a few days and not the entire summer like when I used to do H. I'm so glad I'm not a daily H shooter anymore. Looking back I don't even know why I kept up with it, I only felt satisfaction for a fraction amount of the time, besides those short lasted moments, life was pretty sucky. Not being able to find a vein, dealing with sketchy middlemen, trying to go to class & work while being sick. Thank god for suboxone, gabapentin, and Crouton. (wish i could stills core gabapentin).
A little bit of clear here and there isn't as damning as some might think. Wish I could go back to smoking it but that's not gonna happen. Why waste time in the clouds, when you could get straight to the point?
Hope everyone had a great weekend! Life isn't so bad, I think I'm pretty happy. (Let's hope I feel the same when my sack is empty & I'm feeling crappy). -
2017-07-03 at 9:05 AM UTC in Which poster do you miss the most?Before I signed up for Zoklet around 2013/2014ish I used to lurk a lot (probably sometime around 2012ish. There is only one that sticks out to me. It was a poster named STD & I always thought he wrote interesting and enjoyable to read posts. I never interacted with him but as far as as poster who no longer post that I wish would come back. He's the dude.
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2017-07-04 at 3:16 PM UTC in Movies that suckI know this might be an unpopular opinion but I couldn't stand that one super hero movie with Ryan Gosling, Deadpool. I didn't even finish it before turning it off in disappointment.
What was most upsetting was that it was the very rare, if not only occasion in years where I actually had paid to see a movie.
I don't usually pay for movies like some kind of chump ass sucka but I had received a $10 iTunes card as a gift & could not for the life of me think of anything to use it for so for something like 2 bucks I rented Deadpool.
*EDIT: It's been a while, how do I make images show up? I clicked in the picture icon on top right of the text box but it's not working :/
*Edit 2: Thanks -SpectraL!
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2017-07-03 at 5:55 AM UTC in So, I don't have a dick
Originally posted by mmQ We have one. Only 4 people participated.
I remember the one from RDFRN. I really enjoyed posting on RDFN, I remember really liking the "What's for Dinner?" thread. I tried to start one here a few months ago but I got like 2 replies and I'm pretty sure they didn't even talk about their actual dinner but rather some sort of pun & "eating it." -
2017-07-03 at 12:33 AM UTC in Name the 3 NiS posters that youRisir
MQ
Restop
Actor
:)
EDIT: These 4 are my picks. I just couldn't decide who to leave out so it would make 3, I enjoy all 4 of these posters.
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2017-06-11 at 10:26 PM UTC in Kreepy fuckin kay is never coming back
Originally posted by Malice Man, fuck this, I am not reading it.
nobody is forcing you. It's interesting that rather than decide to yourself you don't desire to read this particular thread and simply moving on to another one, you have announce that you are not going to read it. Not trying to make fun of you or anything or be a smartass. I just found it kind of funny that you thought it would be worth commenting in a thread "I am Not Reading It" rather than just not reading it and moving on. -
2017-06-13 at 5:09 AM UTC in Kreepy fuckin kay is never coming back
Originally posted by Malice You're right, you didn't claim it was a door, you said it was a wall! That's even more ridiculous. Then you admitted that was a lie.
You never actually told us exactly what happened, which made it look pretty suspicious. Even the people at work were concerned.
Ok, well, I really didn't feel like telling the exact story at the time because frankly, I was quite embarrassed. Yes, you are absolutely right, a wall is much more pathetic than a door. A door could much easier be done in a much less stupid way but the fact I just ran straight into a wall is funny now but at the time I was trying to keep that on the low. -
2017-06-16 at 6:38 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
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2017-06-16 at 1:02 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
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2017-06-11 at 10:37 PM UTC in Kreepy fuckin kay is never coming back
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2017-06-10 at 10:08 PM UTC in Kreepy fuckin kay is never coming back
Originally posted by Malice Probably sluttier women too. Smarter too. Hell, there a ton of traits that probably cause a natural evocation of jealousy.
I agree with this but I also think that a woman's need to make everything a competition doesn't have to stem from jealousy. It could be lots of things, a superior feeling of oneself and the satisfaction when getting to prove that superiority by "winning" these fallacies in their head where she is vying against every woman she meets could be the explanation of this sad yet common desire to be the #1 beta Female.
Interesting that you said "sluttier women too" You could phrase that differently and say "more experienced" but meh po<b>TAY</b>to, po<b>TAH</b>to. I find this interesting that you were able to notice this, I feel like most men would not pick up on the fact that a lot of women get jealous of women that are more promiscuous than they are. Reasons behind the jealousy could be many differing factors, a few come to mind right away. I think that especially around the age of high school, girls get jealous of "sluttier" girls because they might think that men find them more desirable because they know more about sex therefore can offer a better quality of sex than someone who is a virgin or who has barely fooled around. I remember feeling a tinge of jealousy for girls who were hooking up and knew about sex at our teenage years. I lost my virginity at 17, and even then, I only did it a couple more times (terrible and awkward btw) before breaking up & then I didn't have any sex for almost another full year. (which, since the only experience I had was pretty lame, I didn't mind it being abstinent <b>too much</b>) I remember a feeling of wondering why people raved about sex so much, I didn't see the big deal about it and thought that it really wasn't even that great. Later, I find out that's because my partner at the time was doing all these weird and cringy moves, I as well had no idea what to do, no connection, no chemistry or vibe, & needless to say, no orgasm At this time I was still in my awkward stage and really didn't start receiving anymore attention from the opposite sex till after I graduated high school. I'm not saying I was a complete saint or anything, I fooled around here & there BUT until I got more experience, after I graduated high school, I was jealous of girls that not only were more experienced but they actually seemed to enjoy sex. Since that forgettable and short first time about ten years ago I am glad to have come a long way. I am currently very happy to have a healthy and active sex life with my bf of 3 years and I know it's so lame, you're going to think I'm so gay, but the sex is so much better when you're in love with the person.
Another scenario: the jealous woman could be coveting something other than the sexual <b>experience</b> of other women. She may have chosen to channel her focus on the fact that before the man can even get as far to know if she is experienced or not in the bedroom, he's first got be attracted to her enough to say yes to this proposal. Now, ugly women can still get laid, with much greater ease than ugly men but if one is very physically undesirable, male or female, the final destination point will be a lot harder reach than if they were one of those rare ridiculously really good looking people.
I am most curious about how come so commonly and seemingly universally do women feel the need to compete against each other, in cruel and malicious ways with this green monster fueling their rage. Meanwhile, on the other side of the gender coin, men have a competitive side as well. It usually involves strength, acting machismo, and number of sexual encounters directly related to one's own manliness. From what I've observed, although not immune to being competitive with one another, men seem to have a "good sport" "and nice job bro" attitude when competing against one another, whereas with females there's a malign presence that fuels a hatred for another woman. A hatred that's kept strong and consistent with the help of deep rooted insecurities & an unhealthy obsession to always be #1 Alfa Female.
TDL;R IMO women frequently can't achieve a healthy level of competition with each other. Cruel intentions and malicious desires are likely to ensue.
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