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2017-07-10 at 12:45 AM UTC
Originally posted by sploo hahaha did litemex get you addicted to heroin? true love
Well, actually, I would say I got MYSELF addicted. He wasn't holding a gun to my head or anything, I make my own choices. He was however, the first person to ever shoot me up. Before that I had never shot anything. I'd mainly smoked/snorted crystal and tried smoking H a few times. The times I had tried smoking H were pretty random, I never had bought it but I'd be with someone who was smoking it and they'd offer me a hit. I wasn't too impressed but it helped mellow out my crystal. Needless to say, when I tried H the way you're supposed to do it, it was much better than I had experienced before. I remember it took me a while to get hooked though. I was used to uppers so the first few times shooting H, I thought it was too much and just fell asleep a lot of times. After building a slight tolerance was when I grew to love it. It replaced all other substances and became #1.
Originally posted by sploo hahaha did litemex get you addicted to heroin? true love
You could perceive it that way, sure. But I am not going to put the blame on another person for something I chose to do & continued to choose to do.
He also was the one that was there for me when we decided to quit. He was able to score the suboxone, I was able to get the gabapentin. It helps having someone there for you when you're going through something as rough as quitting heroin. It wasn't easy, it took a lot out of me, but eventually, I was able to quit shooting H. And, I hope that I never go back. Like the popular saying goes, "I know I have another relapse in me, but I don't know if I have another recovery left in me."The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-10 at 12:46 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Oh, I forgot to add: Everything I said aside, is there anything specific about math you believe would be of value for me to learn/read that would be of considerable value to academic philosophy? I'm not sure if you were insinuating this or had it in mind. A specific subject in mathematics or whatever. If not philosophy, just for the value in general, possibly for rational analysis, to develop a better, more accurate, understanding of aspects of the world?
There could well be something I'm completely unaware of.
There are a lot of places to start. The Godel/Church/Turing project on undecidability is one of the most important (and I think, interesting) discoveries in mathematics of the modern era with its effects being felt seriously in philosophy. In some ways it's the mathematician's problem of induction, but even more damning. There's a really fitting paper that touches on it and a few other later topics here: http://www.scottaaronson.com/papers/philos.pdf although I'm not sure how much sense it will make without the appropriate background in theory of computation. The author does explain relevant ideas before introducing them, but quite briskly.Oh, and we all know damn well STEM majors like you tend to be absolute fucking elitists when it comes to mathematics. Congratulations, you got to slog miserably for years. What a horrendously puritanical mentality, as if your suffering and the mere difficulty of a subject make you deserving of anything and superior to others. "I suffered and made it, so I earned it." I swear to god, your fucking species and its vast array of utterly idiotic and abhorrent social behaviors. This is the primary reason why I have wanted nothing to do with your kind IRL for such an extended period of time.
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2017-07-10 at 12:52 AM UTCPost above yours, in case you missed it.
Until the end I thought you were just mocking me in your first paragraph. That's really surprising.
Btw, do you know the reason why upper level math is required in majors that don't even really use it, that isn't even used in careers in that field? It's to narrow down the pool of people that are able to achieve high marks and complete the major. No, I'm not kidding, it's essentially a selection/screening process. There are a variety of traits that mathematical ability and being able to pass these courses, achieve high marks, is strongly correlated with, dependent on, really. I don't mean purely cognitive in the sense that they're used directly in problem solving. The primary one that is't in that category is conscientiousness, which is one of the most important traits for being able to do well in school and work, one of the strongest predictors.
These math classes are highly g-loaded, they're strongly correlated with the general factor of intelligence, which IQ is a measurement of. So, basically, if you're able to pass these classes there's a far higher chance that you're actually suited for these fields and will be able to pass higher level classes, complete your major. Weeding out the unsuitable benefits them because the sooner they learn they aren't suitable or capable, the sooner they can decide what else to do. It also saves resources by keeping them from wasting time, space, and money by being in those higher level classes that they're screening for. A very beneficial aspect of this is that smaller class sizes, a smaller student to teacher ratio, allows more individual attention (extremely valuable, especially the higher the level, further you are into the major), a higher average quality of peers, which improves debates and discussions, the people who can assist each other.
I'm extremely critical of the education system, particularly higher education, but it's also a fascinating subject to study. The multitude of profound societal effects it has, effects on individual lives, exactly what flaws it contains, the explanation of why, analysis of the direct effects and what stems from them, what the optimal policies would be etc.
Oh, as to the screening and the multiple benefits it has, there are alternate ways it can be accomplished without those classes, which are really a very inefficient way of doing so, and with a higher level of accuracy/efficacy.
It's really a fucking dick move, still. Having to go through that, and this is a primary reason? I swear, if a professor ever asks the class why they think we're (required to) taking it, what the benefits are, or brings up the whole "You might never use it IRL, but it's teaching you how to think." bullshit spiel I'm going to raise my hand and go on a rant about this, ignoring any requests to be quiet, let someone else butt in, or allow the class to move on, as many times as I can get away with. I am not afraid and I will not be silenced, I know exactly what impression it will make on the prof. and that's exactly what I want. He is enabling this barbaric system!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-10 at 1:03 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Oh, I forgot to add: Everything I said aside, is there anything specific about math you believe would be of value for me to learn/read that would be of considerable value to academic philosophy? I'm not sure if you were insinuating this or had it in mind. A specific subject in mathematics or whatever. If not philosophy, just for the value in general, possibly for rational analysis, to develop a better, more accurate, understanding of aspects of the world?
There could well be something I'm completely unaware of.
Oh, and we all know damn well STEM majors like you tend to be absolute fucking elitists when it comes to mathematics. Congratulations, you got to slog miserably for years. What a horrendously puritanical mentality, as if your suffering and the mere difficulty of a subject make you deserving of anything and superior to others. "I suffered and made it, so I earned it." I swear to god, your fucking species and its vast array of utterly idiotic and abhorrent social behaviors. This is the primary reason why I have wanted nothing to do with your kind IRL for such an extended period of time.
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2017-07-10 at 1:03 AM UTC
Originally posted by What_a_Kreep Well, actually, I would say I got MYSELF addicted. He wasn't holding a gun to my head or anything, I make my own choices. He was however, the first person to ever shoot me up. Before that I had never shot anything. I'd mainly smoked/snorted crystal and tried smoking H a few times. The times I had tried smoking H were pretty random, I never had bought it but I'd be with someone who was smoking it and they'd offer me a hit. I wasn't too impressed but it helped mellow out my crystal. Needless to say, when I tried H the way you're supposed to do it, it was much better than I had experienced before. I remember it took me a while to get hooked though. I was used to uppers so the first few times shooting H, I thought it was too much and just fell asleep a lot of times. After building a slight tolerance was when I grew to love it. It replaced all other substances and became #1.
You could perceive it that way, sure. But I am not going to put the blame on another person for something I chose to do & continued to choose to do.
He also was the one that was there for me when we decided to quit. He was able to score the suboxone, I was able to get the gabapentin. It helps having someone there for you when you're going through something as rough as quitting heroin. It wasn't easy, it took a lot out of me, but eventually, I was able to quit shooting H. And, I hope that I never go back. Like the popular saying goes, "I know I have another relapse in me, but I don't know if I have another recovery left in me."
Originally posted by Malice Post above yours, in case you missed it.
Until the end I thought you were just mocking me in your first paragraph. That's really surprising.
Btw, do you know the reason why upper level math is required in majors that don't even really use it, that isn't even used in careers in that field? It's to narrow down the pool of people that are able to achieve high marks and complete the major. No, I'm not kidding, it's essentially a selection/screening process. There are a variety of traits that mathematical ability and being able to pass these courses, achieve high marks, is strongly correlated with, dependent on, really. I don't mean purely cognitive in the sense that they're used directly in problem solving. The primary one that is't in that category is conscientiousness, which is one of the most important traits for being able to do well in school and work, one of the strongest predictors.
These math classes are highly g-loaded, they're strongly correlated with the general factor of intelligence, which IQ is a measurement of. So, basically, if you're able to pass these classes there's a far higher chance that you're actually suited for these fields and will be able to pass higher level classes, complete your major. Weeding out the unsuitable benefits them because the sooner they learn they aren't suitable or capable, the sooner they can decide what else to do. It also saves resources by keeping them from wasting time, space, and money by being in those higher level classes that they're screening for. A very beneficial aspect of this is that smaller class sizes, a smaller student to teacher ratio, allows more individual attention (extremely valuable, especially the higher the level, further you are into the major), a higher average quality of peers, which improves debates and discussions, the people who can assist each other.
I'm extremely critical of the education system, particularly higher education, but it's also a fascinating subject to study. The multitude of profound societal effects it has, effects on individual lives, exactly what flaws it contains, the explanation of why, analysis of the direct effects and what stems from them, what the optimal policies would be etc.
Oh, as to the screening and the multiple benefits it has, there are alternate ways it can be accomplished without those classes, which are really a very inefficient way of doing so, and with a higher level of accuracy/efficacy.
It's really a fucking dick move, still. Having to go through that, and this is a primary reason? I swear, if a professor ever asks the class why they think we're (required to) taking it, what the benefits are, or brings up the whole "You might never use it IRL, but it's teaching you how to think." bullshit spiel I'm going to raise my hand and go on a rant about this, ignoring any requests to be quiet, let someone else butt in, or allow the class to move on, as many times as I can get away with. I am not afraid and I will not be silenced, I know exactly what impression it will make on the prof. and that's exactly what I want. He is enabling this barbaric system!
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2017-07-10 at 1:03 AM UTCstfu malice
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2017-07-10 at 1:04 AM UTCAlso anybody who can't do maths is a retard. Maths is dead simple. It is literally following simple, logical instructions. Fuck outta here.
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2017-07-10 at 1:04 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny mmm baby, hurts so good
Do you genuinely enjoy some forms of masochism? I do plan on giving casual relationships and sex a chance, so it's going to be interesting to experiment and discover just what I want. There's actually pretty solid data that people with asperger's are far more likely than the general pop. to have...unusual sexual tastes.
For example, among males the self-reported rate of homosexuality and bisexuality is a substantially higher, close to two fold the general pop. IIRC. Gender dysphoria is also immensely overrepresented. I don't know if specific fetishes have been studied, like BDSM, but this does seem to be the primary one, by far, that they tend to discover they greatly enjoy.
I've honestly thought about attempting to become a sadist in the bay area/SF BDSM community eventually simply because I genuinely enjoy abusing people and their suffering. Of course I know BDSM is completely different, what the boundaries are. I'd have to learn what the process is. Seems pretty intimidating and awkward to me, having a group of new people judge you, the sub/micro-culture.
I don't know how well advertising myself as asexual would go, which I may genuinely be (I'll have to verify), because I don't necessarily want to engage in sex, although I wouldn't have a problem using objects, even digits.
It's consensual and the sub enjoys it, so it's perfectly ethical. It could be a healthy outlet for my...desires. Then I wouldn't feel compelled to behave like this online or in other situations because I've already been satiated, have a replacement for them that's far superior.
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2017-07-10 at 1:05 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Do you genuinely enjoy some forms of masochism? I do plan on giving casual relationships and sex a chance, so it's going to be interesting to experiment and discover just what I want. There's actually pretty solid data that people with asperger's are far more likely than the general pop. to have…unusual sexual tastes.
For example, among males the self-reported rate of homosexuality and bisexuality is a lot higher. Gender dysphoria is also immensely overrepresented. I don't know if specific fetishes have been studied, like BDSM, but this does seem to be the primary one, by far, that they tend to discover they greatly enjoy.
I've honestly thought about attempting to become a sadist in the bay area/SF BDSM community eventually simply because I genuinely enjoy abusing people and their pain. Of course I know BDSM is completely different, what the boundaries are. I'd have to learn what the process is. Seems pretty intimidating and awkward to me, having a group of new people judge you, the sub/micro-culture.
I don't know how well advertising myself as asexual would go, which I may genuinely be (I'll have to verify), because I don't necessarily want to engage in sex, although I wouldn't have a problem using objects, even digits.
It's consensual and the sub enjoys it, so it's perfectly ethical. It could be a healthy outlet for my…desires. Then I wouldn't feel compelled to behave like this online or in other situations because I've already been satiated, have a replacement for them that's far superior.
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2017-07-10 at 1:05 AM UTCSploo you missed my English speaking a few hours ago. Sorry.
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2017-07-10 at 1:10 AM UTC
Originally posted by Captain Falcon Didn't read
You already stopped irking me and being annoying, btw. These are pretty easy to ignore, just like the countless other one liners and things people repeat. Last time I'm remarking upon this and giving you attention. Do whatever you want, I doubt you'll believe me, or you're just going to assume whatever you want so can rationalize continuing it. Unfortunately the length of this post and content already gives you the impression that I really do care, which will only encourage you. This isn't reverse psychology, I'm simply stating that you're wasting your time and making yourself look dumb.
Originally posted by Captain Falcon Also anybody who can't do maths is a retard. Maths is dead simple. It is literally following simple, logical instructions. Fuck outta here.
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2017-07-10 at 1:12 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice You already stopped irking me and being annoying, btw. These are pretty easy to ignore, just like the countless other one liners and things people repeat. Last time I'm remarking upon this and giving you attention. Do whatever you want, I doubt you'll believe me, or you're just going to assume whatever you want so can rationalize continuing it. Unfortunately the length of this post and content already gives you the impression that I really do care, which will only encourage you. This isn't reverse psychology, I'm simply stating that you're wasting your time and making yourself look dumb.
I didn't say it was because of difficulty, I don't want to do it because it's boring as fuck and I don't enjoy it. The tediousness, repetitiveness, lack of practical value for me, slog etc.
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2017-07-10 at 1:12 AM UTC
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2017-07-10 at 1:12 AM UTCLol
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2017-07-10 at 1:13 AM UTC
Originally posted by Captain Falcon Also anybody who can't do maths is a retard. Maths is dead simple. It is literally following simple, logical instructions. Fuck outta here.
It's not though, again, the travesty foisted upon you in schools, especially primary and secondary, has almost nothing to do with the academic field of mathematics.
P.S. "maths" yet again confirms your britbong status
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2017-07-10 at 1:17 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny It's not though, again, the travesty foisted upon you in schools, especially primary and secondary, has almost nothing to do with the academic field of mathematics.
P.S. "maths" yet again confirms your britbong status
P.S.S. quoting posts to say "didn't read" just means these giant walls of text are on my screen twice instead of once.
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2017-07-10 at 1:23 AM UTCracist
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2017-07-10 at 1:26 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny It's not though, again, the travesty foisted upon you in schools, especially primary and secondary, has almost nothing to do with the academic field of mathematics.
P.S. "maths" yet again confirms your britbong status
P.S.S. quoting posts to say "didn't read" just means these giant walls of text are on my screen twice instead of once.
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2017-07-10 at 1:38 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Was §m£ÂgØL actually investigated by the secret service for threatening the president? When did this occur, when he was a teenager? That's fucking hilarious, I never heard this before.
Yes, he was, as he described to you, was how he described to me. His old username on oklet was KippoHippo or some shit.
I've also been told I look middle eastern, much more than §m£ÂgØL might. There was actually a time when I was profiled by someone on the BART (mass transit train system) in plain clothes. I don't know what their occupational title is, but terrorists are a concern here, especially on the BART.
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Originally posted by 霍比特人 You look like a deflated michelin man. Don't talk to me about looks.
Talk about looks? LMFAO, look who's salty here, now. Angry much? Sure seems like it then your project that onto me, accusing me of it, when I in fact am not, even in the slightest.
I don't hold grudges, stay angry or upset and carry that around with me. I know yo do and you have this chip on your shoulder because I talk about my past, or shit that happened between us here, or I joke, like I did about the middle eastern thing, which truly, you could pass for middle eastern. You took that as me being insulting, when it was not. I always thought you looked very handsome, before you started working out even. You, like me have very low self-esteem. I have never, in my life insulted your looks before or said anything negative like that. You have to me many times, then would tell me I was beautiful and attractive, and then you'd be more than happy to stick your dick in me or even manipulate me into sending you pictures/videos to beat off to.
I know I am not beautiful. I am not attractive at all. Not from my eyes, at least, but I do have enough people hit on me regularly that somehow in society, I am at least very fuckable. I don't let my body image get me down as much as it used to, but still... you and your low shots, §m£ÂgØL... You have no honor, and one day it'll catch up to you.
You're an attractive man, and always have been so from the first time I ever met you, but you're an ugly person inside. I'd rather be a deflated Michelin Man (or inflated for that matter) than who you are inside. I at least have honor, respect for others, and am an honest person. You are none of those things. You're not a man, you're an man-child, and that is the truth, and deep down you know this, but you'll pretend you're your own man living at home with your family taking care of everything for you, paying for everything, having you leech off them for some dub feeling they're obligated to take care of their "special" child for the rest of their lives, while you just... treat everything like they'll always be there, be a place to stay, get food, get shelter from and that this is why you have "family" but you can't even talk to them, nor can they to you... when a problem arises, you're scared to talk to them for what they did to you as a teen when they found your weed, and sent you to fucking rehab lol... They didn't want that embarrassment, just like the hitchhiking thing. You will always be the embarrassment they have to hide from everyone else. Your parents love you and are only unconditionally loving you like you do them because of some distorted sense it's proper, and a fantasy that they truly are there for you... they're there for you to hide embarrassment, and because youre their child... not because they love you or would ever love you if you were not their child, and the same is in turn with your love of them and it's hilarious to me now.
Just goes to show how petty you are, and how low you sink, and how paranoid you are, assuming me saying you look middle eastern equates to some slight on your physical appearance. You're retarded, and an autistic schizophrenic, but go ahead, and consider that a slight too, when it's meant only to be the truth from what Ive seen.
Originally posted by Piles of Crack You don't want to see hydro's mom.
This. Sorry, you had to see that but I wanted you to understand what I had to see all fucking day... She's a toothless crack-whore, like for real...
Originally posted by 霍比特人 Yeah, I made a joke post on Zoklet when I was 18. One post. They came to my house and did the whole good cop/bad cop routine and saw I was harmless then fucked off. One interesting bit is that they wanted to look through my books.
You can pass as middle eastern, §m£ÂgØL. Sorry, but... You can... Sorry it bothers you that you do have that complexion and yes the beard helps some, but no, it's not what I was referring to... even without it, and it being short, you can pass for middle eastern.
They read the Zoklet post off to my parents. I remember hearing my brother laugh in the background because he thought it was hilarious. It was nice hearing secret service agents say 'nigger.'
I don't look at all Middle Eastern. Anybody who's seen me can attest to that. For a while a friend called me a terrorist because I had grown out my beard, but I keep my facial hair short now. But that's probably what hydro is trying to play on. It's very obviously a hispanic beard and the only races I have ever been mistaken for were white and once, Korean.
Originally posted by 霍比特人 Yee I lost lots of weight though. Started working out and eating healthy. Stopped drinking.
You also had body dysmorphia badly and even denied that, when it was fucking clear as day you had this... Along with being a paranoid, raging schizo.
Originally posted by What_a_Kreep Damn it's hot af in my city today. I feel my skin burning as soon as I step out the front door. It's even hotter when you're forced to wear long sleeves to cover up those fun but probably not so smart life decisions that happened over the weekend. At least it's only for a few days and not the entire summer like when I used to do H. I'm so glad I'm not a daily H shooter anymore. Looking back I don't even know why I kept up with it, I only felt satisfaction for a fraction amount of the time, besides those short lasted moments, life was pretty sucky. Not being able to find a vein, dealing with sketchy middlemen, trying to go to class & work while being sick. Thank god for suboxone, gabapentin, and Crouton. (wish i could stills core gabapentin).
A little bit of clear here and there isn't as damning as some might think. Wish I could go back to smoking it but that's not gonna happen. Why waste time in the clouds, when you could get straight to the point?
Hope everyone had a great weekend! Life isn't so bad, I think I'm pretty happy. (Let's hope I feel the same when my sack is empty & I'm feeling crappy).
Glad shit is good for you. It's miserably hot here too, and I still don't have AC where I'm at... Kill me now...
Shit being illegal makes this the problem for so many reasons. I want to live in a world where the War on Drugs is non-existent and that would be ideal, I think.
I like meth from time to time too. Still like my opiates, and am currently on T-PAIN, but don't shoot it because of the obvious issues it can cause doing that (1337 really took one for the team and saved me from this becoming me... anyone who shoots it now is an idiot since there's so much about how bad shooting it is.), and well... Orally, it works for my purposes thankfully.
Sucks being physically dependent, but sucks worse to have chronic pain everyday that makes life have zero quality too... So, I'm in a catch 22 here...
Hope life continues to go well for you, and you have many more happy days ahead.
Originally posted by What_a_Kreep Well, actually, I would say I got MYSELF addicted. He wasn't holding a gun to my head or anything, I make my own choices. He was however, the first person to ever shoot me up. Before that I had never shot anything. I'd mainly smoked/snorted crystal and tried smoking H a few times. The times I had tried smoking H were pretty random, I never had bought it but I'd be with someone who was smoking it and they'd offer me a hit. I wasn't too impressed but it helped mellow out my crystal. Needless to say, when I tried H the way you're supposed to do it, it was much better than I had experienced before. I remember it took me a while to get hooked though. I was used to uppers so the first few times shooting H, I thought it was too much and just fell asleep a lot of times. After building a slight tolerance was when I grew to love it. It replaced all other substances and became #1.
I really respect you taking responsibility for your own actions. That shows character, backbone, and deserves respect. Don't blame others, drugs, or punt your problems off on others. Only people we can blame is ourselves when we do stupid, or bad things.
You could perceive it that way, sure. But I am not going to put the blame on another person for something I chose to do & continued to choose to do.
He also was the one that was there for me when we decided to quit. He was able to score the suboxone, I was able to get the gabapentin. It helps having someone there for you when you're going through something as rough as quitting heroin. It wasn't easy, it took a lot out of me, but eventually, I was able to quit shooting H. And, I hope that I never go back. Like the popular saying goes, "I know I have another relapse in me, but I don't know if I have another recovery left in me."
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