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2017-07-11 at 7:52 AM UTCbut you could touch my dick
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2017-07-11 at 8:10 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny Actually no, I don't mean that, it was a mean thing to say to begin with, to imply it would be horrible to have someone else's life. I just wouldn't want to deal with the material circumstances of living with parents or on a benefit. Both would be hard things to do.
Them suck it up, go outside, which you’re perfectly capable of doing in my body, along with speaking to people, and do something productive, you lazy cowardly autist. It’s not as if my body is crippled or my face is deformed. -
2017-07-11 at 8:15 AM UTCwut?
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2017-07-11 at 8:26 AM UTC
Originally posted by The Self Taught Man This. She can't handle her own medicine. I even said I was in the wrong, but this is how hydro functions you see. You do something she doesn't like and then it explodes into threats. If I was anywhere near her she would get violent with me or possibly commit a false suicide attempt for attention.
You're too fucked, §m£ÂgØL lol "false" suicide attempt... yep. That's something you'd fucking do. I don't have any fucking reason to get violent with you, you aren't worth my fucking time, even if I were in a dark ally with you, you're scared little spic ass would be free from harm.
You're just scared that I can, and will prove you to be the little schizophrenic, manipulative, lying loser you are.
my own medicine? lol this wasn't about me, remember? you want to strike people I love? How if I do the same to you? I didn't even start this fucking shit with you. You want to bring shit up and antagonize shit all the time, fuck you, you know I won't stick by and not retort. I used to have respect for you as a person. I lost that when I realized and by your own admission (screenshots) you hadn't had any respect for me in years, but still sexted, and still fucking manipulated and took advantage of me caring and loving you... good for you, you got your wish finally. I have no love for you in my heart and won't even, nor respect. You're lower than worms to me... I should have seen that when you'd talk shit about my family, to which I'd never, fucking ever spoke disrespectful about your family, despite me seeing things I thought were wrong about them, as angry as I got then, but hey... you'd fucking go on and on about my family, my fucking pack with insults.
Originally posted by The Self Taught Man Hey hydro, thanks for admitting to pulling a gun on me and your ex husband and then saying you wish you'd shot us both.
Yep, I fucking did, to get two physically and psychologically abusive faggots out of my home, and life. YOu're still alive right now aren't you? How much you really think I wanted to harm you then? I wanted you both gone, that was it, but yes, with the situation as in came further, and now especially, part of me laughs thinking I could have rid made the world short two less scumbags.
You're such a scared little faggot. It's fucking comical. lol everytime you're scared you act like a coward, you have zero back bone, or integrity. lol some how anonymizing your posts protects you? lol fuking L.O. FUCKIN' L. proves youre the shitty little cock roach you are. -
2017-07-11 at 8:33 AM UTCI wrote that under this scenario:
Originally posted by sploo lets say you woke up as malice or sploo and you had exactly the same personality as malice/sploo but with the commanding conscious force of lanny, what would lanny choose to do with these physical bodies that corresponds/is a variant of their typical behavioral patterns, taking into account the physical/neural impulses that influence your decision making process.
Not only that, but if being on SSI bothers you that, just get a job, even part time, or make some money doing web development, if you still retain the knowledge/skill, maybe find a way to be paid anonymously if you want to keep SSI and the benefits (They can be pretty sweet, you, in your own body and life, could save a lot of money. Remember when I was renting a 1 bedroom ground floor apartment, 4 of them in the small 2 story complex, in Berkeley, a 10 minute walk from the Ashby BART, and a market rate value of at least $1,000 per month, for only $161 and an average of about $20 for utilities? Think of the savings.
Even if you had to work your way up from lower level jobs, you would likely still be far happier going outside regularly, being around people, doing something productive, and feeling self-sufficient rather than just sitting in doors literally as much as possible in total isolation, becoming increasingly agoraphobic, anthropophobic, depressed, anxious, generally worsening all aspects of your mental health, obsessively researching your autistic interests (No, I do not only read about autism. It may surprise you, but I haven't read particularly about it in quite a while. It's the memory/recall quirk I'm sure you've noticed, I genuinely simply remember these things.) nearly all day long, doing nothing but reading all day and becoming a jack of all trades, but never actually putting all your information and skills to good use, never even having an opportunity to do so since you're genuinely only indoors alone, producing nothing concrete from your efforts, and having literally zero life experience, met no milestones in life.
See, now that's how you would probably feel if you woke up as me. I, on the other hand, have found a sustainable niche for myself and could now be perfectly content to simply learn and stim indefinitely. -
2017-07-11 at 8:36 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone should have seen that when you'd talk shit about my family, to which I'd never, fucking ever spoke disrespectful about your family, despite me seeing things I thought were wrong about them, as angry as I got then, but hey… you'd fucking go on and on about my family, my fucking pack with insults.
Hydro, to be fair, you literally used to talk shit and complain about your family all the time in the past. They seemed pretty horrible and destructive, other than your father, the way you used to describe them in your long rants.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-11 at 8:38 AM UTCfucking hilarious he has one of his little friends message me to tell me to "calm down" because he's too fucking scared to say shit to me. I hope you're dying right now, §m£ÂgØL. Dying. I hope your heart is about to explode and you fucking just croak from a heart attack... omfg what I'd give to know you fucking expire from fucking a panic attack. You're not a human to me, you're lower than dirt to me. Fucking die already. Go kill yourself and do the world a fucking favor. You
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2017-07-11 at 8:42 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Hydro, to be fair, you literally used to talk shit and complain about your family all the time in the past. They seemed pretty horrible and destructive, other than your father, the way you used to describe them in your long rants.
My dogs, who I fucking wanted to make sure were still okay, and not just abandoned. That's the family I am referring to, not actual people. He knew I thought of them as kin, but refused to show me any respect there... he would say shit on purpose just to hurt me when he'd say shit.. it's like saying shit about children, really. Calling them stupid, worthless, and all sorts of unnecessary shit. God forbid I critic anyone of his family on shit he would bitch about with them.... -
2017-07-11 at 8:43 AM UTCpiles of crap u mad? he got moledded
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2017-07-11 at 8:55 AM UTC
Originally posted by The Self Taught Man Yeah, I said ONE sentence. Even apologized.
Now hydro wants to fuck my life up.
Where did I say I was going to "fuck up your life"? I said you fucked up. I said you were fucked. I never said I would or was going to do anything of the sort, but again, paranoid shit-stain assumes I'm going to fuck up his life, just like the many, fucking many times before he would get delusional and blow shit out of proportion and think up all sorts of wild shit I could do to him... WTF.
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2017-07-11 at 9:13 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone My dogs, who I fucking wanted to make sure were still okay, and not just abandoned. That's the family I am referring to, not actual people. He knew I thought of them as kin, but refused to show me any respect there… he would say shit on purpose just to hurt me when he'd say shit.. it's like saying shit about children, really. Calling them stupid, worthless, and all sorts of unnecessary shit. God forbid I critic anyone of his family on shit he would bitch about with them….
Oh shit, sorry about that. I didn't know you call your dogs your family.
I've always considered Ash, the stray cat I gained the trust of, my friend. I don't like the term pet, I don't consider myself to own her and don't treat her that way. She has a right to personal autonomy and doesn't owe me for food, water, shelter, warmth, being nice to her, or anything. I voluntarily allowed her into my home because I enjoy her company greatly, after such a length of isolation sometimes it just feels cool that there's another sentient being near you, that you can observe and interact with. I consider the 3 other semi-ferals that come by for food, Bella's family (All are past independent age.)The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-11 at 9:26 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Oh shit, sorry about that. I didn't know you call your dogs your family.
I've always considered Ash, the stray cat I gained the trust of, my friend. I don't like the term pet, I don't consider myself to own her and don't treat her that way. She has a right to personal autonomy and doesn't owe me for food, water, shelter, warmth, being nice to her, or anything. I voluntarily allowed her into my home because I enjoy her company greatly, after such a length of isolation sometimes it just feels cool that there's another sentient being near you, that you can observe and interact with. I consider the 3 other semi-ferals that come by for food, Bella's family (All are past independent age.)
No need for being sorry. I see how I worded it, it wouldn't translate to most people.
I respect you a lot more for your respect of animals, Mal, and your mutual understanding for how I felt about my "pack". -
2017-07-11 at 10:35 AM UTCI was extremely drunk last night
No i did not bleach my hair. The photos are from 3 years ago. The recent pix are in the pic thread.
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2017-07-11 at 10:45 AM UTCCool avatar.
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2017-07-11 at 10:57 AM UTCBish you asked for it.
I gave bling the credit though. It's his tiger. Lol. -
2017-07-11 at 11:12 AM UTCBanana Monkey Fuck!
Post last edited by Malice at 2017-07-11T11:17:27.882104+00:00The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-11 at 11:16 AM UTClol
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2017-07-11 at 11:17 AM UTCI've been extremely isolated and out of school for a long long time. Definitely unnerves me, I hate being around other people. I literally became a hiki. It's been 5 years since I've really spent time around other people more than for an hour a week or month. Even before that, I really never spoke to nearly anyone except the psychologist I was required to meet with. And of course high school before that.
I've thought of the best strategy I could create using my extreme end of human variation hyper-systemizing aspie power and extreme memory storage to draw from, with no interference from irrational human emotions. The aspie memory storage contains a vast amount of data on the general subject of humanity itself, from a far superior source to inane and obsolete IRL interactions, but books, research papers! Human nature, human psychology. Their evolutionary roots, what they truly are at their core, evil. Gender, race, body language, facial expressions, vocal intonations, personality traits, the extreme ability to analyze others, think many steps ahead, manipulate them, outwit them, understand them, able to accurately predict their behavior and easily know what their point of view is, how it would feel like to be them and react, due to my extreme end of human variation hyper-systemized model of the entirety of what man is, giving me near-total understanding, an intuitive sense now. I have seen confirmation of this power IRL and can replay the scenes at perfect quality, as if they were actually occurring, when I am deep thought, practically a near-instantaneous meditative state. It's and eidetic memory, which of course you weren't aware of: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eidetic_memory
For example, the one time I got the courage to finally try marijuana by first using a delivery service, ordering it away from other people, in SF. I saw the driver park on the south east corner of a street to the left from me, a block away by the intersection. I saw the driver moving quickly and running toward here, which told me he was likely afraid of the police because he was Black (According to professional statistical analysis, very likely to carry a weapon, hard drugs, or have some other reason they wouldn't want a cop stopping them.), so I knew, with this power, that on the way back he would also be in a hurry, and likely wouldn't want to stay in one place too long. I had already payed online, so I just had to receive it, but I also handed him a tip, which he seemed to appreciate. He then ran back, as predicted. And just as he rounded the corner a street away, multiple police cars came by where he was before.
Alright, all that said, in order to understand that my plans are extremely likely to be correct, I'll play a variation of devil's advocate by listening to your opinions.
Do you guys think it would be a good idea to piss my pants on the first day of school?
This sounds like a joke, but strict adherence to rationality means that your personal emotions must be set aside for the moment and the answers you arrive at may horror the average person, such as antinatalism, even seem insane to the small minded fools, low quality "people", but truth is truth. Of course I'm not making the flaw of not including the utility of emotional states in my analysis. I have already proven that the reasoning is impeccable.
My thoughts are that the initial incident, and something embarrassing like that probably happens to at least one or two people in every class, anything I do afterwards will never close to being as awkward as the initial incident. So, relative to that perception, for a relatively small initial cost, when viewed from the total time it affected me, but, naturally having no emotional reaction, which I trained myself to keep suppressed at all times except when viewing anime, there will be no emotional cost to me, the negative utility becomes even smaller, the wetness also not particularly bothering me, no sense of humiliation at any time, knowing I'm essentially hacking the human reality, I'd feel happy knowing I achieved this. And of course people would forget and wouldn't really care. It's a good college, people should be more mature than the standard commoner.
I cannot see any flaw in this. It's pure rational analysis, which must always be adhered to. Truth must be sought. I will welcome any opposing viewpoints, but I am currently convinced the plan will work flawlessly.
This plan was powered and created by the superiority of the optimal Asperger's brain.
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2017-07-11 at 11:28 AM UTCLook at my Super Rare bling custom avatar, faggots. You can't touch this.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-11 at 11:28 AM UTCthats an interesting idea, could work possibly, probably not
