I dont really dream anymore. Something to do with my fucked brain chemistry i think. Last one i had a couple months ago, i had a family. wife son and daughter. It felt like a lifetime. I felt loved and needed and content. I was making forts for them out of sofa cushions. Barbecues. Watching movies in the dark with my wife. Halloween costumes for the kids. Taking pictures of them with goofy lil missing teeth. First dances. I could see them growing up.Then one day they just disappeared and the whole house was empty and everything was cardboard and plastic cutouts like a cheap movie set. I ran through the neighborhood trying to find them and knocking on doors but the houses were all empty and full of sand. Sand falling in through the roofs and making its way through cracks in the windows. And then i looked up and i was in this ghost town, city half buried like an old skeleton in the desert. I was all alone. I started choking on the sand as it rose above my lips. When i woke up I was crying and the feeling of loss was really fucked up and palpable.
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2022-02-28 at 9:37 AM UTC
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Watch it.
Yeah the world is shit these days, and its only guna get worse before it gets better.
My friend and i ate about 300ug each and it made sense to me that we should enter this graveyard near my place while it was still dark. My friend was concerned about evil entities but i assured him that there was none in there.
So we went in. I was walking in front of my friend and almost walked into a tree because it was so dark.
I looked down at the ground and noticed an object of unknown origin that appeared to be transforming itself. I heard myself say what the fuck? and then tried to crouch to get a closer look. At this exact moment my friend grabbed my shoulder, turned me around, said lets get the fuck outa here!, and dragged me through what appeared to be a wall of interdimensional stuff. It was colourless and transparent but still completely visible.
I'm not sure if i went through to somewhere and then he dragged me out. Or if i was where i've always been, and then he dragged me somewhere else.
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2022-02-27 at 6:19 PM UTC
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Originally posted by Kafka
Do you go to church?
Occassionally. I went with my mother and aunty not so long ago. I find it peaceful but I don't enjoy the singing parts. There's something about the smell in churches and the silence I like also.
I dunno, I'm weird like that.
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2022-02-27 at 6:04 PM UTC
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Originally posted by Solstice
I always found the concept of confession kind of strange because how could a person have the right to forgive you in the name of God? I feel like if a person is religious they should be comfortable making those amends to their god themselves without needing a middle man.
I've found it somewhat cathartic when I have done it in the past. Like a brand new slate ready to be covered in Cocaine & regret.
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I’m looking at you, as you’re looking at me.
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OT- massive heroin overdose, snuggled on the sofa with someone who loves me.
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I want to ride a bomb down to the ground in an airstrike.
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Think everyone is on the spectrum to some degree.
I'm just brain damaged from years alcohol/ cocaine abuse.
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2022-02-26 at 4:07 PM UTC
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Originally posted by Kafka
I can't be bothered looking through all the messages but it was about me not understanding trolling. Ring a bell?
Not really. But I’m not always of sound mind when I’m on here & talk a lot of shit. 😜 It’s kind of weird & flattering that I’m in u guys DMs. Maybe he should pay me some of his millions for all the space I take up in his head. 😂
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2022-02-26 at 3:57 PM UTC
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anglin was right.
all human females are really just attention soliciting prostitutes.
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2022-02-26 at 2:33 PM UTC
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[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by Kafka
I think it’s like you’re really falling for yourself, that you see something in them you see in yourself.
Yeah definitely but also desirable qualities you covet.
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2022-02-26 at 1:25 PM UTC
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Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I don't catch feelings very often and as most feelings are found in the "idea" of someone and not how they actually are. I tell myself not to feel them and experience intense inner turmoil and set myself up for failure
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2022-02-25 at 8:45 PM UTC
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Trigger Warning: My ex
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2022-02-25 at 6:19 PM UTC
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Avant garde shartist
Chuck Palahniuk wanted to be Snooki?
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2022-02-25 at 6:07 PM UTC
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[my hereto riemannian peach]
First part reminds me of the song "tango" by Lady sovereign
Rest is equally dope. Gonna post this as a Facebook status
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Going bowling tonight then off for a Chinese. Chilled night with a film and Nintendo Switch.
Sober lyfe 'yo.
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2022-02-25 at 2:16 PM UTC
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Missed the bus
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood
What a bullshit day
First there is a homeless woman sleeping in my lobby against the door so I had to fight her just to get out of the apartment and then because of the weather (it's not even that bad) the bus just didn't show up until the point where if I got on it I would have been late
Fuck being late I just called In sick. Sick of being alive in such a gay nigger society.
Usually days like this it doesn't even matter if you go in late because if the bus is delayed the people driving get delayed too. I decided to avoid all of that bullshit
You should travel to Ukraine and sign up to fight the Ruskies...give your life meaning.
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Everyone needs to load up on emergency food
Putin aint getting out alive. War Crimes now. Turkey closing the straight to the black sea. so russians can't get in or out now.
Putin up for War Crimes. He's taking the entire world down with him.
sucks I live in the front row of an invasion. a Coastal City.
Oh Well. it was fun. I wonder what the next planet life will be like if we get reincarnated before the final rest place. think it will be super advanced and war free?
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Fuck hoes get money lift weights plan a massacre of those that hurt u
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