Originally posted by Kafka
He looks psycho
Well I wouldn't go that far, but he does look like George Clooney trying to dance with a dead girl in Weekend at Bernadette's.
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
Originally posted by Kafka
I slept all day, took fluoxetine for the disorientation, friend phoned me to say someone’s dead. I feel like Tetsuo from Akira, drinking hot chocolate.
I feel like tetsuo the iron man
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
2022-03-29 at 12:24 AM UTC
in
Ruskie booots
I drove my T-90 through your garden last night
I kicked your front door down around at midnight
Something's telling me, boy, that you're avoiding me
And when I find you, you will run for your tea
Oh, I've got a brand new shiny helmet and a pair of kinky boots
I've got a lovely new flak jacket and lovely khaki suit
And when we go on night patrol, we hold each other's hands
For we are the Russian Army and we're here to take your land
My good friend Ivan, he's in the SVR
Searching for weapons he will go near and far
Up around by Kharkiv, you'd never find him there
Oh, the only gun he'll get there is an AK in his ear
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
2022-03-28 at 4:17 PM UTC
in
Bigger avatars
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
Grylls
Cum Looking Faggot
[abrade this vocal tread-softly]
Originally posted by Kafka
I slept 15 hours, feel like I’d rather be in England rn.
You’d always be welcome 🙂
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
If you don't take this place seriously it's not that dramatic or toxic, more retarded than anything.
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
Originally posted by Kafka
I’ve been tracking my mood for months and this is the first day it’s been happy probably because of lack of sleep and cuddling with my nephew. I feel like I burnt my arm, it got too close to a fire and feels burnt. My nephew is my reason for living.
if a man said the same thing about his lovely niece hed be jeered at.
strange.
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
Yeah it's kind of interesting the further I live, the more I find myself sort of always weighing the idea of 'trying to better myself' and 'jesus fuck who even cares at this point, it is what it is.'
Like you said, it's not HEALTHY to have self destructive thoughts, by definition, but when you don't care about healthy than you just... Don't care.
You're def right as far as me losing my faith in god and I will be the first to admit that there is a big difference between it, mainly the fact that with faith, regardless of how shitty things are, you can hold this belief that it's 'part of a plan' or whatever, that no matter what happens, God is there and will help you get through shit. When I gave that up, I didn't necessarily realize the impact that it has when I realize that life is truly on my terms and I am completely responsible for myself and my actions.
That said, I still just can't arbitrarily start pretending I believe in god again just for the sake of hoping it will help me and my accountability. It would obviously feel disenguine as fuck. But I suppose that's why people come up with other higher powers and I guess I could pretend the fucking cosmos is my leader and it'll make everything right in the end.
For now, I am DUST IN THE WIND.
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by mmQ
Samesies. Although I've come to realize at this point that regardless of any strides forward I make, or Happies I obtain, just when I think I've perhaps turned the corner on the path to enlightenment, I fuck something up and slide back to where I started. Basically my life is a game of chutes (snakes for you weirdos) and ladders and there's just a lot of fucking chutes. It's hard for me not to believe that it's subconsciously hardwired into my brain to fuck things up whenever I'm doing well, as though I deserve it or something. Who knows. Whatever. Blah. Countblah.
Yea man, maladaptive coping mechanisms and self destructive tendies and shit. I just deal with shit wrong and manifest destruction by thinking negatively. Not sure if the first summer I'm off all conditions since I was 19 is good or bad for me but I'm leaning towards good because it's less stress but potentially less mindfulness of legalities. I just want things to be simple and peaceful
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
2022-03-25 at 11:09 PM UTC
in
Where did my granddad go?
Originally posted by Kafka
The doctors told my Nana to forget about him, because she was in her 20s and his injury was so bad, but she took him home. Otherwise he would have been in a mental hospital the rest of his life and I wouldn’t be here. It’s scary because it could happen to anyone.
I sometimes forget important things like my birthday how old i am and even my name once but im reminded of my name everywhere i go i look outside and see a car and remember my name is carl.
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
they are abstract so it depends what you want to see them as but like one is a selphie of me and one is a coffee pot one is just three ballons on the wall at mcdonolds and stuff they are all just random pics edited the shit out of.
Originally posted by Kafka
They’re great, what are they meant to be?
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
I dreamed last night that I was at some kind of plant zoo with my dad. Each plant had its own little tomato cage thing around it and a little sign describing what plants it was. While looking at the plants, eventually we came across a dead bird on the ground. It was pretty decomposed and disgusting. My dad for some reason didn't realize what it was at first, and reach down and picked up a handful of rotten bird giblets and feathers and examined them closely. He said something like "Oh, it's a dead bird." I was all like "Ewww gross! Why did you touch it?" After he had concluded that is was in fact a dead bird, he sort of came towards me with his defiled hands outreached. I was like "Eeeeeeek!" and started running. The rest of the dream just consisted of me running away from my dad who was chasing after me and trying to grab me with his dirty bird guts hand.
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
Originally posted by Speedy Parker
That is because mentally and emotionally you are 12.
Dick size of a 12 year old too
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
A portable clothes washing machine I invented, very small, only useful for washing underpants and socks and about the size of a blender
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
2022-03-21 at 2:56 AM UTC
in
Which User...
Originally posted by Kafka
So is that the same way you are here?
I've helped a few over the years, I've even fed two, and I have smoked several for profit.
How about you?
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
Originally posted by Kafka
I’ve just realised I’ve relapsed, like stopped being an alcoholic three years ago, but I’ve been drinking every day for almost two weeks now. I just feel better drinking vodka.
Alcohol is a toxic poison that kills your organs and circulatory system. It prevents the production of the platelets in your blood that heal wounds, so if you get cut, you could bleed to death. Not to mention brain aneurysms, heart attacks, and fatal chokings.
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
