Posts by SBTlauien

2017-10-08 at 3:56 AM UTC in Catching up with Bill Krozby part 2

SBTlauien African Astronaut

I think I put off a bad vibe. It has tio be the way I look.

I am in Portland, bar hooping, alone. So I go into this place that is like a gambling bar. It has horse races on and people are at a table playing poker. As soon as I walk in, I get bad looks. The bar tender looked like he wanted to fight me.

It has to be the way I look. Maybe its my shaved head. Or a scar on my face.

I can't figure it out. I stopped to get Thai food. Then Ill try again. Then a strip club.

Let me know what to do.

2017-10-08 at 3:49 AM UTC in peopl dont lie me

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Copier.

2017-10-08 at 12:01 AM UTC in Little Sleep + High Energy

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Originally posted by infinityshock if youre a chick…post pics

Would like cock shots?

2017-10-07 at 8:01 PM UTC in Little Sleep + High Energy

SBTlauien African Astronaut

I'm sleeping better now. Weight is like 152. I slept like six hours last night.

2017-10-07 at 1:29 PM UTC in People Don't Like Me

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Originally posted by Captain Falcon You seem to not be reading my uestion, or trying to avoid it.

Aside from the BS answer that you don't like that people don't like you, do you dislike anything about yourself? is there any attributes you would improve about yourself?

I'd like to be more extroverted and social. I'd like to be able to talk normally with other people.

This is an issue though. I haven't done anything or been anywhere, so I think that people think I'm lying to them. They talk about things that I can't relate to what-so-ever. Vacations, friends, clubs, family, all kinds of things that I can't relate to. It leaves me looking awkward and I think most people assume that I'm messing with them.

Being in my mid 30's and not having any kids, never married, not having anything to relate to anyone about, plus being socially awkward, makes it difficult.

2017-10-07 at 12:24 PM UTC in People Don't Like Me

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Originally posted by Dargo What do you want out of life?

To enjoy it.

Originally posted by Captain Falcon So you think you're perfect or something?

No.

I can tell that people treat me differently than others and I want to knoe why. I'm like om the outside. Nobody tells me anything, nobody talks to me, and I've always noticed but never cared until now. Looking back I am starting to realize that I've loss a lot of quality in my life but I can't pinpoint what it is I do to put myself in this situation.

This isn't being said in a whiney tone. I need to find out what exactly it is that makes people not like me.

I think it my be my personlity. I don't know if I really even have one. Most people I meet have ceetain little traits about who they are, but I think I'm just plain.

Maybe I need a book on forming my personality.

2017-10-07 at 2:29 AM UTC in People Don't Like Me

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Originally posted by Captain Falcon WHAT DO YOU HATE ABOUT YKURSELF? TELL ME THE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT SBTLAUIEN.

I don't like it that people don't like me. I don't lik it that people become friends with each other and not me. But most of all, I don't like it that I don't know why people don't like me.

I'm going to start spying on others. Just some audio recordings. Like meet knew people, discretely drop an audio recorder, walk away, then later retrieve the recorder for review of what they say after I leave.

2017-10-07 at 12:28 AM UTC in People Don't Like Me

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Originally posted by Captain Falcon SBT I'm getting sick of your shit. I have always liked you personally, but either get off your ass and do some shit or kill yourself and spare us the whining.

Make yourself a person that YOU like. Someone without the self loathing. Then people who matter will come to you.

I'm trying but I can't figure out what is making people not like me. I think I need to spy of people. Like set a little hidden recorder so that I can hear if they talk shit about me when I walk away.

I have to find out what it is.

2017-10-06 at 10:07 PM UTC in People Don't Like Me

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Originally posted by Open Your Mind Could you possibly be a narcissist?

I had a co-worker call me one once, indirectly, but he also called this one girl one as well.

After reading over this...

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_personality_disorder

...I would say no.

Except that I don't know what to do when someone is crying or sad. I'm not experienced around people so I get nervous, especially if they show some type of strong emotion.

I feel less than others because I really don't exist. They have family, friends, and get to experience all kinds of things that I don't. In fact, this all makes it harder for me because I can't relate to anything they have done. It makes me nervous and forces me to withdrawal. It's like a cycle.

When people give me compliments, I always assume that they are only saying it to trick me in some way. So I actually don't like to be admired.

Originally posted by vaporwave lol why does your family not like you? Probably same reason nobody likes you

Being a bad kid? Looking way back I was always a trouble maker. But that's where I always thought I fit. It was like an escape. Up until now I never realized this.

2017-10-06 at 6:19 PM UTC in Little Sleep + High Energy

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Originally posted by bling bling ranning to the money like a sprunter at a track meet

I no u gys ran fur mail systum in afrika.

2017-10-06 at 6:09 PM UTC in People Don't Like Me

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Originally posted by Dargo You're turning into Enter.

I'm not fat though, and I'm highly motivated to fix myself. I'm not just going to sit around and whine.

In fact, it's stripper night. Why not? I got to have some fun.

I just want to get better and be normal. I don't want to have to vent back onto society. As the years go by, I've noticed that I get healthier, but my venting gets worse. I'd rather be normal.

2017-10-06 at 3:43 PM UTC in Little Sleep + High Energy

SBTlauien African Astronaut

I'm not on drugs and the exercise is to help sleep.

I dud sleep like four/five hours last night though.

2017-10-06 at 3:41 PM UTC in Hardware bros, i need some insight.

SBTlauien African Astronaut

I'd tryand help but I know shit about hardware. I built my PC but hardware issues are a nightmare for me.

Hope fix it. Keep us updated.

2017-10-06 at 3:32 PM UTC in People Don't Like Me

SBTlauien African Astronaut

What could I be doing that makes people not like me? I've noticed throughout my life that people definitely do not like me. They walk by someone and say "hi" and talk, walk by me and say nothing or say hi in a way that shows they don't like me, and then walk by another person and say "hi, how are you". I never really cared before but now I'm trying to figure out why nobody has ever liked me.

My family has always treated me like shit. My mother use to admit that she didn't want to have me and openly admitted that she had an abortion after she had my older brother. They've always been close with each other but they made it clear that they don't like me. So I stopped associating with them like ten years ago.

At my last long-term job, in cold storage, I started off working really hard and was respectful to everyone. Immediately I could tell that my supervisor was trying to get me to quit. He liked all of the other new guys but made it clear that he didn't like me. So I started fucking shit up after about six months.

I don't want to be a piece of shit. I just want to be normal, but it seems as if everyone dislikes me and treats me unfairly. It's very obvious that people don't like me. I've always just vented by doing bad things but I've stopped and now I can't figure out why people hate me.

I've began making changes in an attempt to get people to like me. I've began to lose weight and started reading different self help books on socializing, but still, nobody likes me. Sometimes people are nice to me, but it always turns out that they are trying to trick me.

What could it be? ):

2017-10-06 at 10:54 AM UTC in Little Sleep + High Energy

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Originally posted by Dargo Could be manic. Let us know when you crash.

):

2017-10-05 at 8:09 PM UTC in Little Sleep + High Energy

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Strange.

2017-10-05 at 8:01 PM UTC in Little Sleep + High Energy

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Originally posted by apric0t How often did you work out before? Being active gives you loads of energy. Any major changes to diet? Cut out soda, stop Mcdonalds recently or some shit?

I've been hiking all summer. Mountain biking as well. Icut back on the coffee and I cut back on the fat. I've nearly lost all of the fat under my chin. I can actually see my jawline now.

I'm 5'11" and was like 185lbs in May. Now I'm like 150lbs and with a slight build in my upper body.

2017-10-05 at 5:36 PM UTC in Little Sleep + High Energy

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Originally posted by infinityshock taking meth will do that to you.

I don't use drugs.

2017-10-05 at 3:25 PM UTC in Little Sleep + High Energy

SBTlauien African Astronaut

I have an issue where I have a shitload of energy but I sleep only 1-3 hours a night. I'm not sure if this is normal for someone in their 30's.

For instance, I went hiking on two hikes two days ago, running uphill on these hikes, for about seven hours total(which includded walking back down), went out and ran errands, lifted weights, slept for about three hours, went to work to work a twelve hour shift, ran errands and whatnot, slept for like two hours, went running for an hour, lifted weights, and now I'm at work full of energy.

What the fuck?

2017-10-04 at 6:28 PM UTC in Active shooter at Mandalay Bay Casino in Las Vegas

SBTlauien African Astronaut

Two guns, simultaneously, high caliber, full-auto, multiple loaded drum-mags(?) ready to go, spraying into a thick crowd from enough distance that a hero is impossible, would produce a lot of deaths.

Moreso if the ground was level where the people are and where the gunman is. A single bullet could go through several people.

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