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Posts by SBTlauien

  1. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Captain Falcon Post or PM me a picture, I'll tell you what's up.

    I'm not sending pictures.

    It must be a personality thing with me then. I can't figure it out though. I really can't see or sense my personality. I can see others, like little traits they have. But mine isn't there, almost like I don't have one.

    Is it possible to not have a personality?
  2. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Do you guys think I'm trying to hard with apperance?
  3. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Captain Falcon Either. Or go for a budget shrink i.e. a therapist or counselor.

    To be honest, I have the money, but I just find it to be a waste of money. I'd rather figure it out on my own, that's what I always do. Having no family and no friends, I've learned how to deal with these psychological problems myself. Most have worked out.

    This time around though, I'm not going to vent onto the world like I have in the past. I'm trying to change who I am. Trying to be a little bit moral. Hoping that it somehow pays off.
  4. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by 霍比特人说中文不好 Psychiatrist - prescription pills

    Psychologist - prescription ear

    Choose 1

    What is a shrink then?
  5. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Captain Falcon Yeah, this. SBT you might be developing actual psychological issues with this thing. Go see a shrink. I'm going this week.

    0. I don't think so. It's kind of obvious that people don't like me and I've had others tell me out of nowhere that my family treats me like shit and doesn't care about me.

    1. I don't have that type of money.

    2. Darko told me that he is a shrink and tells people the obvious.

    3. The pills they prescribe.
  6. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    It's strange though. It seems like there are a lot of people against me.

    My family for instance(aside from my dad), has shown tht they don't like me and don't want me around. They basically attack/bully me. My mother has always either tried to guilt trip me, or make me feel insecure. I've never really been able to pinpoint why they don't like me, what it is that makes them despise me. People in the past have asked why they treat me like that, but I never knew what they were talking about because I ignored the way they treated me.

    I get the feeling that a lot of the people I work with are the same way. When I start lifting, I can see the way they look at me, as if they are so angry that I'm trying to improve myself.

    I don't know why people seem to be against me. It's as if they think I'm a pedo or something.
  7. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Or make me a program that'll spot freeway cameras(other cameras as well), and beam them with a laser light so they can't track me.
  8. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Make me a program that'll read license plates, make a list of them includding the GPS location they were read, and alert me if any show up to often.

    Something I can put in my car to spot trackers.
  9. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    This here has worked for me in the past. I think the call is routed through their phone network. Worked perfectly.

    spooftel.com

    If your just looking for a second number to use on your phone, there are Android apps for that.
  10. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by mashlehash But you're not a woman.


    WTF are you referring to?
  11. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Captain Falcon For once I agree with the autistic kid. Don't leave a recording device, that's an insane thing to do.

    SBTlauien, my advice would be to change your setting and be chill.

    Where do you live? I'll give you specific advice on that basis (or if you're not comfortable saying, follow my general advice below).

    This is typical advice but you have to work on being an interesting person and you'll make genuine friends in the process.

    Do you have any hobbies? If not, you need to find something that isn't sitting at a bar and watching a TV. Perhaps something has tainted those people at the bar

    How is your personal hygiene and grooming? Do you shower regularly? PM me pics of yourself, I'll tell you if you look weird or something.

    My personal hygiene is good, except for my bad breath(but I've been chewing sugar-free gum and using mints). I shower at least once a day(usually twice), and wear deodorant. I shave my face and head regularly. I am 5'11" and weight around 155lbs and have a slight build. I currently have some loose skin due to dropping down from 185 pure fat. My teeth are straight.

    I had a co-worker say about a week ago that I'm handsome and perfect.

    Hobbies include hiking, mountain biking, computers. I plan on getting into winter sports.

    I think Sophie may be correct. I may have some serious socializing issues. Ever since a young age, I have never really had a group of friends aside from people that were criminal connections(usually drugs). I was never close to my parents. The only brother I spent time with taught me how to steal and commit crimes without getting caught.

    Do you think I should move to another city?
  12. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    I've actually been trying to be a better person. Hoping it'll pay off. But as time goes by I'm losing hope. It makes me want to veer back into the life I use to live. The problem I that every time I go back, I'm worse. I'm not sure how bad I can become. Things I said I'd never do when I was younger, I've done more than I can count.

    I'm tired of this cycle.

    I'll give it a couple of years. I want to make sure this time.
  13. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Strip club sucks. $20 a dance and no touchy.
  14. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    So it must have been that bar. But I've noticed that where ever go, people are dicks to me.
  15. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Enter I haven't been following the topic, but are you talking about leaving a recording device somewhere so you can hear what people talk about you once you leave?

    I almost did that once but I'm glad I didn't. That's fucking psychotic.

    Yes I am talking about that. I need to know.

    Also, second bar had friendlier service but when I tried talking to the guy next to me about his beer, he ignored me. I don't think he heard me though.

    I've noticed that there are people alone that drink and play on their phones, and there are those who are out with family/friends in groups. I really don't want to just drink alone. I really don't even like drinking anymore. I don't know what to do.

    I'm going to drink a Red Bull, go find somewhere to piss, and go to a strip club.

    My phone is at 2% battery.
  16. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery Lol

    Only one beer...
  17. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    A hidden camera is a good idea. I'm down for it.

    I have to know what it is.
  18. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    I think I put off a bad vibe. It has tio be the way I look.

    I am in Portland, bar hooping, alone. So I go into this place that is like a gambling bar. It has horse races on and people are at a table playing poker. As soon as I walk in, I get bad looks. The bar tender looked like he wanted to fight me.

    It has to be the way I look. Maybe its my shaved head. Or a scar on my face.

    I can't figure it out. I stopped to get Thai food. Then Ill try again. Then a strip club.

    Let me know what to do.
  19. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    I posted this in the wrong thread.
  20. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    I wonder what the kill count diference would be if he had used a full-auto AK-47 with multuple drum magizines ready for action.
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