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Posts by SBTlauien

  1. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Let's not turn this into a rampage shooting thread.

    Originally posted by NARCassist you're over-analyzing shit. there are people that actually are like that but its not everyone. just gotta choose friends carefully is all.

    I don't get to choose friends though. I have zero. Always alone, even on the holidays. Although I was/am planning to volunteer this holiday season. Just on Thanksgiving and X-mas. If I don't have to work. I've never volunteered and I've always looked down on those that do. It would have to be secretive though, far from my city, and I'd never tell anyone. Something for a higher being(in hopes), that might change something about me.
  2. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Enema Bandit Are you a vegan who constantly tells people that you're a vegan?

    No, I'm not.
  3. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    One thing I'm going to do though, is continue to keep my religion and political views very private. Specifically on the internet. I know governments like to keep tabs on people based on their religion and political views, so keeping private(not talking, using TOR, not voting) should keep me off any lists.
  4. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by benny vader thanks.

    look good. are you using it ???

    I have many times. But it doesn't seem to work with everything. The second best thing for you to do, to avoid malware, would be to set up an old phone with a Google Play account, install the app onto it from the Google Play store, then extract the APK using the app below, then move the APK to your primary phone and install it.

    https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=me.psycoder.apkextractor

    I use APK extractor all the time.
  5. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Captain Falcon What do you mean by "trying to believe in god"?

    Searching for a philosophical reason to believe?

    Start with Soren Kierkegaard, I recommend Fear and Trembling.

    You know, like sheer desperation. Like how they say that atheists will beg God to let them live in the last seconds of their lives right before they die(given that they have the seconds).

    I kind of believe in God, but I tell people that I'm an atheist because most people seem to be Christians and I see a huge problem with that religion.
  6. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    The Shroomery.

    Growing shrooms is easy.
  7. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Use OpenGapps as mentioned, or use an apk downloader like this...

    https://apps.evozi.com/apk-downloader/
  8. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    ^Why quote me?
  9. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Totse 2001 People will bring in complete strangers from Hurricane because it's Christian, or Muslim or Buddhist (jedi?) and I'm sure atheist as well..its the thing to do but not people they know?

    What do you mean by this? The atheist part specifically. I am atheist for the most part, and I'm open about it. Although lately I've been trying to believe in God. Its weird though, because I think its all in my head, a superstition, just me hoping that something powerful will help me. Like a desperate attempt in a hopeless situation.

    Maybe I should tell people that I'm a Christian or something. I'm starting to think its religious people telling other religious people that I'm an evil atheist and to stay away. There's something working against me.

    There is this strange little temple that just got built on a backroad that I take to work. I took the backroad for a while due to construction and now that the construction is finished I still take the route. Maybe its God calling me to this temple. Its called Sikh Temple, and from a quick search, its for all religions.
  10. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Captain Falcon I'm not joking though buddy, the problem isn't everyone else, you're just being hyper paranoid and these are the signs of the onset of mental illness. Take yourself to a doctor, my friend.

    Its deffinitely not paranoia. These people don't like me. I've looked into it a lot. They are against me. They talk to everyone nicely, but they are pricks to me.
  11. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Captain Falcon In native American cultures, this is called "sad as fuck"

    Exactly. I tried doing this, for a long time. My whole life to be exact. Now I realize that I don't know anything about social interaction. Things people do, I don't understand. I lose out on quality of life because of this.

    Its now when I stop doing all of those bad things I use to do to vent, that I realize this. I realize that society has actually pushed me out and made me I to this person.
  12. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery My point is you wouldn't be able to accurately assess whether or not it's all in your head, since your only point of reference is from the perspective of in your head.

    Vut these aren't things that I imagine. They're plainly obvious.
  13. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery You asked yourself if you're being paranoid..? That's the least reliable person you could ask in regard to that.

    I evaluated my situation and tried to figure out if it was all just in my head. It's not though. People do not like me and some(not all) are setting me up for failure. I'm not sure why though. I've thought about bad things I've done in the past, and I've wondered if they hold grudges against me or something. People will label other people and maybe they have labeled me something. So like no matter how much time goes by, and no matter how much I change, I still have this label. It's not everyone though.

    It's a small world.

    But like I was saying initially. People will act completely normal around me and everything will be fine when I first meet them, and then suddenly they avoid me and give me bad looks. So people must be telling them things. There's something. I just don't know what, or why. The only thing I can think of is that it's some shit I did a long time ago.
  14. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Bill Krozby I like you lil bromo, if you ever come to austin tx I will take you out for some conans deep dish pizza and a brew

    TY. The internet is all I've ever had. No joke though. I don't have any other social interaction aside from co-workers and customers at work.

    This obviously is an issue though. Over the course of decades, I feel like I'm an experiment of some type.
  15. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Captain Falcon No. Please.

    I already explained my reasons for not going.

    Also I know its not just paranoia. I already asked myself that, and its very clear that people don't like me and want the worse for me.

    I wouldn't say that they are out to get me, but they'll network via social means and plot ways to hold me back from achieving. Not actively though, more casually. Like multiple of them seperately telling people that I am a bad person so that the person is likely to believe it and join them.
  16. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    I should be able to figure it out on my own.
  17. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    I was going to let this thread die since it wasn't going anywhere, but since you bumped it...

    People definitely want me to fail. I can tell by the way people act around me, their general nature, the tone when they talk to me. They don't like me and if they see me making any improvements, they start getting pissed. I don't know why, but I know they are against me in some way, for some reason.

    I can even predict certain behavior of theirs and certain things they do. Anytime someone tries to help, its always a trap.
  18. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by benny vader but then you shit out like … 90% of the calories you eat.

    No, calories are just a unit of energy. You only lose them by burning them off.
  19. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by benny vader doesnt make sense becos your eating as much as you burn off.

    when people want to lose weight, they eat less than what their body needs to survive doing nothing and then work out some more.

    I should be burning off more calories than I'm eating. According to online calorie calculators and my calculations, I should be losing about 2lbs a week. However, I started lifting weights, and doing so in my entire upper body, so I am putting on muscle mass and water weight. I'm only losing about 1lb a week right now.
  20. SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Originally posted by infinityshock post nude selfies

    I'm not posting any pictures of myself.
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