old puerto rican lady in her late 50s I believe, walking home past a call center and these Indian guys who were telemarketers working for the call center ambush her and drag her over behind the dumpster then gangrape her.
If you ever had any doubt that telemarketers are the worst people, know that they are. and don't be letting your mom walk home alone past no call centers.
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When 8 was kid my pastor told me hey come here and I said ok pastor , "ok pastor" , and then we went to his office and I sucked his dick and I told my mom after and she said yeah that's how it works.
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Originally posted by Sudo
man my addiction is functional but man do I hate it. My girlfriend makes me go get her coffee in the morning so I can do a pill without being around her. I wake up and shiver, shake and shit my guts out, blow my nose 50 times and go as long as I can without. I can "go through the motions" without pills but to actually function in a constructive way I need to do a microscopic amount. I think I can beat it in a week or two
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It's a triggering thing. I shouldn't say she makes me, I just feel more comfortable doing it somewhere else, away from her and her kid. I feel guilty and weak and getting her a coffee and me a tea and her kid something too is the compromise.
When I see someone do coke it makes me want to. It's pretty normal to by triggered by rituals of substance use. I worked in a restaurant before and would have to make french onion soup and carrying an open red wine glass for the soup would make me sweat and shake.
Just say you don't understand. Your "insight" into anything is always equivalent to a mexican bubble boy locked in a room with nothing but a tv that plays cartoons.
Honestly man this sounds miserable. Its making me stressed just remembering what it felt like to have to live and work and hang out with people that I had to constantly be on alert around. Making sure nothing fell out of my pockets. Making sure i didnt leave anything in anyones car. Leave a foil or a burnt soda cap in someones bathroom. Left my phone unlocked in at someones apartment. Dropped 2 pieces of dope in a camera case in an Uber.
Its fucking exhausting. Like imagine what itd be like to wake up and go through your normal day without all that fucking headache.
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Originally posted by Sudo
It's a triggering thing. I shouldn't say she makes me, I just feel more comfortable doing it somewhere else, away from her and her kid. I feel guilty and weak and getting her a coffee and me a tea and her kid something too is the compromise.
When I see someone do coke it makes me want to. It's pretty normal to by triggered by rituals of substance use. I worked in a restaurant before and would have to make french onion soup and carrying an open red wine glass for the soup would make me sweat and shake.
Just say you don't understand. Your "insight" into anything is always equivalent to a mexican bubble boy locked in a room with nothing but a tv that plays cartoons.
There's people I've said I'll catch up with who I know will be taking it so had second thoughts. I've also fell out with some heavy coke heads which I feel is a good thing. I'm starting to enjoy my own company now and feel I'll only enjoy drinking with others occasionally rather than most weekends. I've also made a promise not to drink alone indoors albeit I am at my mother's. In hindsight it's fucking dumb when alone at my apartment. I just end up snorting and masturbating for days LOL.
I was thinking how enjoyable just getting drunk with girls is, as opposed to being up till Sunrise then feeling like death, bunged up nose etc. Girls are more horny when drunk anyway.
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Do you like Pete Doherty? I feel you have to have a position on him. How tf is he still alive and what kind of a piece of shit is carl for calling the cops on him for breaking into his house and stealing his guitars? Why was the libertines the best british band from the 00's?
Yeah I've heard they've reformed but I dunno if he'll be able to stay unified.
Take Keith Richards. The guy is a fucking legend and probably in the top 5 best guitarists in the world. His drug use was far worse than Pete Doherty's and a lot of other musicians who succumbed to their addictions. He just maintained it then survived to tell the tale. His story is a rarity that even I envy. There's nothing glorified in drug taking, I hate those that do. Being able to carry on using without it completely destroying everyday things in life, relationships, career, friendsips; that is something rarely heard of.
Not to say it didn't affect him, but not on a level it does most.
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