I quoted to respond but submitted before responding 😒 ughh
I don't know which I romanticize more: being in love or what being loved is
I'm so f_ckung bull head and aloof, I don't think I allow people to love me like I want to be loved yet I still want to be loved. And I cringe when guys profess being emotionally attached
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Im debating blowing off NA. The meetings are cancelled anyway so everyone would forget about me and not hound me for a bit. I do t have any plans to start doing heroin or oxy or fent or coke again.........................but if i DID............ a global pandemic keeping me from the meetings that were MY LAST LIFELINE TO SOBRIETY would be a pretty solid reason. Ive been in the shit a year and a half i think. and im on step 3. I mean having all 12 under the best seems like another cool junkie milestone but fuck if im going to be alive long enough to do that shit and go write gay hallmark cards to everyone i fucked over. I mean parts of the program are great, esp at the beginning. But i think i can distill it down a bit further. 1) Check your impulses. Run your decisions by people less crazy than you, 2) Be mindful. 3) Be of service. Helping people gives you peace. 4) Dont stress over things you cant control, and dont be too cowardly to engage the things that youre passionate about. 5) You can decide to be a different person every day. It doesnt absolve you of responsibility, but you can work towards alleviating guilt by putting more good into the world than you took frim it,
Shit like that. If i want ti smoke a bowl and a have 3 or 4 vodka sodas at a live blues bar once a month, i shouldnt lose all my stickers and self respect. It wasnt being a weak willed individual that got me addicted. It was a combination of being socially awkward without a way to relate to people...and mostly the indcredibly physically addictive shit i was putting into my body 6 or 7 times a day bc everything else id ever been told about drugs was a lie.
Thats my update. lol.
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Originally posted by Sophie
Keynesian economics is cancer and that's all i'll say about that. Also do you really have money if you owe more than the sum total of it to the federal reserve? I'd argue, no, not really.
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I fell asleep in the summer sun once while i was coming down from drugs, i had my baseball cap covering my eyes, but the lower part of my face still got sun burned. Oh well, it was funny explaining what had happened to everyone who saw me after for a couple of days.
Let's see, romanticizing. Right.
1. Being a German during the time of the Nazis. 2. Dying in a glorious battle. 3. Being a serial killer a la Zodiac, outsmarting the police forever. 4. Being the God-Emperor of humanity. Who am i kidding i'd love that. 5. Being famous. 6. Having an 11/10 looking, but super dumb gf. 7. Having kids. 8. Being sane.
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ro·man·ti·cize /rōˈman(t)əˌsīz/: deal with or describe in an idealized or unrealistic fashion; make (something) seem better or more appealing than it really is.
Having 10 french bulldogs Having deep conversations with people on the internet Drug addicts can be cured with love
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Alan What?
[annoy my right-angled speediness]
I'm currently building my base on a badlands plateau. The Badlands Plateau features large flat-topped hills composed of stratified colors of terracotta. Plateaus have steep edges that rise to within 20-30 blocks above sea level, where they quickly flatten. The top of these plateaus typically have scattered dead bushes. Occasional ponds can appear on plateau tops. The sides of the plateau can occasionally reveal caverns and abandoned mineshafts. River biomes that pass through Badlands Plateau biomes cut steep grooves, giving the appearance of narrow canyons. These can pose a fall damage hazard if the player is not careful. Ravines also frequently spawn in Badlands Plateau biomes, which cause the same as above.
I sort of want to farm rabbits here.
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Greetings fellow totseans, anyone know where I can find or contact the king of BTLC known as JoePedo? He was the soul of &T and now his own totse site on the dark web got hacked. I need to speak with him urgently.
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Originally posted by What_a_Kreep
I have heard from a source that there are some of men in my city that get young girls or "troubled youth" and start sharing H with them for free while in the beginning stages of their relationship. They take them in,n give them food and a roof over their heads and free heroin. then once they're addicted to it physically they turn them trix in order to get that fix.
IDK how true that is though….
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Originally posted by Fox
Wtf? It took like 2 seconds of googling. Everybody from totse knows the HTS highlighter saga. It’s common knowledge. Was just letting the newbie in on it. I didn’t post it out of any malice whatsoever. I always liked HTS
Hts is recognized by Reddit for starting the sharpie in the pooper meme. When I saw this picture I knew I found the one.
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