I was never on Totse. I got on Zoklet sometime after highschool, but before I graduated college, between 2009 and 2010.
Anyway, I'm here because I miss my old BBS that I was active on back in the day, Grendel's Lair. I don't know what happened to the community at all. I only keep in touch with one person from Grendels Lair. I joined Zoklet because GL went defunct, and then zoklet went defunct, and then life happened I guess. Grendels lair was this forum that was initially formed by a bunch of kids who played too much diablo 2.
So, I guess I'm here for nostalgia, partly I'm getting old. I'm in my 30's now, married, kid career, job. Turned out to be a socially well adjusted individual despite how much time I spent on the internet back in the day.
I hate social media. I hate that everyone is on the internet now, but it has no freedom of expression, like it did back in the day. I hate that for most people their digital self is a continuation of the mask that they put on when they are in public. Zoklet, and GL back in the day, used to be filled with the same sorts of discussions that you would have around a campfire. Stupid? Yeah. But honest. No one ever gets cancelled for opinions they express around a campfire.
So I'm here to read other peoples opinions, and to express mine, without having to worry about people finding out that I voted or didn't vote for a particular person, or that I supported or didn't support a political figure, or that I called someone a fag back in 2002.
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Madness comes and madness goes An insane place with insane moves Battles without for battles within Where evil lives and evil rules
Breaking them up, just breaking them in Quickest way out, quickest relief wins Never disclose, never betray Cease to speak or cease to breathe
And when you kill a man you're a murderer Kill many and you're a conqueror Kill them all and you're a God
"Ladies and gentlemen of the jury Have you reached a verdict?"
"Yes, we have 'Your Honour', we find the defendant guilty On all counts for crimes against all humanity"
"By virtue of the jury's decision and the power Vested in me by the state I hereby sentence you to be incarcerated With no possibility of parole for life"
"Life? What do you mean life? I ain't got a life!"
"Boy, your soul better belong to Jesus! Hmmm-mmm, cause your ass belongs to me!"
Captive honour, ain't no honour
No time for questions No time for the games Start kicking ass And taking down the names
A long shit list A shorter fuse He is untouchable And guarantees you'll lose
Captive honour, ain't no honour
Inside the Big House His nightmare unfolds Before he got there His man-pussy was sold
Black blanket welcome This tough guy's now a bitch Praying for death It can't be worse than this
Captive honour, ain't no honour Captive honour, ain't no honour
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The first time I had an orgasm it literally terrified me.. I jumped up and ran around the house screaming ...
I remember as he was eating me out I could feel something building up inside but I couldn’t fathom what it was exactly but I didn’t say anything about the feeling ... and when it happened .. it just scared me because I didn’t know what was happening... so I got up and ran all around the house screaming...
I didn’t know what he had done to me and I didn’t even know what an orgasm was or that an orgasm even existed...
I’m sleepy I may regret this post but meh
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Originally posted by TJ
sell me that lightswitch plate
also you look so normal here
why can't you look normal like when your busted up like this. look this way all of the time. you get hurt, you suddenly get real. you look real and not a sketch of a caveman.
sorry Hikki that you were hurt.
u look gud in dis pic m8
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why can't you look normal like when your busted up like this. look this way all of the time. you get hurt, you suddenly get real. you look real and not a sketch of a caveman.
sorry Hikki that you were hurt.
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Originally posted by TJ
thanks Soy. you know I feel like a constant tugging on my chest wall. that can't be healthy. it's been like this on and off through life but mainly the past 8 years and It affects me just taking walks. good way to soft kill a person. just stress them out until their heart valves give out or get cancer or some shit. but some science suggest stress can actually elevate white cells and be healthy for people (other than the heart)
I know exactly what you mean. The demon living in your chest, right on the Solar Plexus. The I got cancer right in that spot when I was 25.
It's rare, a good diagnosis is rarer, and successful intervention is even rarer. Lucky I survived.
Yeah, stress used to feel just like having a demon living in my chest. Sometimes I still feel that old tension, but I have learned to let it go. Maybe it's just due to all the nerves that got cut up in my operation, or pulled out due to being "necrotised" - eaten and dead.
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Someone has been qualified for assistance and will get to live in some nice digs with its own theater room and nice dining room for the rest of Her life if she behaves.
I love her very much but her dementia has been one of the major stress points that still hasn't been lifted from my shoulders like a ton of bricks.
I'm still waiting for one more settlement in life regarding 8 years and for Covid to end once and for all. the US it's still an issue. is it still a problem anywhere else in the World? seems like everyone else has moved on. is Covid still a thing in China or UK?
WTF is going on? Traffic is back to normal.
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If it was just the fact that I disagreed with the “politics” of this book, the score wouldn’t be so slow. The author, either a 20-something year old repressed man child who is probably gay but hates that fact about himself, decides that everyone who isn’t white, male, or in shape, is basically an animal and deserves death. The author also thinks that it’s a great idea to not write proper sentences. But the best thing about this vomit of words is that it’s just a large collection of “high-brow” words that don’t even make a point. Like I said, if it was just that I didn’t agree (which with his racist and homophobic points I clearly don’t agree) this book wouldn’t be a problem. He makes basically zero points by wasting your time reading the trash while throwing in alt-right internet terms of hate. Avoid at all costs if you have a life, read on if you hate yourself and want to read nothing of substance. Ps. The author would do well to get some therapy.
Shockingly, the reviewer looks like this:
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