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2020-03-24 at 12:35 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editioni’m too drunk to read back but OMG covid 19 is wild. i took shrooms the other night and after the peak i started reading articles about it then my vision literally went black like i was dying lol that had me shook.
I’m going to be travelling next week for work lol hope i don’t spread shit around or get it spread to me. -
2020-03-18 at 4:11 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionworking from home the past couple days and smoking so much weed.
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2020-03-13 at 12:10 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editioni’ve been smoking straight gas!
about to be quarantined like a muh fucka. also about to be experiencing some unrequited lovesickness but i still beat and watched it bounce up & down in the mirror. -
2020-03-12 at 3:21 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editioni’m putting drugs in my drink
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2020-03-07 at 4:58 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionthought i was fuckin her yeah yeah woke up it was just a dream
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2020-03-06 at 8:43 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionoh yeah I forgot it's late as shit.
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2020-03-06 at 8:32 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionthis song is so beautiful lol
update:
it's the season for hedonism so i'm shelving my other plans for now and trying to fuck girls/party etc. I just jacked off for like 6 hrs on the ice lol. Work in the AM, I will be OK it's friday.
girls just be fucking me up, i fell in love on accident again lol and was promptly let down. time to try 15 more gorls til I feel something again. -
2020-03-04 at 1:25 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionI got hoes
Calllin a young nigga phone. -
2020-02-16 at 1:30 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by CASPER i feel like dogshit. Sponsor thinks its the methadone. I think im just a miserable fuck honestly. Found some dope and smelled the bag. Heated a bit on a knife so i could smell it. Like im okay most of the time but even as miserable as i was on H, there were moments where everything just kind if clicked. I felt not necessarily happiness but…idk….peace? I dont remember the last time i felt like that. My body fucking hurts. Forced myself to do a meeting thjs morning and one after work, but i really didnt get much out of it. Iwent for a walk even though my leg is fucking killing me, bc i watched a wes watson video this morning about not being a fucking bitch. But then i laughed thinking about spittingin his face and having his zen blissed out facade crumble bc everyone has a breaking point. A dude at work was talking a bunch if shit and i actually visualized how and where id need to let him hurt me before i could sink a box cutter into his stomach and do minimal jail time.
God im fucking tired.I think im going to quit the zoloft bc all it seems to do is make me shit my guts out for 3/4 of the day. And if i end up this mopey and fucked, why would i even put myself through that? Girl wanted togo out for Valentines day, but i just cant do it. Points to me though, my gut reaction was to start a fight so we wouldnt talk for a couple weeks,but i just told her i was sick.
i tried watching some movies about people with terminal illnesses finding meaning and acceptance and shit, and found myself theorizing about what the best terminal illness i should ask the universe for. I think i settled on gastric cancer. One of the cancer kids talked about making your own happiness so i smiled in the mirror for like 5 minutes and felt nothing just looked likea fat serial killer so i layed back down.
ugh. whatever. goodnight.
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2020-01-31 at 1:52 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by CASPER its obv not the end of the world but if it makes you unhappy and you feel like youre not in control- thats a problem. Why do you think you “need” something to get through the day? Boredom, anxiety, etc? What does it do for you thats so great that it makes you deal with feeling like a loser?
it’s the boredom/groundhog day feeling. when i smoke and it hits me just right I can’t stop walking around my crib feeling grateful. -
2020-01-26 at 7:40 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)much lower stakes but i’m back in full stoner mode again and i feel like a fuckin loser.
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2020-01-23 at 1:13 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕The man who put it in my hoood..
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2020-01-18 at 8:17 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Had a good day 2day. Flushed like .3 meth down the toilet earlier but I be enjoying the night (only saying that from the high)
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2020-01-18 at 8:15 AM UTC in Is Mal fuckable?i’m a fuckin idol justlike ryan seacrest
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2020-01-17 at 3:08 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Yay!
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2020-01-17 at 3:05 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2020-01-17 at 3:01 AM UTC in Is Mal fuckable?
Originally posted by Sudo Yeah was definitely thinking of a stripper. Dude, I have literally been in relationships (one wasn't official but is still important in my life for a certain reason) with 5 girls WITH THE SAME NAME who all have similar characteristics and situations. It's like groundhog day but I can't figure out how to do it right. I literally ask God what the test is he's asking me and how can I pass to be freed of this infinite loop.
I would think about the best qualities each of them have and compare them to each other to make a composite of the best girl for you and go with the highest ranking one. Obviously physical attractiveness ranks very highly so that should be weighed a little heavier. Sometimes you impose qualities on girls tho that you either want or want to believe they have when they really don't lol. Knowing yourself is the key to relationships ime, sun tsu art of war shit, know your yourself first and you can't be defeated because you know what you want and who can give it to you and isn't just telling you what you want to hear all superficially.
Sometimes I ask myself, like
You know, what is going to take for me not be afraid
To be loved the way, like, I really wanna be loved
But that I know how I really wanna be loved
But I'm, but I'm, like, scared to really, really feel that
You know, it's like you want something but you don't know if you can handle it -
2020-01-16 at 2:03 AM UTC in Is Mal fuckable?
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2020-01-15 at 11:57 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
i know CASPER has listened to this song in 2015. -
2020-01-15 at 11:54 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by Cheyes I had to do krek and now fentanyls to honour my homie bling bling who died. Somebodys giving it to me for free in a little bit.
I keep getting free opiates this year for some reason, i got 200 in free dilaudid, some nigger tried to get me to trade some hamburgers at whitecastle for his tramadols that he just got out the hospital from overdosing on and having a seizure but i turned him down because i really didn't want to buy that nigger some chzbrgers and also i had just gotten off tramadols like the week before. Now im gettin free blinganyls.. it wouldn't be right to let him down by not doin the wombo combo
Also I got backed into by a retard in my parked car in aretardedno fault state…
really bad day
i yelled at a bunch of people and was generally a terrible person
But then I got a loan offer for a shitload of money (for me) so now I have some leverage (not that i know what that word MEANS) to ruin my life if i want hehehehehehehehehehe
*farts on heads and runs away*
krek?
i’ve also been fuckin up but i’m stopping the madness just like Fargeaux