You know, given how avoidant I truly am IRL, the rarity of social interaction outside of family, that of a near-hikikomori and former full-blown one, this recent experience really made it apparent how much I prefer white people and a professional atmosphere.
"This recent experience really made it apparent how much I prefer white people and a professional atmosphere." - Review by Malice
2018-01-13 at 8:16 AM UTC
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If EVERY drug was legal
I would enter a state where my lifetime was of no importance: Nirvana
Hmm, on the other hand, it may be working for my PTSD. Now let's just see how it goes for sleep when I feel less...intensified. It's almost like turning the knob on the HD vision(all senses) of life. The next few sessions should be mellower anyway. I can't remember the last time I smoked, it was months ago. Let's see how it affects the subjective experience of the finales of the objective masterpiece Monster Musume. Ah, writing also seems to be easier. Effect on depression, reduction in various autistic deficits, and it has been shown to substantially affect social symptoms in animal models of autism. Of course there's anxiety reduction as well, even at a level higher than I'd prefer (They call me mellow Mal (quite rightly)) independent of the PTSD related cluster of symptoms it affects. On the other hand, I feel more withdrawn and mind oriented than normal, more autistic, in a way. I certainly don't seem to be the kind of person that would enjoy being high around others, although of course I never enjoy being around others sober as well, the discomfort is simply amplified, in a manner, although it lacks the normal chronic sense of anger and aggression toward the human race.
You should also note how its affecting my communication style as well, the character of my writing. Hmm, seems to be a reduction in ADD symptoms as well, or at least the flow or writing and concentration on it is substantially improved.
Any suggestions for what I should do? Anything you want me to monitor. This is valuable data, I am a living science experiment.
Smoked too much my first time. Made the mistake of expecting the effects to kick in too fast. There's a clear non-specific general amplifier effect, but it's excessive to the point where it detracts from falling asleep due to stimulation. I mean, I'm not extremely high, but definitely more than I'd like to be. Feels like a nuisance.
I hate visiting ghetto clubs. It feels so out of place and shady, I also don't trust the accuracy of strains or quality. I also don't feel comfortable around those kinds of people, like an anxious sheltered nerdy white kid from a religious conservative family. They play awful music and there are too many minorities. I would prefer not to support or interact with those kinds of people.
2018-01-13 at 6:12 AM UTC
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Beer
Africans have the lowest level of self control due to their evolutionary history, which led to profound genetic/neurological differences. It makes perfect sense that they would have the worst drinking problems. This is great because it leads to more of them dying off.
Fuck. Goddamn children. Just for that I should focus my efforts on murdering them and getting away with it.
Just finished the "last" chapter of Prison School. What a ride. Only bad part was most the damn cavalry arc. This twist was pretty good, but at the end the author mentioned it would be getting a better epilogue in April. Maybe Prison College will actually be created.
Still hoping for a Kiyoshi x Hana ending, the OTP.
1.) Fuck all of your parents.
2.) Don't ever have children. It is the most unethical, selfish, and idiotic thing you could ever do.
This would be funnier, though.
2018-01-13 at 3:30 AM UTC
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Whiskey vs Vodka
Whiskey tastes fucking horrible.
2018-01-13 at 3:11 AM UTC
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Females in politics
I have heard bad things about the Nordic people and hope they're true due to my anti-leftist bias. At the very least those countries seem boring as fuck.
Hey, if you left drugs somewhere that's really dangerous to reach and someone died trying to get it, could you get in trouble? I just want to lead to someone's death and get away with it.
You can see from online records that he has a pretty extensive criminal history. I definitely wouldn’t put it past him.
Oh, I recently flew for the first time. I don't seem to be on a no-fly list and the TSA didn't pull me aside, and I thought there was a serious chance of that happening due to things I did a long time ago.
I didn't have any problem with it, no anxiety issues, due to being so logical, it was just boring and somewhat unpleasant. Definitely beats driving, of course.
