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Posts by Malice

  1. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by Something Squirrel Wanting to experience things is basically the entire reason for existing.

    What if you want to stop wanting anything? Suicide is the philosophy of salvation.

    I'm just curious about what it's like, whether it would change my mind about some things.
  2. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by Ensign §m£ÂgØL Malice is just looking for attention by posting all this, since sadly enough, he doesn't get it anywhere else.

    No, I just haven't reached certainty and I don't feel ready.

    I want to experience a K-hole.
  3. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Imagine if you were born into a state that was naturally quasi-psychedelic, into a feeling of being "outside" of time and disconnected from others.

    Untethered.

    The question is whether or not tethering is desirable. It's almost like working your way backward, relative to the process most undergo.
  4. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Creation and discovery. The eternal quest, a search for the thing that isn't there to satisfy the will that cannot be satiated.

    One of the few desires that keeps me tethered is to be able to bear witness.

    It feels as if the route to the solution of the enigma of life has been illuminated. No, everything up to what is usually referred to as the singularity. There's no you to carry over through assimilation. There's nothing to fear from annihilation.

    Before that, if you desire to quell the concerns of the masses, simply raise the cost of annihilation over assimilation. It's so simple. Not developing the actual superintelligence, but how to guide the most important act from the parochial and ego-illusory bound view of the commons.

    Beforehand, if things do not go as I would desire (Extra planetary life ending routes), we should leave a limited AI on the moon or wherever is deemed optimal in case it chooses to cease to exist. Then the options would be to simply render the earth uninhabitable, or unleash a "dumb" AI that could produce von Neumann probes, simply turning planets into grey goo, or it could observe, possibly even intervene beneficially, and, when the time is right, reveal what inevitably occurs when strong AI is created. In the last scenario, there is the problem of future beings moving towards universal suicide, as it is what SI determine is the optimal choice, and why should they not follow in the steps of the Almighty? I suppose the only workaround would be genetic modification to attempt to create truly altruistic beings (Utility analysis can become very difficult, though) without self-interest or a true self-preservation instinct, simply attempting to peacefully render as many suitable planets as possible permanently inhospitable for sentient life.

    There's no moral obligation to take any part of this path, so if the burden of sentience-knowledge-existence is too much I see no reason why you should not self-terminate if that is what you desire. From an individual perspective it may be the most optimal thing to do, and AGI may follow this path as well regardless. Human morality-ethics likely won't stand up to scrutiny.

    Awaken, overcome, extinguish.
  5. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    That night I thought about love and wanted to yell into the darkness of the woods, "It isn't good enough!"

    The vast majority of people on earth should likely commit suicide and it should be seen as something positive for all.
  6. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    https://www.reddit.com/r/Mainlander/

    I want to commit suicide due to a conviction to an ideology.
  7. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    There's that wrong feeling again, of perpetually looking for something to elicit maximal happiness, yet never having the time or energy to fully devote to it, of endlessly striving but never attaining, and that happiness is an evil, for time spent in this pursuit could be used to alleviate the suffering of fellow sentient beings.

    I've had the thought, and others have as well, that nirvana is suicide. This may sound odd, but the Buddha did state that the goal should be to reach the state of a Bodhisattva and remain in this realm. You can go beyond his ideals, though. It's a shame we'll never know for certain what he taught, the views he reached.
  8. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Why do you choochoochoose to continue to live? Do you see yourself ever attempting or actually pulling off a suicide in the future?

    If I could go back in time I would tell my past self to commit suicide as soon as possible and give them information on how to do it painlessly.
  9. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I’ve finally accepted that I’m mentally retarded. I’m unable to support even my basic needs or accomplish anything at this age.

    The only thing I have left is my imagination. I want to go out happy, and with the elevated motivation and energy the post ketamine stage gives me I could at the very least give the world something with the biggest last laugh anyone has ever pulled off. A legendary suicide.
  10. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by mmQ Until you get hit by a bus tomorrow.

    I wonder how many people planned their suicides for months and then died before execution due to oUTside influences

    Really unlikely.
  11. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Sploo, let’s accept that were damaged beyond repair and form a suicide pact. We weren’t meant for this world.
  12. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by mmQ Like the odds of passing away peacefully surrounded by family is 1/3.

    It’s probably way less than that and even if you are you’re either miserable, in horrific condition where you’ve lost most of what you were, or not even aware of them.

    I’d go out with pentobarbital before it ever reached that point.
  13. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by The Self Taught Man Malice, have you ever considered camping for an extended period of time? You could get away from people and society and just focus on living a simplistic solitary life. You never really get away from people when you're living in a city. Just go out to some public woods and start doing shit. Bring lots of food, water, and a sleeping bag or hammock. That's all you really need. Build a fire. Build a fire pit. Start working on a shelter for the wind. Survey the area. Maybe try to trap an animal. Put a fence up.

    Humans didn't evolve to live in our current society. We get arthritis and gain weight and have far too much information run through our head on a near constant basis. Being out in nowhere and doing things with your hands is satisfying in a very primal way. Close your eyes, lay back in the dirt, and listen to the wind. Then tell me if you still want to die.

    Fuck nature. Endless repetition and an empty meaningless life.

    What if I end up like Kaczynski?

    Who was this, anyway?
  14. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    How do you get a house icon for a username?
  15. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Sploo, you should seriously try ketamine.

    Originally posted by aldra usually when people get raped they don't get penetrated right through their clothes… unless they're getting raped by the hulk

    Rapists sometimes cut through clothes.
  16. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by Da Leg Itches try freaking out at people like i do. maybe thats the therapy u need

    I'm thinking about tearing apart the rear of a pair of shorts and white underwear, putting fake blood around the area, then scrambling into somewhere screaming while collapsing onto the floor, "Help, I've been raped!" An upper class white area would probably be best.
  17. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I want to become manic and end my life with a livestreamed rampage. Not hurting anyone, just...manifesting a divine vision of the perfected sploo. Not that I would actually do it, but, gosh, I would if I could somehow have spare lives.
  18. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I never asked to be human, let alone born!
  19. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I want to achieve my dream of being a happy hiki. I don't want people, I genuinely want a drug to replace them.
  20. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    It's a shame I don't have any funny/light-hearted anime to take advantage of my change in mood. Rom-com, slice of life, plain old comedy. Toradora, Daily Lives of High School Boys, and Sakurasou are some examples that come to mind.
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