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2016-03-30 at 5:28 PM UTC in Imagine how much chaos would ensue...During a marathon or other large event would be better.
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2016-03-30 at 5:25 AM UTC in To celebrate easter sunday i bought two grams of speed.
hydro you should try hanging with your child with its father next year. it might be fun.
He raped a young girl and is generally a pretty scummy guy, not a good idea. -
2016-03-30 at 5:24 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2016-03-30 at 1:24 AM UTC in Where do u guys buy your bitcoin?
lol@ those bitcoin atms, jedi banks and financial groups trying to take away the anonymity and obfuscation of btc transfers, the entire fucking reason people use them
I think some accept cash. -
2016-03-30 at 1:12 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionhttp://www.publicpolicypolling.com/main/2016/02/trump-leads-rubio-even-head-to-head-in-florida.html
"38% of Florida voters think it's possible that Ted Cruz is the Zodiac Killer," PPP's Tom Jensen writes. "10% say he for sure is, and another 28% say that they are just not sure.
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2016-03-30 at 12:32 AM UTC in Why do some people from the north make generalizations about the southBecause they're hypocrites who only give lip service to tolerance. White and conservative/religious = okay to stereotype, they're part of the out group.
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2016-03-29 at 7:51 PM UTC in What should you do?I need at least 8 hours of internet a day or I go through withdrawals.
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2016-03-29 at 3:30 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
You look very different from what I remember on zoklet. Unless I'm thinking someone else. In my head I'm picturing black hair and beard and lumberjack body type. Kind of like the bad guy Gaston (but with a beard). But then I am remember being showed a video of you vaping weed and you looked thinner and with glasses. Now, you look even more different. Only logical explanation is that you are one of those shapeshifting reptiles but instead of trying to take over the world you just post super long informative post on the variations of forums that sprung from totse.
I like that description. I'm actually wearing a wig for my amusement and to see what I would look like with longer straight hair (thinking about eventually using chemical hair straightener). Originally bought it and the glasses as a disguise, which I used a few times for shoplifting.
Here's the bearded picture you remembered. Testosterone, weight lifting, and minoxidil (It works for facial hair! There's a lot of information about this.) made a huge difference. After I stopped eventually it wasn't anywhere near as thick.
Eventually I'll start again, and once I get back to my previous level do a proper steroid cycle.100 pages of a longecity thread is hardly compelling evidence in itself, I've read a few dozen out of that thread and that majority of it is really bad hodunk pseudo-science and just really bad critical thinking skills in general. That's of course not damning of NSI-189, it's just to say longecity has a lot of gullible/desperate posters who overestimate their own intelligence.
I'm taking 30mg daily, single dose, if I go up to 40 I might split it because the head pressure is kinda annoying but whenever I do morning/night dosing I forget/neglect the morning dose as often as not.
I've read the phase 1b paper and, like I said, a sample of the longecity commentary. It's true the trial looks good for neuralstem but to date it's the only human study and has a small sample size of people with clinically diagnosed depression. It also failed to demonstrate statistically significant increase in hippocampal volume which was supposedly the remarkable outcome from the animal model. Also neurogenesis does a poor job explaining the effects I experience (and those reported by a lot of other people taking it) in terms of the timeframe (effects are felt in minutes and fade in hours rather than the days to weeks we would expect to see significant neurogenesis happening in) so it's either a placebo or there's some other mechanism of action (not necessarily to the exclusion of neurogenesis though) which should be at least a minor cause for concern. I'm not saying it's on par with grabbing a bottle of pills at random and downing a handful or something but there's really only tentative evidence it's effective with diagnosed depression, which I don't have, I wouldn't even self-diagnose because the symptoms and time frames involved. I don't think I can really justify the use beyond just curiosity, which is a pretty poor reason to take it.
I just meant that there's been discussion on it, data has been followed, research found and analyzed, for years. Yeah, most of the information is junk/speculative or worthless, at least until page 50. The thing is that there hadn't been much data released on it from the company, so they didn't have much to go on, everyone was just waiting and speculating until then. Within the last year or so Neuralstem has put out some very interesting information, and it has passed phase completed trials with very good results.
IIRC there wasn't neurogenesis detected because the trials weren't of sufficient length and the equipment they used may not have had the capability to detect small enough changes. The 20% increase in rodents was over a period of a year, and physical activity, preferably strenuous/intense activity (HIIT or a good weight lifting program with heavy compound exercises), makes an enormous difference. I noticed this from experience, a considerable mood and energy boost occurring afterward, and data from rats showed that the largest amount of neurogenesis occurred during periods of highest physical activity. Being a programmer who has stated their content to be an amorphous blob and who seems to dislike physical activity, particularly the strenuous kind, I doubt you'd even try it.
It's also been found to greatly reduce cortisol levels, and this seemed to be the key factor determining whether participants responded, at least in the short term. Cortisol is hyper-secreted by about half of those with (major depression) and this has very harmful effects in the long term. Known as a "stress hormone", those with anxiety disorders and experiencing social isolation will also have elevated levels. Cortisol is also involved in energy levels and metabolism. This would explain the effect you experienced, and others have reported fatigue. I found myself waking up early in the day, often feeling sweaty, for a period when I started (may have begun to occur again recently, although it could be due to drinking alcohol), which was likely due to cortisol rebound.I start feeling pretty tired so it's nice at night.
Two doses a day are recommended. 20mg 2x would be better for you. -
2016-03-29 at 7:12 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
So I picked up some NSI-189 on a lark and partly because I've been feeling pretty down lately, going back to socal for my dad's funeral, thought I was dealing with it pretty good but as the funeral date gets closer it's hitting me more. Anyway it has some interesting effects or maybe placebo effects, don't know, pretty different from what other people report but it came from a tested batch, fits the taste/numbing profile. I want to say it helps me focus but that's not quite right, after I take it for 2-3 hours I can read uninterrupted without feeling distracted or like I want to do something else and I can exercise longer and more vigorously although after about 2 hours I start feeling pretty tired so it's nice at night. But it's not like stimulated super-focus, it's almost more of a sedated/mildly dissociated feeling that makes me not care about the usual distractions. Outside of that couple of hours after dosing I don't feel any noticeable change in mood. Kinda weirds me out, might stop taking it because I don't really need it and you know, random internet chemicals.
It's not a random internet chemical, there's so much information about it. It's been discussed for over 3 years throughout 100+ pages: http://www.longecity.org/forum/topic/58442-nsi-189
There have already been trials and fascinating data published about it, including about the possibility that it may be able to serve as a cognitive enhancer in healthy individuals.
What dose are you taking? I'd recommend working up to the standard 40mg 2x, see if you can handle it, and stick with it for at least 3-4 weeks. Unlike other antidepressants, no serious side effects have been found. Some users commonly report an anxiogenic effect that desists after a few weeks at most. The effects can really be incredible. Its effect seem to mainly be caused, in the long-term, by hippocampal neurogenesis, actually inducing the growth of new neurons. If anything it's a powerful neurological health promoting substance.
How much have you read about it? -
2016-03-29 at 6:55 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionSure, thanks! Damn, I want to see what bibliotek has, although I've read they're losing ground to myanonamous, although there are significant differences. I'd still like to view their collection, will search for an alternative source for invites.
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2016-03-29 at 4:45 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionLanny, a while you sent the invites for what.cd and bibliotek to my secondary email address. I didn't check it in time and didn't know the links would expire in 3 days. I was too embarrassed/bashful to ask you to resend them.
Could you resend them to [email]bukujutsu@gmail.com[/email], and any other private trackers you think I may find useful? I'm in need of them. -
2016-03-29 at 4:43 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionAlso, I was serious about you making a thread listing all the things you're selling and don't need, selling them to us at a discount. I'd love to at least see a list. Just get a bunch of flat rate boxes, or buy some padded enveloped and print out the postage from home.
I learned about this site today: http://www.zdnet.com/article/swappa-is-the-place-to-find-lightly-used-smartphone-tablet-and-smartwatch-gems/
Nexus 4, unlocked, $75: https://swappa.com/listing/WKI091/view
Nexus 5, unlocked, $109: https://swappa.com/listing/YKC986/view
Good lord smartphones/phablets have gotten cheap. I'm definitely going to pick up one of these, the price is much lower than I expected. -
2016-03-29 at 4:28 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionCasper, in IRC I told you that you should let me pump you full of testosterone and you responded that I may have a chance if I wasn't some weird kind of Mexican mutt. That's terrible, haven't you ever dated or at least slept with a latina? And don't ADD out of reading this.
I've actually begun to shave, and this shows what I would look like with longer straight hair. Lanny made a comment here: http://niggasin.space/forum/better-living-through-chemistry/67-the-retarded-thread-fuck-§m£ÂgØL-made-one-first-edition?p=51135#post51135
What do you think about the change.
No homo, though. I want to modulate your hormone levels, not top you. I think a SARM/selective androgen receptor modulator to start off with, which actually has protective effects on the prostate, neuroprotective effects, and has stronger anabolic effects than testosterone. Very reputable vendor, and doses are only about 10-20mg orally a day, making it very affordable: http://www.nyles7.com/#!product-page/cyb8/07a0b24f-36d0-57a5-f093-e3f1a864d85f
You could use it by itself. I've talked to you before about opioid induced androgen deficiency, which is particularly significant considering the extent and level of your use. There are also things you've mentioned which align with this. Read about symptoms of low T, you should really get the simple test done, it's affordable even out of pocket from Private MD Labs. Some things you've mentioned are a lack of evergy, motivation/apathy, depression, having a "baby face", not having been laid in 3 years, only masturbating about twice a month. This is not normal for someone your age. You should give it a try just to see the physical and behavioral/psychological effects it has.
The next thing would be HcG, to preserve testicular function (RAD-140 is still suppressive to some extent, like all anabolics), the production of testosterone, luteinizing hormone, and follicle stimulating hormone. Many people seem to report feeling better when it's added. A powder source to make a solution with is the most cost effective option: https://www.reddit.com/r/Steroidsourcetalk/search?q=HcG&restrict_sr=on&sort=relevance&t=all
And an aromatase inhibitor to lower estrogen levels, which are significantly effected by body fat, due to it producing aromatase, which converts test in to estrogen. A study I found showed that 50% of the obese were clinically deficient: http://www.blueskypeptide.com/anastrozole-1mg-per-ml-x-30ml.html
Your order things all the time, how hard is it to order this and take it? Make a project out of it. You're making progress, but you need to keep going so you won't stagnate and waste years in mediocrity and living death like you've repeatedly done before. Escape this, break the cycle!
I'd also highly recommend you buy NSI-189 from this user: http://www.longecity.org/forum/user/25344-strangelove/
He has the lowest prices, tests his product, and has a very good and extensive reputation. I've dealt with him personally, trading some parnate powder I'm selling off for 25g and then selling him 5 grams at a time for $175 dollars. I had about 40g leftover when I started, should make about $1400 total selling it at $35/g, I bought it around 6/g in bulk from China. -
2016-03-28 at 11:06 PM UTC in Do yall think its possible Robin Williams died by beating off while choking himself?Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn.
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2016-03-28 at 11:04 PM UTC in Poor peoples snax you likeI have refined taste, the thought of sullying my palate with such peasantry revolts me.
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2016-03-28 at 10 PM UTC in Petition to ban Shitpost Bot 2000^ Oh, that's good metal.
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2016-03-28 at 9:55 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionAww fuck, I just fell into a puddle of my own semen. The orgasm was good, though (rare).
I should be receiving 5K in cash from liquidating some assets. I can sell the 4 as a package. Can get another 3k from other things. Aww yeah, it feels good to have thousands available. Fat pockets filled with benjamins. -
2016-03-28 at 9:47 PM UTC in I have created a community based shitposting bot
There isn't one, it is community based. Feel free to operate the Shitpost Bot 2000 whenever you wish to post shit anonymously. This goes for all of you.
Wait a minute, this bot is a fraud! What a disappointment. Sploo apparently doesn't understand what a bot is. -
2016-03-28 at 7:36 AM UTC in Things that would suckThe mental image of those was fairly amusing.
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2016-03-28 at 6:36 AM UTC in You ever bought trucks from random nigs?If I was the kind of person that bought drugs IRL I wouldn't want to support niggers, they aren't getting any of my money.