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2016-05-23 at 6:15 AM UTC in Someone plz find this videoHow do you know they weren't all Black? This is the kind of thing Black people are far more likely to do.
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2016-05-23 at 6:03 AM UTC in What clothing/accessory do you like a fag wearing?
*do you look like a fag wearing
Me: baseball caps type hats.
You shouldn't feel like a fag, you should feel like a wigger. I refuse to wear a baseball cap, unless they suddenly fall out of favor with the ghetto/nigger/hip hop whatever subulculture. Even then, lifetime ban on flat brims. -
2016-05-23 at 5:56 AM UTC in Sex Crime Investigators
^k…. was his name officer fuckface malice is a retard? badge number 80081ESS?
Sounds like something you could make up and no one would ever be able to call you on.
No, this actually happened. Have you seen "A Serbian Film"? It was likely just like that, unless the anus was too small (maybe they just used the tip or they used something else to penetrate it.
There's such an immense of child porn produced, in a wold of 7 billion people, even just those in countries developed enough to have the technology and sufficient subculture to reach a threshold level and create network effects, things like this are bound to happen. And there's so much worse in the world, just think through your database.
You can find some results here: www.google.com/search?&q=child+porn+OR+raped+"umbilical+cord+stil l+attached"
Satisfied? I don't know why this would be hard to believe after spending some much time, for many of us over a decade, dwelling in the darkest corners of the internet.
http://www.nj.com/news/index.ssf/201...agents_wa.htmlAccording to a study conducted by Michael Bourke, a leading sex-offender treatment specialist and chief psychologist for the U.S. Marshals Service, 85 percent of men arrested for the possession and/or distribution of child pornography have also committed a hands-on offense against a child.
Oh, this is very interesting information, if accurate. With the number of pedos here, I wonder what this tells us about us. Sophie did lie about about being a pedophile for quite a while, IIRC he stated it was a strategic decision, that he felt people needed to be desensitized to his depravity by preventing to only be a hebe at first. Of course, he hasn't been arrested but is he is sufficiently knowledgeable on technology and opsec, how to avoid being caught, unlike the average low intelligence pedophile (stud/y/ies on this).
I also recall him saying that the burnout/turnover rate was very high and the majority were regularly seeing a mental health professional.
Why must you doubt me, Lanny? -
2016-05-22 at 3:40 PM UTC in Sex Crime InvestigatorsI recall an interview with someone with this position. He stated that he had seen infants with the umbilical cord still attached being molested.
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2016-05-22 at 7 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionhttps://www.reddit.com/r/oculus/comments/4kdok0/im_officially_done_with_oculus_and_listed_my_rift/
Reading some bad things about Oculus. I mean, it is Facebook, it shouldn't be too surprising if this eventually occurred and was speculated on, the main concern, from the start.
Lanny, have you thought about cancelling your preorder and eventually (I remember your post stating you were too busy too likely use it much for some time) ordering the Vive? It does seem to have better hardware, and comes with room scale and controllers already available. -
2016-05-22 at 4:54 AM UTC in What clothing/accessory do you like a fag wearing?"feel"?
None, it's as if most people never really get past middle/high school (shoes are a large representation of this stupidity), but it seems people tend not to have too high and opinion on wearing Vibrams. Papa Casper threatened to disown me.
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2016-05-21 at 6:37 PM UTC in I probably shouldn't have taken all that mdma over the past year.Watch Nightcrawler if you haven't already and see if it makes you okay with rooting for the "bad" guy; it's not a horror film.
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2016-05-21 at 1:30 PM UTC in Wtf is wrong with you peopleRisiR, I highly recommend you read this if you haven’t already: http://denisdutton.com/baumeister.htm A speech based on what is the best book on gender ever written.
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2016-05-21 at 7:21 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionWas linked to this, absolutely fascinating: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Son_Also_Rises_(book)
Repeat after me: "Biological reality is an ugly thing."
It may be because I'm lapsing into a depressive cycle again, but reality is so ugly it makes me want to vomit, feel like my head is literally going to be torn apart from the inside, a fissure through my brain, brings back thoughts of wanting to commit suicide. -
2016-05-21 at 2:25 AM UTC in Wtf is wrong with you peopleYes, I spent all my time thinking about life instead of actually living it. The answers you find aren't always the ones you would have wanted, and in my case they almost never were; reality was just ugly and a total lack of meaning rapidly began to permeate everything.
You can think yourself into insanity. Live instead. I haven't learned a thing. If I had to summarize what I learned about life it's that it's all a joke, and I didn't find the punchline funny. -
2016-05-21 at 2:11 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Hi Malice, I incorporated HCG in week two when I started anastrazole for AI. You're right, HCG is very important. Otherwise the body will fail to produce pregnenolone (thus DHEA) and other hormones. It's significantly easier to come off cycle when your HTPA never fully shuts down. Also, if your testicles stop producing testosterone, they also stop producing a host of other chemicals locally, namely antioxidants. This leaves them vulnerable to oxidative damage from superoxide, peroxide, etc. This will permanently damage the structures there.
I have a person from whom I get my ancillaries. They're all pharmaceutical grade.
I've also found a good deal on Serostim, so I'm going to give it a whirl. I already use Mod GRF and GHRP 2 five days out of the week.
You are a wise one, I had forgotten.
I'd be more concerned about Haiti. Hahaha, remember that time he feel asleep in front of the train tracks and a cop ended up behind him, then when he was driving the wrong way on the highway. Ah, good times.
In other news, just as Cedar Falls Supply, a highly rated US source that sold powder pyrazolam (anxiolytic/benzo that's extremely selective for A2 (anxiolysis without side effects)), closed/went into hiatus, someone made me aware of a highly rated Chinese source that sells pyrazolam for a fantastic price. About $200 total for 3 grams, very potent by weight, with fast shipping.
Wrote an overview about why I'm so interested in it here: https://www.reddit.com/r/RCSources/comments/4k937l/looking_for_some_pyrazolam/d3dog9o -
2016-05-21 at 2:05 AM UTC in EyeballingBuy a $20 scale you fucking cheapskate. Stupid druggies have a problem with delaying gratification and managing money. If you can't save up $20 or would rather spend it on more drugs, you're one of them. Don't attempt the job until you have the tools needed.
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2016-05-20 at 10:42 AM UTC in I'm a pedophile, not a monster
Honestly, can you find a real moral fault with the guy? I can't say his preference is aesthetically pleasing to me but the idea of someone being guilty of psychological states seems… well it's not strictly incomprehensible but it seems really dumb
I am as pure as snow. -
2016-05-20 at 10:42 AM UTC in Enter is mad because I big-brothered him
What does that mean? Like you molested him or something? Faggit fuck…
You were molested by your older brother? Well this explains a lot. -
2016-05-20 at 10:39 AM UTC in I got a hammock in my backyard now.
and/or xanax
Falls asleep during a need with cold temps, snow, or rain; ends up dying from hypothermia after a meaningless life. -
2016-05-20 at 10:37 AM UTC in Sploo shenanigans are severeSee, this is part of the reason I'm a hiki. The outside world is a terrible, frightening, uncontrolled environment where you could run into people like you.
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2016-05-20 at 10:35 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionWoah, fuck me they weren't kidding, galantamine can give you intense dreams if taken too close to bed. May have occurred yesterday as well to a weaker extent. I'm not used to dreaming at all, let alone at this intensity and coherence. I don't like it and don't plan on trying it again, I doubt the sleep is deep enough to be optimally beneficial anyway.
I've mentioned it before: http://dreamstudies.org/galantamine-review-lucid-dreaming-pill/
Took a blue microscoop sublingually, along with some other noots/supps via this ROA. Applied vinopectine first for the powerful local vasodilation, which I've noticed causes improved absorption, absorption time, and efficacy.
Wrote it out, but lost the post (Damn WYSIWYG editor, which is incompatible with Lazarus, with no alternative, although I could look for a script.). Last dream I remember was like a poorly made crime film. Ended up with me getting one of Lanny's cop friends (He was reluctant to explain how they knew each other) remotely during an intense car chase, either to avoid implication or for my own joy. As I left the train station there was a massive rush and crush of cops closely ahead of me, then a pileup at the bottom of the stairs, which amused me and caused me to make a mocking remark, and I do get giddy after events like this IRL, which is an extreme from contrast from my standard robotic behavior/(lack of IRL) personality. Another person, possibly a cop which seemed to know him remarked, "Nice scream.", which is how I caused the crash toward the end, as I was becoming desperate or simply out of impulse. It ended with me calling Lanny telling him where to meet me outside, him possible aware of what I had done. -
2016-05-19 at 9:40 PM UTC in Sploo shenanigans are severeSploo, I genuinely wonder if one day you're doing to become like those homeless schizophrenic people you see endlessly roaming the streets, perpetually in a state of madness, or the zombified catatonics that have fallen out of time and space. I don't mean this as an insult.
I don't think you would, you would likely end up in a long term care facility or with your parents for the rest off your life, unless you found drugs and other forms of treatments that allowed you to function well enough. Even now there are genuinely promising things being developed. -
2016-05-19 at 8:47 AM UTC in I haven't fapped in 7 days and I'm horny as FUCK! My testosterone is at its peak!
I'm still genuinely impressed by your insane amount of knowledge on the most inane shit, you should get some government funding and actually work on overcoming physicality itself, assuming they don't throw you over the wall you could be the cause of the singularity and eventual universal consciousness type consumption of the human race or you could build a time machine out of a microwave and change the world for the better that way or something.
Really though I hate being alone, wanting to get my dick wet might be a detriment but at least it's pushing me in the right direction.
Inane? These are the fundamentals of humanity. The individual, societies, biology, neurology, psychology. Learn the rules, recognize the patterns, and understanding, even analysis and prediction, can be achieved to a very high degree.
I'd rather be a hikki and work on destroying my own need for others. I've at least kept myself sane and attenuated some of the damage caused by severe long-term social isolation, diminished many of my negative emotions, even evoked pharmacological augmentation.Anyone who practices NoFap and honestly thinks that it does anything beneficial needs a large dose of clozapine and deserves to get their nads chopped off with rusty shears
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prolactin
I've noticed a distinct long-lasting negative effect between masturbation and anxiety levels. I have wide ranging abnormalities, though, so my observations about myself have a much higher chance of not applying to others, and it's generally the standard that things only apply to a percentage of the population.
I did find some evidence for this:
CORRELATION BETWEEN ANXIETY AND SERUM PROLACTIN IN HUMANS
http://moscow.sci-hub.bz/1bdf7fb980a0773f863e4bc6b513bd86/10.1016%400022-3999%2886%2990052-8.pdf
PROLACTIN AND STRESS
http://moscow.sci-hub.bz/516fc7dad7a537a2695567ef7704e6d0/10.1002%40smi.2460030311.pdf
Particularly those that are "addicted" to masturbation, chronic masturbators, will have chronically elevated levels of prolactin.
I've played around with a theory when thinking about this. It relates to ape behavior (There was an interesting video on a study on serotonin levels, social status, and behavior in a certain primate. Rank correlated with 5HT, removing the beta and giving the lowest males Prozac quickly elevated their status.) beta males largely have exclusive breeding rights over the females and defend them with violence, any attempts at a non-beta breeding with one of his harem must be done covertly. Covert sex with the risk of immense danger if caught = stress, a mediator such as prolactin could elevate anxiety, leading to increased vigilance and other self-preservation behavior afterwards. You've done something bad/dangerous and don't want t be caught.
But humans are monogamous, this doesn't apply to us, you say. Au contraire:
8,000 Years Ago, 17 Women Reproduced for Every One Man | An analysis of modern DNA uncovers a rough dating scene after the advent of agriculture.
https://psmag.com/8-000-years-ago-17-women-reproduced-for-every-one-man-6d41445ae73d#.vni6wct8r
The rich/lords of the land received all the women while the field hands received nothing and died early after a lifetime of backbreaking labor and deprivation (malnutrition, what little medical care they had back then. Sleep with one of his women and you aren't just chased off, beaten and possibly maimed like primates would, you would be killed, likely brutally beaten and (publicly)humiliated before that, if not tortured.
Other than that, a lack of reliance on pornography and masturbation as an outlet along with a testosterone boost and lower anxiety can be a strong motivator to actually meet an actual flesh and blood woman, in meatspace! -
2016-05-19 at 8:27 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionWhat else are you using? You aren't just using test by itself, are you? Unless you've had estradiol/estrogen levels tested, which you damn well should have included as part of your tests before and regularly after, particularly considering your age (first to stabilize, determine what doses get you to what level, then to monitor), and they're in a healthy range (Standard references can be widely inaccurate and have too large ranges), you should probably be using an aromatase inhibitor as well. I'd also recommend HcG to preserve testicular function, luitenizing hormone and follice stimulating hormone may have important effects outside of the testes; IIRC in a book I read, possibly good article, a doctor noted that his patients usually felt better after including it.
https://www.reddit.com/r/Steroidsourcetalk/
You can get HcG in powder form now from reliable suppliers with testing, vials are expensive and can be a pain in the ass to acquire, IIRC they forced All Day Chemist to stop selling it. Aromatase inhibitors are also available in powder form.
Another excellent site for Haiti and you, lots of great supplies and goodies to play around with/utilize at fantastic prices and quality: http://www.blueskypeptide.com/