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2016-10-06 at 8:48 PM UTC in check out this dank pizza I made
I'm surprised America hasn't yet taken a liking to the cheddar potato chip.
Dude, these are my top favorite, behind sour cream and onion.
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2016-10-06 at 12:44 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionImagine if a country put Marx on their highest denomination bill. I tried googling to see if this has ever occurred, but the search results are too muddied.
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2016-10-06 at 8:31 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionHmm, interesting, I think I expected that.
Unrelated, I also thought of a new variation of a post I made in response to PoC a few days ago: Imagine if you had hanged yourself. Boy would your face have been red. *badum tish* -
2016-10-06 at 5:15 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionMusic soothes the savage beast (Finished it 2 days ago in 2 days, other time taking up by gaming. I'm not a dilettante).
I'm curious about your taste, Lanny. What's your opinion of the ending song? It's ethereal, so soothing, perfect, in a way, for the ending of a series like this. -
2016-10-06 at 3:10 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionOK, I'll admit that despite the way I act I'm actually extremely sensitive to negativity and your post caused a flare up of homicidal desire (Not being edgy. I know the underlying causes.). It's overplayed and becomes autistically annoying past a certain point, which I've already crossed.
See? I understand people.
Christ, I rapidly begin to let off massive amounts of heat when I get angry or violent desires are roused in me, not sure if there's ever an exception where they don't occur in conjunction. -
2016-10-06 at 3 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionYou really think I expect people to like me after the way I treat them? Hahaha.
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2016-10-06 at 1:50 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionSpecifically what are you referring to? You're a leftist comp sci major who works in SF, you probably have among the worst grasps of how people work you can find.
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2016-10-06 at 12:38 AM UTC in Good news everyone, 4chan will be kill soon.Telling people what to do isn't the TOTSE way.
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2016-10-06 at 12:36 AM UTC in How exactly to Transportation Vehicle from Hyderabad to some other City in IndiaI'd love some yellow cake to go with all the cheap mass produced American milk I have.
Just kidding feds, please don't hurt me if this gets flagged and a human manually reviews it!
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yellowcake -
2016-10-05 at 9:31 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionDear god, I've literally eaten/drank (to meet caloric requirements) nothing but peanut butter, cabernet sauvignon wine, and supplements because I hate/am too adverse to going outside, less than 10 minutes to a supermarket, I haven't taken out the trash in I don't know how many weeks for the same reason and because I only plan to take it out when my neighbors, who dislike me due to my demeanor and never speaking to them despite being here for 2+ years, are most likely to be asleep, the time I feel least motivated to put forth the effort to bear the risk of coming across someone and carrying all that trash outside, which completely covers my kitchen now and has lead to fruit fly infestations, my sink is full of dishes I literally haven't washed in months and should throw out due to rot and maggots (really grossed me out when I picked up something and it was covered in small white writhing things), I'm eating food off heavy duty aluminum foil now, haven't bathed in over a month and the most hygienic maintenance I do is washing my genito-anal region with dish soap (Walmart/Great Value brand is the best I've ever tried and works excellently) and my bidet seat attachment + pouring water over my genitals with a gallon pitcher occasionally, I'm dependant on a crazed conglomeration, the culmination of years of autistic-obsessive reading driven by subconscious desires to understand and maintain a human life, of substances/chemicals/pharmaceuticals/nootropics/drugs to maintain my life and enough ability to function to support it, fluctuate between a chair in front of my computer and bed to use my phone, having been incredibly sedentary since having completely abandoned the gym almost 2 years ago, went to years without literally having a conversation with anyone, not even using video/mic online, only being broken by psychiatrists, having abolutely no social relations IRL, literally not having communicated at all with any family over 8 years ago and having no plans to, handholdless virgin by choice...
And now I'm drunk, enjoying the dissociative effect that synergizes with the ecchi anime I'm viewing and considering looking up and trialing the stack Lanny mentioned once that allowed him to retain the novelty of an anime and increase the enjoyment of it!!!??!?!
SOMEBODY, SAVE ME!!!!! NO HUMAN SHOULD REACH THIS LEVEL OF PATHETICNESS WITHOUT HELP!!!!
Is what I would say if I didn't live this lifestyle by choice and weren't a shameless transhumanist with no desire to abide by human standards.
Take a good look you filthy mortals, I am the evolution of humanity!!! -
2016-10-05 at 8:05 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionvvv
In the old restaurant/hospitality line of work, this is very common. I have rarely put in a 2 week notice, particularly because I'm sort of a dickhead like that, and also because I just work jobs until I get so sick of it that I can't stand to work another day, so having to work 2 more weeks, well, the thought is basically unbearable. Like my last job at the high-end steak place, I quit about a month and half ago after working there and having a good relationship with all of my co-workers for a year and half. Then, people seemed to give less and less of a shit while I picked up their slack, and nobody gave me credit or a raise, so I said fuck it. It was stupid of me as I have bills to pay, and I found a few other cringe jobs after that which I quit one after one shift and the other one mid-shift.
3 weeks ago I decided to go back to my roots and apply at the pizza joint a block away from where I live. They started me at $9.50 an hour which was less than the $11-$12 I'm used to working for (yeah, laugh it up, I get by). Anyway, I've stuck with it, worked with the hard-working, detail-oriented, efficient work ethic that I somehow possess, and just yesterday my boss told me he's bumping me up to $13.00 an hour, which is the most I've ever made (excluding some tipped-jobs). It's also the biggest raise I've ever received in one passing. I don't know if I have a point here other than that, for me, things just always seem to work out, and sometimes strangely, like this instance, they work out better based on my irresponsibility (quitting my previous jobs with no notice and suddenly making more than I've ever made).
Just imagine if I actually applied myself to something greater than a restaurant! JUST IMAGINE!It's never going to happen, don't get a big head. Don't misunderstand, I'm happy for you, getting $13 an hour at a pizza joint a block from your house, but at your age, judging from your past behavior and life history, you're never going to make it. Compared to even the average White male, let alone what's seen as the standard, educated, on track in a well paying career, starting a family, buying their first house, you're nothing.
I would highly recommend this book to you: http://www.amazon.com/The-Defining-D.../dp/0446561754
You blew it, your time's past. You're so far behind there simply isn't any realistic chance that you're going to catch up by now, you may as well accept it.The numerous studies conducted, the data/statistics available, all clearly demonstrate this. You aren't a special snowflake, a downtrodden genius who's tragically unable to access their potential due to circumstances in life outside of their control. You're a loser, completely unremarkable. Everyone thinks they're special, at least until they finally accept the truth and give up for good, that this is finally going to be the time they turn things around, but it never happens and never will.
This is just the way life is. It's never going to be what you want it to. People are all searching for something that simply doesn't exist.
*saliva production increases and begins panting heavily* -
2016-10-05 at 7:26 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
I found a pepe for you Malice.
Even I once had hope for the 3D world.
I've learned almost everything I know about love from anime and manga, the other part is films and series, and the hard knowledge from books and studies.
Now I'm watching High School DxD and living vicariously. An all girls school that had recently converted to co-ed and had a massively skewed gender ratio would be a brilliant place to attend...
Fortunately men don't lose their attractiveness/desirability as they age like women do, up to a certain point. Imagine going to a university with a massively skewed gender ratio, in a major like psychology that already has an overall largely skewed gender ratio, but isn't associated with femininity. Dominate the class with the masculinity you radiate, being unafraid to espouse controversial opinions, and you could attain a harem level experience with plenty of comedy included.
My god, someone should do this and document their experience. I'd be satisfied for life with just reading the novel. -
2016-10-05 at 6:24 AM UTC in Good news everyone, 4chan will be kill soon.Only retards would pay for it, so it's not like it matters.
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2016-10-04 at 12:30 PM UTC in DepersionYou have to take a relatively high dose of it before there are even any significant effects on the u-opioid receptor. It really isn't a concern at all unless you're purposefully abusing it.
Nardil is a far more potent antidepressant and anxiolytic. So potent that 50% > of long-term users become hypomanic at one point, which can actually be beneficial if you have the right constitution to properly contain and channel it (do a search for "hypomanic entrepreneurs" if you're interested). T-PAIN is still and excellent antidepressant to begin with, just be sure to give it time. IMO it should be the first line antidepressant, not piece of shit SSRIs.
And I completely understand, I psychiatrists and psychologists, dealing with them, although likely for different reasons. I prefer to have full control over my regimen. -
2016-10-04 at 10:57 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Don't worry Mal i can deny it as well, especially in nigresses.
Well, you are a pedophile. Little curls aren't particularly curvy.Getting my gall bladder sawed out in a little bit, think they finally found the problem to all my gastrointestinal distress.
And to think you almost committed suicide because of this. Imagine if you had left a note citing this, and they had done an autopsy:
Ms. PoC, our analysis shows that he only needed a relatively simple operation to remove his gallbladder.
Heart wrenching/satisfying scream.
I expected you to berate us for still posting here and was planning to respond with a remark about you still being alive. -
2016-10-04 at 9:03 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionAh, on the subject of "big butts", an interesting tidbit about human morphological variation: The (Khoi)San People/Bushmen tend to have the largest rears, by percentage exhibiting and proportion. Here's an amusing example. Note the top comments; 19:54 contains the best example of what I'm referring to:
http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/videos/video.php?v=wshh00X46DONQI5yiNl3
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Steatopygia
The reason it evolved is because it's the best place to store the fat for emergency situations/famine, the dynamics of the body make it so that it affects movement/efficiency the least there.
That said, I can deny it, but I am not a brother to mankind. -
2016-10-04 at 8:52 AM UTC in Has anybody here tried T-PAIN?Dude, I was totally the first person to turn multiple people onto T-PAIN as an anti-depressant, with numerous other properties. Check out this study with you have the chance, the best on it I've found, which elucidates it's true mechanism of action (Nothing to do with serotonin). It's a gnarly pharma, brah:
The neurobiological properties of T-PAIN (Stablon): from monoamine hypothesis to glutamatergic modulation
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2902200/?tool=pmcentrez
My summary: T-PAIN=good for brain, then 13 pages of references. Prevents and reverses negative changes caused by stress (anxiety counts) and depression. Describes the following effects: Increases/restores neuroplasticity, anxiolytic, cytoprotective (Cytoprotection is a process by which chemical compounds provide protection to cells against harmful agents), procognitive,
"A modification of glutamatergic mechanisms by T-PAIN may therefore be implicated in its ability to oppose the negative influence of chronic stress upon hippocampal neurogenesis, cell proliferation, and dendritic remodeling, processes profoundly disrupted in depressive states (21,44,63). The emerging pharmacological profile of T-PAIN suggests that this antidepressant may serve to ‘normalize’ synaptic function, thereby allowing the chemical signal to reinstate the optimal functioning of critical circuits necessary for normal affective functioning."
As a recreational drug, bipolar high roller/1337/LLL said it was better than heroin, but...rather problematic. I found information related to this, we had some discussions (Well, mostly me posting stuff), but to summarize, do not IV it. If anyone's stupid enough not to heed my warning, so be it. He also found it to be incredibly addicting, so I could see someone ignoring me once they spiral. Had a serious medical event due to it, he did, very serious, so don't bitch about not having had significant warning if you end up losing a body part or worse (quite serious, and in case anyone brings it up, no, this is not based on information from usage of pills and the effects of binders or other constituencies, or improper administration procedure). -
2016-10-04 at 6:33 AM UTC in DepersionI'm not currently using it and it's hard to get ahold of. Best way would be to set up a group buy on Longecity and have a good lab in China synth it.
Ah, there's this technique:psych is willing to listen to you address the myths and misconceptions), although you could always lie and guilt them, say you've tried everything, nothing works and they just end up making you feel worse, giving you terrible side effects, you're at the end of your rope and can't bear to keep trying things that don't work for years etc. Other techniques to manipulate them, like the classic "I moved and ran out of my old prescription. I feel like I'm dying inside without it." It's not abusable, though. Then there's the diet, and you can't take any drugs that effect the monoamine system, but you won't need to because you'll already feel incredible.
To make it easier, you could print a fake level and adhere it to pill container. It isn't a scheduled, considered abusable, or a precursor, so it may not be that difficult. Hint, if you do get a prescription: Don't tell them anything negative, even if unrelated, lie and make it seem perfect and completely problem free. If you ever have an unrelated condition that will be noticeable to them, reschedule until it subsides. -
2016-10-04 at 6:23 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2016-10-04 at 5:40 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionThe A(G)I Radical Faction. Wouldn't it be interesting if this arose in the future or was purposefully created by someone to spur the movement?
Oh, no hits on google. I could be the progenitor of the strict search result for the terms.
AI Radical Faction
AGI Radical Faction
This doesn't elicit a very good impression, though, and there's always a concern it could lead to me getting Frosty'd in the future if I decide to actually intervene.