Posts by Malice

2017-03-17 at 10:15 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Originally posted by RisiR I gave birth to three dark black 9 inch logs today. Opium life.

A good bidet makes things so much easier. You'll never go back.

2017-03-16 at 10:33 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Originally posted by puffy butts taping narcan to the wall doesn't make it go in your nose

Robotic arm and sensor(s) on your nose. You could place the sensors on something that functions like a breathe right strip.

2017-03-16 at 10:29 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

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Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump I agree. One post a week

I just don't care about anything.

Although running out of NSI-189 also contributed to this.

2017-03-16 at 10:20 PM UTC in Just lost a ton of money

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Originally posted by RisiR No. No, I'd rather not talk about details. Something went not as planned.

I'm also kinda shell shocked right now.

Come on, tell us the story. Look at how interested everyone is in you, how much attention you'll get.

2017-03-16 at 10:18 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

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I was nodding a few days ago and ended up in a position where my arm was completely dead when I came out of it. Regained feeling pretty quickly, but what still bothers me to this day is that I was apparently also biting the tip of my tongue.

2017-03-16 at 10:13 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

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Originally posted by bling bling y wud u take beznos malice u will waste urself if u do it regulary u will see wot it rly means to lose all feeling evn aftr u quit

I don't want to feel anything. I never asked for this.

2017-03-16 at 3:25 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

I am far more responsible than Lanny:

Ceretropic owner agreed to test my phenelzine sulfate from an interesting Hong Kong source I found that caters to the bodybuilding community (steroids aren't illegal everywhere), but shows some promise. Just need to mail out 100mg to the address for the test and then go for it and use my capsules that should be better than any ever offered on the market, if done right.

It's actually happening. After all this time an affordable pure phenelzine sulfate source may be in hand...

2017-03-16 at 1:42 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Originally posted by Hash Slinging Slasher I'm pretty sure it was my neighbor, she has new front end damage hahaha

Develop an elaborate prank or use this to your advantage.

2017-03-15 at 1:20 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

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http://existentialcomics.com/comic/162

"But I can certainly deduce what it would be like from purely a priori principles!"

Heh. I wonder how many philosophers were autists. There is the extreme systemizing characteristic.

2017-03-15 at 1:14 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

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Originally posted by Lanny My social group is either marrying off or shifting to include more married people, so I get to hear dudes complaining about their wives on a semi-regular basis.

I went through a phase of reading TiA a lot because I was bored and it was amusing. There was one article that got linked which was "the cost of having a vagina" or something like that and it was pretty poorly written, really just outrage bait. I mean there might be a point there, if one's sex incurs an economically significant cost that could be significant if having a fair labor market is important to you. But man, if we're going to go down that road penises are fucking expensive. The amount of resources, time, money, emotional investment, dudes spend on romantic sorties is insane and I'm part of that crowd as much as anyone else. The amount of time it takes to maintain a single human relationship is staggering, and intellectual comprehension of that fact does nothing to mitigate the disgusting, brute biological compulsion to seek out opposite sex intimacy. It's repulsive at times, you don't ask for a sex drive but it's central to your psychology anyway, you never think "is it good that I would literally risk my life to get laid?", the answer is yes and there is no reason, nothing in the contents of the intellect, just an unquestionable fact of life endowed by birth to this wretched species of primate. Bleh.

Just wait until they start having children, if you're lucky and they don't flat out move out they might finally have time to see you irregularly after a few years. Even then there's a good chance you won't want to talk to them or anyone that was from your workplace and returned after parental leave because they spout a disproportionate amount of absolutely mundane anecdotes about their children because evolution designed people to feel theirs are special, to ruminate. Of course fixating on a baby will increase its survival rate. Brain scans show behavior in regions that looks just like severe OCD. Can you imagine if an academic, someone in your social group with an intellectual interest, suddenly shifted to that?

But man, if we're going to go down that road penises are fucking expensive. The amount of resources, time, money, emotional investment, dudes spend on romantic sorties is insane and I'm part of that crowd as much as anyone else. The amount of time it takes to maintain a single human relationship is staggering, and intellectual comprehension of that fact does nothing to mitigate the disgusting, brute biological compulsion to seek out opposite sex intimacy. It's repulsive at times, you don't ask for a sex drive but it's central to your psychology anyway, you never think "is it good that I would literally risk my life to get laid?", the answer is yes and there is no reason, nothing in the contents of the intellect, just an unquestionable fact of life endowed by birth to this wretched species of primate.

I was disgusted with it since puberty and so far have not changed my mind. If you only knew what I knew after locking myself away for years, before losing all interest in the world. Ny current judgement is that even romantic love is unjust. If you only knew the horror that underlies almost all human activity, countless facts detailing the worthlessness of humanity.

Fortunately there's an effective method for dealing with the inevitable anguish of living a brief life in an absurd world.

Along with 1mg clonazepam in the morning, some cannabinoids, and amphetamine if I need an energy boost for the day. Will power alone can't beat everything, it's a pretty childish and crude thought. I know exactly why I feel this way, what is occurring, and what will likely happen if I continue, and I still prefer this.

2017-03-14 at 4:18 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Have you ever contemplated how your emotional experience compares to that of others.It's quite possible that a sizeable percentage of the population regularly experiences throughout the far exceeded the strongest emotions you only rarely experienced. This is in fact the nature of the world.

2017-03-12 at 10:20 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Originally posted by Lanny Oh man, fuck those dreams. Nothing worse than waking up out of one to an alarm clock and staring at your ceiling and being like "fuck this so much" and stumbling around all day doing mundane bullshit wondering why you can't be back there. It's like getting kicked in the balls by your own brain

I'm glad I don't dream.

Originally posted by Sophie Dude. Really, how fucking hard is your existence? You live off government money, you can buy all the food, drink and drugs you want. You have a roof over your head. And oh noes, it's so fucking horrible to be a human being in 2017. You are living a better than life than 150.000 years of your ancestors did. Hurp durp, existential angst. You need to stop feeling sorry for yourself, go see a therapist or some shit get a gf, who's into weirdos and i am sure there are enough women in SF that are. And be a little grateful that you're a fucking human being apex predator with a brain the likes of nature knows not. It could have been worse nigger. You could have been born in 1898 and drafted to fight in the trenches in WW1.

I mean Jesus, i love you and all Mal, but you need help.

I remain unconvinced that human existence is not, by my standards, horrific.

2017-03-12 at 9:58 AM UTC in At the end of the day, we're all gonna die...

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Currently the best thing about human life is the capacity to die.

2017-03-11 at 11:35 AM UTC in im always bored

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Originally posted by Bill Krozby thats hilarious , here in texas i was prescribed 90 per script, but since they are unscheduled i could buy a script and the next day get my next script, then the next day get another, the pharmacist were pissed but it was all legal

i once ate 90 300mg gabas, got higher dan a bitch!

How much were you paying for them? I wonder how much profit you could have made off the darknet.

2017-03-11 at 10:11 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Originally posted by Lanny Also wild turk is my favorite bourbon. Try it in a whisky sour, it packs a punch.

I was using a similar recipe for poppy seed tea. Best tasting tea I've ever had.

2017-03-11 at 8:57 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

That aside, I've come across some pretty cool Craigslist postings and I think the best option would be to live in an RV or boat close enough to a BART station that it would allow you to make it to Embarcadero in 20 minutes. Prices in SF are an embarrassment for what you get in SF, not to mention the traffic and other shit. I see as a place to take a fun trip to then leave to recuperate.

If I can snag one of these I'll have it made in terms of location.

2017-03-11 at 8:52 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Originally posted by Lanny My social group is either marrying off or shifting to include more married people, so I get to hear dudes complaining about their wives on a semi-regular basis.

I went through a phase of reading TiA a lot because I was bored and it was amusing. There was one article that got linked which was "the cost of having a vagina" or something like that and it was pretty poorly written, really just outrage bait. I mean there might be a point there, if one's sex incurs an economically significant cost that could be significant if having a fair labor market is important to you. But man, if we're going to go down that road penises are fucking expensive. The amount of resources, time, money, emotional investment, dudes spend on romantic sorties is insane and I'm part of that crowd as much as anyone else. The amount of time it takes to maintain a single human relationship is staggering, and intellectual comprehension of that fact does nothing to mitigate the disgusting, brute biological compulsion to seek out opposite sex intimacy. It's repulsive at times, you don't ask for a sex drive but it's central to your psychology anyway, you never think "is it good that I would literally risk my life to get laid?", the answer is yes and there is no reason, nothing in the contents of the intellect, just an unquestionable fact of life endowed by birth to this wretched species of primate. Bleh.

I have transcended. I have ascertained the truth about the female gender, the human condition, and I refuse to look away despite searing pain akin to looking into the sun. I refuse to see things other than then they really are, to forget. My goal is to systematically dismantle every aspect of my humanity I consider unnecessary.

I no longer fear how far I may stray from ordinary humanity, except during fleeting moments when feeling of the horrors that existence is capable of containing suddenly consumes me.

Post last edited by Malice at 2017-03-11T09:09:16.870810+00:00

2017-03-11 at 1:59 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Another reason never to have children. If you want to live in the cool places you're probably going to be fucked. Not just about money, even if you're quite well off...women's priorities and behaviors will radically shift once they have children.

I'm getting pretty fucking sick of livig in the bay area, although I do love recreation weed. I want to live in an RV.

2017-03-11 at 1:51 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Originally posted by Malice Did you ever try your poppy seed extract/concentrate?

I think nodding is something you'd enjoy. Opium dreams.

Woke up sitting up with my back against a pillow on the wall holding my phone. Apparently I somehow reset my phone and woke up to the introductory setup screen.

Only minorly inconvenient since I had already repeated he process so many times getting it modded just the way I wanted. Still, pretty unpleased that I managed to do this.

Also not sure how Lanny posting about his dad dying led to that. I'm pretty sure that I was so insensitive that I just took the first post of his on here to ask because it's something I had been curious about.

Added some wild turkey and bought some Vitamin C pills, which I already have a grinder for, to see if I can get anything extra out of them. Hmm, that color does look quite a bit richer...

Originally posted by reject Some little kid walked past me today and said something, I didn't hear it at first and thought he was being a cheeky cunt and giving me lip so turned round and told him to shut the fuck up, then my brain kicked in and realised he said "good afternoon" and I felt bad, poor kid. He was just being polite and all he got was abuse

Genuine politeness and good-will with the expectation of nothing in return is becoming increasingly rare. I recall Lanny mentioning that the kids in his area (fun fact: IIRC SF has the lowest percentage of children of any major US city. IIRC only 10% (No, 13%) of the population is under 18: https://www.nytimes.com/2017/01/21/us/san-francisco-children.html?_r=0) seem oddly pure. Not sure how your views on hereditarianism have developed, I doubt you're anywhere near Jensen-Rushton level yet, but regardless of the reason, it's going to cause some fascinating selection effects.

I would have apologized and given him $5 or offered him a smoke.

2017-03-11 at 1:36 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Originally posted by Malice Did you ever try your poppy seed extract/concentrate?

I think nodding is something you'd enjoy. Opium dreams.

Woke up sitting up with my back against a pillow on the wall holding my phone. Apparently I somehow reset my phone and woke up to the introductory setup screen.

Only minorly inconvenient since I had already repeated he process so many times getting it modded just the way I wanted. Still, pretty unpleased that I managed to do this.

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