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[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
You may find a few hours or even a few days relief in drugs or some other vice, but you will need to be there to deal with yourself when you come down.
I'm opting for just never coming down.
An ample-enough supply of psychoactive chemicals can keep you in a state of utter blissful ignorance about any such self-hatred. And during those rare moments of bonafide sobriety, a little dose of denial and other coping mechanisms can suffice just enough until you re-dose.
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These days I think not enough people have been taking the time out of their busy days to appreciate the complex yet delicate, but at the same time overwhelming sense of self hatred that is placed inside each and every one of us by our creator at the time of conception. This, to me, is a damned shame. We were are all unique, we were all given our own personalities, so that the hatred you have for yourself is a unique one. Unless you are some sort of well known or infamous person, not many people will ever get the chance to know you and dislike you. And for most people that are not total assholes, probably only a few people will ever hate them.
You get to spend your whole life with yourself, and nobody knows yourself like yourself. Think about it. What do families do over time? The couples eventually grow somewhat apart while keeping each other occupied just enough so that they are not crushed by loneliness. The children eventually move away. The more time you spend around your family, the more you hate them, and the more you want to get away from them. But you are stuck with yourself your whole life, you can't get away from yourself. You may find a few hours or even a few days relief in drugs or some other vice, but you will need to be there to deal with yourself when you come down.
There is no getting away from it, everyone gets to feel it and everyone's self hatred is unique and different. To get to know someone intimately is to know the things they hate about themselves. To be vulnerable is to allow others to see the parts of you you hate. The individuality and intensity of it and the desires it spurns are strange when you think about it.
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Grimace
motherfucker
[my enumerable hindi guideword]
I always loved crack. What I loved even more though, is dissolving a $10-$20 rock in about 20-30 units of white vinegar, and then injecting it directly into my neck via mirrored reflection in the bathroom and a belt around my neck. Haha. They way it would hit so fucking hard, instantaneous "tunnel vision" and an extreme vibration in your whole fucking head as your head completely numbs over and you feel that rush of euphoria that used to make me literally gasp. Hah, one time, the rush was so fucking strong, I dropped to my fucking knees and just LOVED every second of it. The hardcore rushing goes away about as fast as smoking it does, but it's much stronger and then you're left with the typical crack high as if you smoked it and then of course, the eventual come down and a desire for more.
Mmmmm....crack...
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If we been vibin on the low then you’d know I’m not in a Chevy Cruz 😝
🚀 Was supposed to post these earlier 😂
Chevy Cruz where?
LOL!💖
I like Chevy but nah.. and I’ve got decent credit , no men drive my car or crashed it.. stop slandering me😝 I’m about to be free from work I’m in a great mood don’t mess with me!💖
Haiya Mash 😋
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How can anyone read her article and not see it as what it is - ethnic warfare. An attempt to make white men feel guilty, spured on by hatred of whites.
Monica Hesse doesn't give a shit about your daughters. Monica Hesse doesn't care when white girls are killed by illegal Mexicans. She doesn't care when white girls are raped by jedis like Harvey Weinstein. She styles herself a feminist and an activist, but doesn't want to hear about muslim rape gangs.
Monica Hesse does hate white men however, and clings to anything that makes white men appear bad, amplifying it and repeating it endlessly to anyone who will listen.
People like OP don't have an original thought in their head. TV is their only friend. They have nothing going on, and slowly degenerate mentally over time from jedis on TV telling them constantly how their friends and neighbours are pure evil, out to get them, rapists, etc. And as they grow more isolated they cling more and more tightly to the TV, and the jedis, and the one way conversation that is their only social interaction of the week.
Congratulations OP. You're a complete and utter victim. One of the biggest victims I've ever encountered.
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I remember talking to proots about the little prince, his mother was a children's librarian or something. I liked proots he was too good for this place. That comic enter made of the girl playing with herself to pics of proots nose may have been the only objectively funny thing he ever did
Fuck this thread has been a stroll down memory lane. I'd better stop before I get raped in the dark alley again
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I read the chronicles of Narnia as a kid and remember they got progressively weirder and preachier. I think the last one was literally called "the last crusade" but I remember the voyage of the dawn treader was my favorite
Anyone here ever read "the little Prince?" Fuck I loved that book, I think it was originally French but it was the most beautiful fucking children's book ever.
I will always, always always remember the kid going to a planet with a man sitting at a table drinking and asking why he's drinking.
"I drink because I'm depressed" "Why are you depressed?" "In depressed because I drink"
It seems a little ham fisted and as I've grown older I've realized this is basically a metaphor for suffering, the industrial revolution and the rise of populism. Also alcohol.
I remember when I was a kid my mom took me to a free play we thought was "the little prince" but it was "the little lame prince" about a prince with broken legs and a bird for a friend
Thank you mmq for conjuring up these memories in my head. You're a good person
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Didn't read, saw the dick, skimmed over the mudvayne songs to tell you the "Mandela effect" is the stupidest fucking thing ever created by culture anywhere ever. Who the fuck thinks Nelson Mandela died in jail? You'd have to be a complete fucking faggot to think that; he would be an entirely inconsequential person if he did. Name another human rights activist that died in jail (besides the chink who died last year and even I don't remember their name)...you fucking can't because no one gives a shit if they do
Are there actually people who think that? It should be called the "empire effect" which sounds way better and should be about how everyone thinks darth Vader said "luke...I am your father" in the Empire strikes back but he clearly did not if you actually watch the movie
Fuck you Bill Krozby for perpetuating this stupid phrase. Fuck your short warped dick too
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Originally posted by Flatulant_bomb
You otter listen to this one.
Yeah bc let me tell you something. I kicked my best friend’s husband this weekend and he looked at me shocked and screamed that was a Muay Thai kick and I said damn right it was don’t fuck with me again. Then I walked into the living room and stole his chair and drank his beer.
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When I was a kid I used to go in people's houses and think they were just showing off in front of company. I'd figure when I left they'd immediately start fighting and everything would fall apart. Everything seemed like a mansion too
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