2018-10-05 at 6:55 AM UTC
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My suicide note.
I can not say that I know what you’re going through but I can say I have felt like my life will never get better..
Like some years ago 8 actually, I
was in a woman’s shelter with nothin
took the bus to the college till I finished school , got my last few credits and I used financial aid to pay for school because I couldn’t afford it
The shelter was kushy with our own room even a workout room
Those women there were comfortable
I was not and was getting out that place to have my own
Didn’t want my families help either it was my goal to reach on my own
There was nights I cried because I thought maybe I shouldn’t even try and just leave this world but
Honestly I’d read the Bible.. psalms helped me a lot .. I read psalms 5 every morning before school
(If you are not religious I’m sorry for adding that part but it’s true)
Now I’m done with school have the things I need and a few that I want
Saying all this to say that you sir
You are a conqueror whether you know it or not and you have the ability to do any damn thing you want ..
You leaving this world will not improve anything if anything it’ll be a colder world without you because you have a warm heart, and you’re an amazing person
Material possessions or not genuine happiness
Think of all those millionaires who commited suicide .. it’s not the possessions that bring you true joy
It’s love .. as corny as it sounds.. it is love.. love for you as a person
Inbox is always open if you want to chat about anything my friend
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2018-10-05 at 6:09 AM UTC
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My suicide note.
No no no you can do those things.
Don’t think this way :(
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It’s getting chilly af so I went and grabbed a few warm things from Ross and some shoez this morning 💓
I love the Love Wins shirt but couldn’t pass on the OK Bye lol
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2018-10-04 at 2:05 PM UTC
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I am newbie here
Originally posted by CandyRein
I’m not bombay if that’s what you’re saying
It’s early so idk
But I know I was high as a damn kite last night
*high 5*
Post some more pics of yourself
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aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
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2018-10-04 at 3:30 AM UTC
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Random Thoughts
Originally posted by CandyRein
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nice shirt. mask needs work. cake is ultra gay. the outfit makes this picture happen tho, good job.
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2018-10-04 at 12:12 AM UTC
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CandyBooty's new avatar.
Fuck you
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Originally posted by Jυicebox
Apparently I sent a bunch of messages to family members telling them I was going to kill myself if I didn't feel better after living by myself for a year on Monday morning, so I got to wake up to fifteen "concerned"messages about how much I meant to them
At least I don't have to hide it anymore I guess
And at least I won't have to listen to the "there was no warning" bullshit as I drift into the afterlife
And speccy, if I hear any bullshit from you I will literally pay Sophie 15k to track you down so I can make a snuff film out of you
I can empathize with that shit.
I haven't been on Facebook since two weeks ago, as I messaged a bunch of people while blackout drunk.
I dread learning what I sent to them. In fact I'm currently getting blackout drunk so that I can correct the last time I was blackout drunk.
Originally posted by Sudo
My house is being super fucking hard on me. Accusing me of lying and making me tell them everywhere I go and all kinda shit. They're really trying to send me back but I ain't gonna slip nahmean. Literally telling me to break up with my woman and accusing me of living elaborate multi layers lies. If I don't post here for a bit assume I'm gone for 2 years. I love you all and hope you all the very best
Just say you have reached a realisation, and that you realise now WHY your behaviour was unacceptable, and WHY you must change.
The key is that you finally understand others point of view, even though we all know you don't.
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2018-10-03 at 11:40 PM UTC
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CandyBooty's new avatar.
Originally posted by DontTellEm
U don't post the same, in my opinion.
We have spoken a lot, only in text recently.
What do I look like? My profile was as invisible on DH as it is here..
But it is Always brought up.
I ain't trying to disrespect you yet. I got other shit rn.
She does not post any differently than she did on DH.
You had pictures all over your profile on DH and it wasn’t always set to invisible. You’ve even posted links to your pics here.
You legitimately need to get off the internet and go see somebody because this shit you pull is not cute and it’s not helping you. You just turned on literally the one person who tolerates you. For what? Attention?
It’s a goddamn shame. Especially considering you are raising a child. I hope like hell you don’t do this shit to her bc it’s going to fuck her up for life. I told you when you started messaging me that you need to go get some help and I say that with all sincerity. Go see somebody.
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2018-10-03 at 9:59 PM UTC
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CandyBooty's new avatar.
Originally posted by Ghost
White clothes on a black woman is like icing on a cake AND I WANT TO LICK IT OFF
Word
I'm trying to get on to this fine piece that lives near me, at the moment. think i might be hoping a bit too much tho tbh.
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I went to the store and bought some rainbow cake mix. The kind that was always at your friends' birthday parties in summer after they barbecued the hot dos and cheeseburgers. I then cooked some of the dough in the microwave in a buttered up cup which is a trick I learned from none other than Captain Falcon, gotta give credit where credit is due you feel me? Anyways my gf had never ate this kind of cake before and so I made it for her and took some pics of myself with the cake and the cake itself. And for the haterz...IT WAS DELICIOUS. Plus I'm on opiates, benzos and weed and it's hard to even see straight right now so you know I don't care.
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Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I love you all and hope you all the very best
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2018-10-03 at 8:20 PM UTC
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Would you go to Mars?
Number13
African Astronaut
[dispute my snotty-nosed seagull]
If you were the first person on mars and jacked off you'd have the first documented martian life in and on your hands.
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Lol, apparently they're testing out the presidential text message alert system
This gives me a reason to stay alive. I wouldn't mind seeing the world burn
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switch from alcohol 2 benzos
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Lol me too. I look and feel like I've gained thirty pounds in the last couple days
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Originally posted by CASPER
It's cosmic injustice that I wasn't inducted into the fun bunch. I put in a decade and a half of theiving,junkie-ing blowing shit up. For the sake of the community. Wise and even tempered, a modern day King Salmon.
You should join
The Deplorables!Notable members: Bill Krozby, infinityshock, ACollegeProfessor, Spectral, Scron, SpeedyParker
They join together not of mutual respect,,
But out of desperation
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I see some tweakers in a crawl space here. No offense to those tweakers in a crawl space, though.
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Originally posted by cupocheer
I am a woman, luv – give it your best. (big, goofy-assed, toothless, grin) LMRAO
I'm going to buy a $1k VR set so I can watch POV porn while fucking you senseless
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