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2015-07-02 at 9:57 AM UTC in How can someone be this fucking smart?I want an RPG centered around excessive drug abuse. The first of its class. Taking different chemicals sets the game into different modes, i.e. different styles of RPG, and the world contained within that style. The character has an apartment as his home base, his primary quest is to attain money however he can and attain drugs, then he goes back to the apartment and once the substance is used the actual interesting quests and games come on. Weapons could be modern weapons or based on the setting, like psychedelics could make the primary mode of attack a magic class temporarily. Armor is clothing bought at the store. "Dungeons" can either be labyrinths of the mind on psychedelics, run down areas of cities, or abandoned apartments that the player raids. Once the high wears off though, the quest is put on pause, and you return to the normal version of the game where you just attain money or grind away at your job for money, it'll be a good way of expressing the contrast that drugs cause in a person's life. Then the quest picks up where it was after the character continues on the same substance.
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2015-07-02 at 9:22 AM UTC in How can someone be this fucking smart?what do i start off on?
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2015-07-02 at 9:12 AM UTC in How can someone be this fucking smart?Yeah ill try that lemme snort dem addies first
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2015-07-02 at 8:34 AM UTC in How can someone be this fucking smart?You know you're making diamonds from the squares because both the grid square and the first square are greyed in, so that implies a relation of the grid and the initiation, and you know the diamonds must have something to do with the squares because they're the same shape, just rotated. Since you know that the grid, the initiation, and the two diamond crosshairs have something in common, you infer that the crosshairs are rotating, because you infer that the squares are rotating, one has to be rotating to the left, and one has to be rotating to the right, because LL or RR would cause an imbalance. You notice that the 2 crosshairs above the final square form into one crosshair, given that two black segments cancel each other out. So when you have the two rotated crosshairs, you don't know what to do with them to make them into one object, so you overlap them. But when you overlap them, you get a pattern that has all of the same segments gridded in, but some extra ones as well. Since the final square is positioned between the three crosshairs that do the 2 black = 0 thing, you assume that the same might apply to the crosshairs you overlap for the final square; And when you do that, you get the grid.
This is also implied by the figure next to the question. There is a red answer box, an arrow pointing into a mini version of the object, an arrow pointing out of the box, and then another answer box. Because the first red answer box is right next to the final square grid, this also supports the hypothesis that the pattern goes SSDD, and then the arrow directs the first answer into the figure, takes it out, and there's the second answer, which implies that the question functions almost as an operator, because every individual unique state can be derived by an individual initiation crosshair -
2015-07-02 at 8:12 AM UTC in How can someone be this fucking smart?I assume you mean the connection with the crosshairs in the diamonds? One gets rotated left and one gets rotated to the right because for a square to become a diamond it has to rotate, and if it only has a rotation to the left or to the right it would be unequal. Then because the crosshairs in the diamonds (which are made by rotating a square) rotate and overlap, and blacks cancel each other out (which is established in the row above it) this forms the grid, which then determines the crosshair on the square at the beginning, then it rotates into 2 diamonds again, then it rotates into 2 squares again, as a neverending loop
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2015-07-02 at 8:01 AM UTC in How can someone be this fucking smart?
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2015-07-02 at 7:01 AM UTC in How can someone be this fucking smart?Did you read my explanation for the puzzle? Does it make sense? It's sort of hard to describe the thing in words without giving visual aide
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2015-07-02 at 6:42 AM UTC in How can someone be this fucking smart?
is it nic
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2015-07-02 at 6:34 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2015-07-02 at 6:33 AM UTC in How can someone be this fucking smart?I had a good day today, I mostly use totse clones as my blog so I guess I have to update on my daily occurrences. I've been on 50mg of vyvanse which is supposed to be equivalent to 20mg of adderall, but I wanted to increase my dosage, so I figured if I asked him to change me back to adderall, it would be easier to get a higher total amount of amphetamines in my body, because he would go from 20mg to 30mg without the 25mg in the middle uknowatimsayin? So I did that and of course I went with my dad to the pharmacy, I pocketed seven of the pills immediately but then he counted them before he put them in the trunk so then he opens the door and tells me to empty my pockets but I don't empty them and then he threatens to call the police so I give three of the pills back and pop four of them. Rant at my dad because he was being a total fun police dick and IF I WANT TO GET HIGH ON SPEED LEAVE ME ALONE, then the puzzling started. My state of mental flow occurs when I do nothing, usually in complete silence, and draw shapes in MS paint for 12 hours straight, not getting up to get a drink of water or anything. Then with the different objects that I draw out I have to establish some pattern within them so what I've been thinking of as a general rule is that 1 element = picture completion 2 = dichotomy 3 = ab bc ca etc etc etc and so I get the shapes out of my wrists and I develop deeply convoluted mental scenarios for my problems (not IRL problems, i don't really have any) like you really need GREAT observation to do this shit so let me explain the question above
Lets start at the bottom row. There are four circles within each crosshair-like object. Each circle has a certain pattern once, so that every circle experiences that pattern in one of the four crosshair objects. But the patterns rotate clockwise, to various degrees, one rotates 1 move, one rotates 2 moves, one rotates 3 moves, and one stays still. There are two patterns where 3/4 are filled, in one of them, it stays still within the circle despite changing layers, in the other, it rotates by 3/4 turns every time. For the pattern with 2/4 filled in, it rotates 2/4, 1/4 rotates 1/4. Then it moves up to the layer with the circles divided into four, separated by lines. 1 filled = circle 1, 2 filled = circle 2, so on...If you put the 4-circles into 3 divisions, you have crosshair 1 from the bottom row interacting with crosshair 2, crosshair 2 interacting with crosshair 3, and crosshair 3 interacting with crosshair 4. If you read the 4-circles horizontally, it swaps whatever circle layer determined by the 4-circle value in crosshair n with circle layer determined by 4-circle in crosshair n + 1. The swapping of layers between crosshair objecys is fairly simple, if there are 3 filled in circle 1 crosshair 1, and 2 filled in circle 4 crosshair 2, and the horizontal values of the 4-circles across the line is 1:4, then circle 1 crosshair 1 has 2 filled and circle 4 crosshair 2 has 3 filled. in the second division. because layer 4 swaps with layer 3, and layer 3 swaps with layer 2 of the one following that, layer 4 becomes layer 2 of the third object, In the third division, because two 4-circles are connected, and one of the four circles is blank,the swap happens and then the layer in the fourth crosshair becomes blank, which will be relevant later. Then the three crosshair objects interact with the 3 triangles of 4-circles. where first 4c = left crosshair, middle 4c = middle crosshair, right 4c = right crosshair. In the first triad, two quadrants of the 4-circle are black, and the corresponding quadrants on the other crosshairs are black, indicating that the quadrant swaps with the quadrant of another crosshair. Then, in the second triad, only one 4c is active, indicated a shift, or a "flip", within the object itself. Then the third triad has one swap, and one inversion, because it obviously cant flip with other quadrants so it must flip within itself. The two crosshairs above that are composed by diagonally travelling from quadrant to quadrant on the first 2 crosshairs. The grid above that is made by the crosshairs within the diamonds overlapping, when one is rotated 90 degrees to the left and one 90 degrees to the right, two blacks invalidate each other and make a white space, and then the quadrants of the 4x4 graph are filled in to correspond to that set. Because the first object is a square, and that is prior in the sequence, and the only other square object is the 4x4, you know the grid is going to be converted to the first circle on the next iteration. Above that is another crosshair that gets its fill ins by the prior 2 crosshairs overlapping and black cancelling itself out into white. Then,the final circle above that has 2 odd # or even # layers be jigsaws (fill in all to black), or the object most to the left gets rotated one quadrant counterclockwise. The black circle is a variable that indicates whether the numbers the jigsaw or rotations are odd or even. Then, to get the second answer, the first crosshair, determined by the grid, is put through this same system to produce the answer.
Well I did that, finished up my test, and then it was time for teen social thing and I walked there grinding my teeth like crazy. I went there and helped for 2 seconds before I went to the other room to get some paper and draw instead which I did with this girl who I thought was pretty cute despite being a bit androgynous, this is what i drew.(will post soon), anyways I admitted I was high on speed but then like 20 minutes later I start talking about neuroscience and how all perception is based in neurotransmission and that telepathy is possible because ants can do it, that all hallucinations and delusions are real because neurotransmitters, how consciousness is a fractal, and how humans are meant to take their circuitboard metabrains to travel to other planets to form a connected neural network of civilizations which would enable us to interact with multidimensional entities. i was ranting really loudly in the church and my hands were shaking nonstop and people from 30 feet away were yelling at me to shut up but i kept on talking and the asian girl gave me an "i want to fuck this guy" look and then I tried drawing some lines and had it so it starts out with a pair of two objects,, the first object rotates 90, flips upside down, and the third line in the object rotates 45 degrees, the second object flips over and the lines at the tips of it push into itself, and then those objects merge, and she was just like wow omg. i literally act like i do on this website to people and theyre okay with it despite the extreme grandiosity it obviously entails then at one point the cute girl and her friends left and i think they were laughing their asses off for a good hour because it was most likely the most meth psychotic thing they ever heard, and if it seems like i'm being verbose now, earlier today i was actually having flights of ideas, i'd be like yeah im gonna discover the secrets of the universe and then i would think about them and the secret of the universe is the dopamine devil which is just a bittersweet 1 0 1 0 cycle
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2015-07-02 at 5:05 AM UTC in How can someone be this fucking smart?
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2015-07-01 at 2:15 AM UTC in I probably made a 14 year old girl sob and I feel badI'm not down to suck cocks
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2015-07-01 at 2:12 AM UTC in My fun day at churchI had 160mg of kavalactone mixed with various sedative medications, hit on an androgynous chick probably 4 years younger than me despite the fact I haven't showered in 5 days and I kept on slurring my words. The director told me to leave and I was like "no", then he told me again to leave "no", then he left me alone .I'm sure she was thinking "why is this greasy drunk rapist coming on to me". Ashley still hasn't shown up, probably because I pwned her but maybe she doesn't care, idk. Then I stole whipped cream from the fridge, slid it into my sweater, huffed nitrous oxide in the church bathroom, and left.
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2015-07-01 at 2:07 AM UTC in i ate dirt today to prove im not a copi tried to sell a 15mg mirtizapine pill as xanax to everyone on the basketball court and this guy says "how do i know you're not a cop? if you're not a cop, eat dirt" and then i picked up a lump of dirt and chewed on it and the guy goes "now thats my nigga, thats the kinda guy who kills niggas when you ask em to" then i got a free pull off a joint, it was worth it
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2015-06-30 at 10:32 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionshe sold her baby to a sausage manufacturing plant coz welfare aint enough
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2015-06-30 at 10:10 PM UTC in I'm tired of thingsITT: OP becomes unreadable
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2015-06-30 at 8:36 PM UTC in I'm tired of thingsI'm not tired in the sense that I'm physically or mentally tired, because I am actually quite awake with maximum perceptiveness, acuity, congruent triancly, and intimacy. I am The Boobyverse X= X 1 = 0 bitches. I do feel sort of bad because my emotions get all dysregulated from consistent chemical cocktails (a type of fish) and then I get in multi-hour freakout mode with parents + constant arguments. I don't even know where my dad went right now but he's probably thinking "son I am disappoint". I keep on trying to act nicer to people but then I start fiending for a cigarette or whatever else and I get into a hyperaggressive mode where I say whatever's on my mind and verbally destroy whoever is around me. I think sometimes I might be suicidally depressed but my lifestyle is so unstable that I can never know how I'm going to be feeling one moment to the next and then ************&&&&&&&&&BOOCO^^^^^^^^^^^. I also get thought blocking sometimes where I just totally lose my train of thought which is typically neverending because I literally live inside my own universe which is projected outside into my perceptions by my imagination. I need more time to find out if I'm suicidally depressed I guess which sounds like a lot of fun. I have honestly fried my dopamine circuits like when you have amphetamine in your body not only is it prevention reuptake of dopamine to some extent it's also pushing vesicles of dopamine into the synapse so you get a dual action euphoria. It activates the trace amine receptor too which I guess might be associated with euphoria. Sometimes it's hard to tell whether I'm actually intoxicated at the moment or not because speed is kind of a subtle thing, you get totally immersed in whatever you're doing and if that thing is writing you tend to do alot, but because vyvanse is the dextrorotary isomer of amphetamine the effects are primarily cognitive and there is less peripheral stimulation which would cause a genuine "tweaked out" feeling but not so much euphoria. It's kind of dissociating in a way because it makes you focus on something intently which causes you to be in a state of flow which makes you disregard your body for the most part. Actually, since the words I speak are immediate introspection and metaintrospection I've noticed that my thoughts have become more tangential to some extent like I started off talking about how I fried my dopamine circuits but then I went on into the neuroscience of it but what I actually meant to say is if you mix vyvanse with spice you're living in a short bubble of time where everything is perfect and you just KNOW it's destroying your dopamine because you get extreme paranoid schizophrenia symptoms similar to those cause by D2 receptor hyperactivity and excitotoxicity. I also,,,elaborating on the mental world thing...I have so many cognitions that are limited to nonverbal perceptions that I almost feel like I don't even know them because I use them for reasoning but when I try to extract those categories of thoughts as individual factors I am not capable of doing so, instead it is just used in a reasoning process and then promptly returns to the subconscious. It's hard to say exactly what purpose consciousness serves in reasoning, versus subconscious or unconscious processes, wouldn't you agree? Maybe consciousness is primarily an attention thing, where you know which piece of your enviorment to allocate your lower level cognitions which are sub/unconscious to.
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2015-06-30 at 8:17 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionwhen i smoke spice on vyvanse i become telepathic and can predict the future, when i'm on a lot i can talk to alien civilizations
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2015-06-30 at 7:46 PM UTC in I probably made a 14 year old girl sob and I feel badI'm going to talk about ashley and lyfe now.
I was smoking 5 grams of spice every day after I dropped out of highschool and had virtually nothing to do in my life except browse intosanctuary and get high, sort of like now. I signed up for the teen program wasted and I found her highly attractive so I went on a long dialogue about how I dropped out of highschool because I was 2 cool 4 school or whatever and it worked. Then I only remember bits and pieces of the three months following that but we'd sit in the lunchroom and I'd make up different games that we would play pencil and paper and we'd always be playing against one another and as a very subtle sign whenever I would give her something she would always touch my hand purposely. Then she started hanging around other people and I got mad and stole 2$ from her backpack and called her an asshole but things were alright for a while.
The social was a production for a certain play but ashley and I would always just hang out in the lunchroom and think of things to do. We couldn't really do anything because of the 4 year age disparity but we sat together when we watched the production and she seemed really blank and detached and I was like crying watching shrek the musical because I was going into the bathroom every fifteen minutes to take hits of spice. Then the last day people came by early and I guess the xanax and amphetamines had just kicked in simultaneously so she didn't do the little hand brush thingy and I was like "ashley can I give you a hug" and she was like "Im uncomfortable being touched" n then I teared up and she was like "you look really sad" but also smiling so I guess it kind of flattered her. Then when we go upstairs she has to leave she says because her mom is picking her up but there was no car there and she gives me a little evil look, but maybe she just thought I was a manipulative pedo or something because I did a bunch of stupid things there like purposely kicking myself down the stairs on a wheelchair, jumping on a wooden board that someone was carrying which broke their arm, and stealing like 80$ from the church to buy spice lol. I saw her again at a street fair like a month ago and I gave her my facebook so we would stay in touch. The same day I told her to kill herself because I said "hey im leaving now" and actually stayed and she said "im leaving too" but actually stayed but maybe she just wanted to see if i would actually stay if she would actually stay??
I think I've been deteriorating recently because my dad keeps on threatening to evict me and then I'll be homeless because I'm never in a good mood anymore I'm always just freaking out over having money for drugs or cigarettes or insulting them about it. My home life is really weird so I mostly just like dissociate from it and my mind is never clear enough to think about anything anyway. Well I do think about different things but they're always sort of disconnected from actual reality. I was going to mention this in my HPPD post but I forgot about mentioning it halfway through I think. When you take a chemical that releases a certain neurotransmitter into the synapse, it causes a rebound downregulation. But I wonder if there is a permanent long term potentiation after the rebound downregulation. Like, since it's temporary, maybe when it upregulates there is more of that certain neurotransmitter, which would mean crackheads permanently act like they're on crack even when they're not addicted to crack because of the receptor upregulation, IDK.
Let me give you the explanation to this puzzle to show you how genius I am and for masturbation
[FONT=helvetica]Theres one example and then there's the answer box, so obviously it's a set with 2 elements, the circle in the first element has only one possible opposite component, and that would be a line, because all drawings are composed of lines and dots (lines and curves) which form the basis of a picture. which orientation would the line be in? well you see that rectangle, the height is more than the width, and since squares are more logical than rectangles, the second rectangle would have the width more than the height, which would even them out. then instead of the circle in the second box, you'd have a horizontal line and a vertical line, the horizontal line ends at the sides of the box, while the vertical line would be the opposite of that, so it would extend past both sides of the box. Because the vertical lines extend past the box parameter, and everything is in sets of 2, the horizontal line would be extended so that it passes the parameter. the end result would be a crosshair that is slightly longer horizontally (because of the lines passing the parameter), inside a rectangle with a width greater than the length[/FONT]
[FONT=helvetica]C(Wl) : [(L)(wL) -> L1(wL), L2 (Wl) -> O (Wl), O (wL)][/FONT]
[FONT=helvetica]C = circle, L = line, WL = width/length, o =outside parameter[/FONT] -
2015-06-30 at 7:23 PM UTC in I probably made a 14 year old girl sob and I feel bad
What happened? Did she belittle you in social situation?
no i think i just freaked out
i took my vyvanse with 2 energy drinks and i spent an hour going on an abusive rant calling my dad a child molester and both my parents autistic losers. like, i was insulting them every second for 45 minutes straight. speed is a hell of a thing. now the ranting is over and its just regrets