Posts by The Self Taught Man

1. 2017-03-10 at 8:06 AM UTC in Being sober is cool
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   they could never put anything in me that would make me a productive adult
2. 2017-03-10 at 8:04 AM UTC in Being sober is cool
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by DocFoster I very much do. I'm finally being a productive adult. Bipolar and serious anxiety and related biz is no fun

   
   Then there you go :D They're not a crutch because that implies you're weak or can wean yourself off of them. You simply need meds to correct some things, and that's fine.
3. 2017-03-10 at 8 AM UTC in Life's too hard. I might just commit suicide.
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   If you go through with it and die, can I take over Shitfucker Enterprises?
4. 2017-03-10 at 7:58 AM UTC in Being sober is cool
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by DocFoster I'd say it's more than a bandaid. More of a cast. I'm sort if rebuilding under it. Like I'm happy, and have steady work. This is the job I've held longest. I'm even cleaning up the mess that I made after my ex left, and repairing my finances. It's helped rebuild soooo much. But casts have to come off.
   The weed probably isn't helping

   
   There's nothing wrong with taking antipsychotics for an extended period of time if you actually need them. People with schizophreniaa (gang stalking, I know) are typically medicated for their whole lives, and are better off that way.
5. 2017-03-10 at 7:55 AM UTC in Being sober is cool
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by puffy butts what happens if you sit around shooting steroids all day while watching tv and video games with no exercise? i'm guessing balls shrink to peanut size and muscles start to slip off body

   
   Ask RisiR. I'm sure he knows.
6. 2017-03-10 at 7:53 AM UTC in MongleRisiR
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   The fuck kind of question is that? Are you looking to ask him on a date?
7. 2017-03-10 at 7:52 AM UTC in MongleRisiR
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by RisiR How big is your dad's dick?

   
   
8. 2017-03-10 at 7:48 AM UTC in MongleRisiR
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by RisiR Whoa dude, you are so tough, dude. I'm gonna fuuuuck youuu up.

   
   lol. Case in point, tubby.
9. 2017-03-10 at 7:48 AM UTC in MongleRisiR
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   How big is your dad's dick?
10. 2017-03-10 at 7:47 AM UTC in MongleRisiR
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Whoa dude, you are so tough, dude. I'm gonna fuuuuck youuu up.
11. 2017-03-10 at 7:47 AM UTC in Being sober is cool
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by DocFoster Bruh that's legit the mess I'm on. The sleep thing happens to me also, and working at night? I never saw the sun.
    
    But. It's helped me a ton. It's not perfect, but I actually can sleep now, and it's cooled my dangerous mania so much. The other stuff I'm on keeps the depression down, and voila! Bipolar is handled. It's not easy, and I have to keep myself from sleeping 100% of the time, and waking up is like coming off of anesthesia. But. What I traded was worth it. I was killing myself and driving everyone away with my madness, is spend what I didn't have during mania and destroy what the mania bought with depression. I've actually lost weight since, s d now I'm working full time!
    
    But.
    It has to go eventually. I can't use this crutch forever, and yet scares me

    
    what about constructing an effective nootropic & supplement stack to be able to minimize your antipsychotic and benzo dose? those are supposed to be health promoting and not just band aids for a larger untreated problem. not joking but the stack that's made me shit my pants has been making me non depressed for the first time in years.
    
    what happens if you sit around shooting steroids all day while watching tv and video games with no exercise? i'm guessing balls shrink to peanut size and muscles start to slip off body
12. 2017-03-10 at 7:46 AM UTC in MongleRisiR
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    We never did to begin with, and haven't been disappointed.
    
    
    
13. 2017-03-10 at 7:46 AM UTC in Being sober is cool
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    LOL.
14. 2017-03-10 at 7:45 AM UTC in MongleRisiR
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Today I'm gonna tard out fo real. Don't expect any quality content from me in the coming days.
15. 2017-03-10 at 7:45 AM UTC in Being sober is cool
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by RisiR Don't be a bitch.

    
    Says the fat bitch who has to rely on steroids to be strong.
    
16. 2017-03-10 at 7:43 AM UTC in attn: bradley3" and tortitoris... you killed me
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Not my finest threadwork, but certainly worthy of whatever.
17. 2017-03-10 at 7:43 AM UTC in Being sober is cool
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Too many posts in this thread.
18. 2017-03-10 at 7:42 AM UTC in Being sober is cool
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Don't be a bitch.
19. 2017-03-10 at 7:40 AM UTC in Being sober is cool
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20. 2017-03-10 at 7:40 AM UTC in Being sober is cool
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by Dissociator For real. I'm done with my little snorting wellbutrin phase and I'm back to taking them regularly. It actually gave me the motivation to walk to a bunch of stores to get job applications.
    
    And the focalin I'm getting filled either tomorrow or the next day and honestly I might not even take them. Idk. I feel clarity but for some reason I'm experiencing fucking gender dysphoria which is like a scrimmy bongo wat wtff type deal

    
    Congrats. It's great to be able to enjoy life without having to get high and detach from reality. People who shit on you for it are just bitter because they're not able to do the same.
    
    The gender dysphoria is pretty fucking funny though. Hopefully it's just a weird symptom of withdrawal and goes away soon.