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  1. #21
    DocFoster Tuskegee Airman [concentrate my unpalatable boomer]
    Good job m8, whatever makes you feel better as a person. Taking a step away from the high makes you appreciate it more if you go back to it, and the clarity of sobriety is all the better
  2. #22
    You will never be happy. Pills or not.
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  3. #23
    mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Originally posted by RisiR You will never be happy. Pills or not.

    Sup Rizier are you up for the day ?
  4. #24
    Originally posted by RisiR You will never be happy. Pills or not.

    a boy can dream can't he
  5. #25
    DocFoster Tuskegee Airman [concentrate my unpalatable boomer]
    Originally posted by puffy butts a boy can dream can't he

    Hardcore antipsychotics help
  6. #26
    Originally posted by DocFoster Hardcore antipsychotics help

    Lol no the fuck they don't

    Want to know how someone can possibly want to take their own life?

    Take antipsychotics for a few months and then try to quit
  7. #27
    DocFoster Tuskegee Airman [concentrate my unpalatable boomer]
    Originally posted by Hash Slinging Slasher Take antipsychotics for a few months and then try to quit

    Admittedly I'm nervous about coming off them, but I've already survived one suicide attempt, and facing that I'm not so scared about going back there.

    That being said, even one day without them results in no sleep, total insomnia returns, and a screaming return of paranoia
  8. #28
    Originally posted by mmQ Sup Rizier are you up for the day ?

    It's 08:18 as I type this. I haven't been up this early since pffft I don't even know. Bought a way too expensive bong out of an impulse yesterday and I feel bad about that. I wanted to stop smoking, though. Well...

    I'm probably gonna kill myself soon. I just can't get my ass up. You?
  9. #29
    every year someone takes an antipsychotic there's a 5-10% chance of developing potentially permanent tardive dyskinesia, they worsen symptoms over time vs matched controls who took no antipsychotics for their condition, so antipsychotics actually cause psychosis, and it's extremely difficult to stop taking them because they also cause rebound psychosis as a withdrawal syndrome. also they cause apathy, anhedonia, worsen negative symptoms, cause dysphoria, lower IQ, are neurotoxic, and cause brain damage. To me this suggests a poison.

    It's a poison that makes the person feel too shitty to invest time in their delusions, due to being a general intelligence lowering chemical lobotomy. i'm not one of those people against psych meds but i would stay the FUCK away from any dopamine antagonist unless absolutely necessary, and even then, being able to stop taking an antipsychotic should be as much of a priority as treating the condition.

    i was on 200mg of seroquel and 2mg of xanax at the same time, it wasnt really that bad cause id sleep for 16 hours, feel nothing, eat like crazy and generally be in a state of amnesia stonedness, but i did have some mild dyskinesia-like effects for a while after quitting, even though i was only on it for less than a year. they're good for comedowns and insomnia when used sparingly though.
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  10. #30
    DocFoster Tuskegee Airman [concentrate my unpalatable boomer]
    Bruh that's legit the mess I'm on. The sleep thing happens to me also, and working at night? I never saw the sun.

    But. It's helped me a ton. It's not perfect, but I actually can sleep now, and it's cooled my dangerous mania so much. The other stuff I'm on keeps the depression down, and voila! Bipolar is handled. It's not easy, and I have to keep myself from sleeping 100% of the time, and waking up is like coming off of anesthesia. But. What I traded was worth it. I was killing myself and driving everyone away with my madness, is spend what I didn't have during mania and destroy what the mania bought with depression. I've actually lost weight since, s d now I'm working full time!

    But.
    It has to go eventually. I can't use this crutch forever, and yet scares me
  11. #31
    Originally posted by Dissociator For real. I'm done with my little snorting wellbutrin phase and I'm back to taking them regularly. It actually gave me the motivation to walk to a bunch of stores to get job applications.

    And the focalin I'm getting filled either tomorrow or the next day and honestly I might not even take them. Idk. I feel clarity but for some reason I'm experiencing fucking gender dysphoria which is like a scrimmy bongo wat wtff type deal

    Congrats. It's great to be able to enjoy life without having to get high and detach from reality. People who shit on you for it are just bitter because they're not able to do the same.

    The gender dysphoria is pretty fucking funny though. Hopefully it's just a weird symptom of withdrawal and goes away soon.
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  13. #33
    Don't be a bitch.
  14. #34
    Too many posts in this thread.
  15. #35
    Originally posted by RisiR Don't be a bitch.

    Says the fat bitch who has to rely on steroids to be strong.
  16. #36
    LOL.
  17. #37
    Originally posted by DocFoster Bruh that's legit the mess I'm on. The sleep thing happens to me also, and working at night? I never saw the sun.

    But. It's helped me a ton. It's not perfect, but I actually can sleep now, and it's cooled my dangerous mania so much. The other stuff I'm on keeps the depression down, and voila! Bipolar is handled. It's not easy, and I have to keep myself from sleeping 100% of the time, and waking up is like coming off of anesthesia. But. What I traded was worth it. I was killing myself and driving everyone away with my madness, is spend what I didn't have during mania and destroy what the mania bought with depression. I've actually lost weight since, s d now I'm working full time!

    But.
    It has to go eventually. I can't use this crutch forever, and yet scares me

    what about constructing an effective nootropic & supplement stack to be able to minimize your antipsychotic and benzo dose? those are supposed to be health promoting and not just band aids for a larger untreated problem. not joking but the stack that's made me shit my pants has been making me non depressed for the first time in years.

    what happens if you sit around shooting steroids all day while watching tv and video games with no exercise? i'm guessing balls shrink to peanut size and muscles start to slip off body
  18. #38
    DocFoster Tuskegee Airman [concentrate my unpalatable boomer]
    I'd say it's more than a bandaid. More of a cast. I'm sort if rebuilding under it. Like I'm happy, and have steady work. This is the job I've held longest. I'm even cleaning up the mess that I made after my ex left, and repairing my finances. It's helped rebuild soooo much. But casts have to come off.
    The weed probably isn't helping
  19. #39
    Originally posted by puffy butts what happens if you sit around shooting steroids all day while watching tv and video games with no exercise? i'm guessing balls shrink to peanut size and muscles start to slip off body

    Ask RisiR. I'm sure he knows.
  20. #40
    Originally posted by DocFoster I'd say it's more than a bandaid. More of a cast. I'm sort if rebuilding under it. Like I'm happy, and have steady work. This is the job I've held longest. I'm even cleaning up the mess that I made after my ex left, and repairing my finances. It's helped rebuild soooo much. But casts have to come off.
    The weed probably isn't helping

    There's nothing wrong with taking antipsychotics for an extended period of time if you actually need them. People with schizophreniaa (gang stalking, I know) are typically medicated for their whole lives, and are better off that way.
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