Posts by The Self Taught Man

1. 2015-11-20 at 1:05 AM UTC in Do you think things will ever get better for me?
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   >I'm homeless dosing DPH and zolpidem at transgender shelter
2. 2015-11-20 at 1:03 AM UTC in Do you think things will ever get better for me?
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   >18
   >PDD-NOS, antisocial personality disorder
   >financially dependent on parents
   >not allowed to have more than 2$ at a time in case I buy cough syrup
   >On depakote, remeron, and atarax, with zoloft being added
   >feel like shit all day, every day
   >severely heartbroken by an evil 14 year old
   >her family might kill me
   >no friends
   >stay on computer constantly, doing nothing
   >wish I was dead
   >never leave the house
   >don't shower, brush my teeth, or change my clothes
   >thoughts of homicide and suicide that I won't act on
   >the future is hopeless for me
   >highschool dropout, may...eventually...go to college
   >probable brain damage from spice, inhalant, and bundy abuse
   >psychologically dependent on dissociatives
   >been through spice, amphetamine, and benzo withdrawal
   >everyone hates my guts
   >treat my parents like shit
   >why am I alive?
3. 2015-11-20 at 12:50 AM UTC in Do you think things will ever get better for me?
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   I've been depressed/anxious to some degree for the last maybe 6 years, which is why I started taking drugs, but when I went to Turkey, I was off drugs for most of the two months there and I felt like I just got worse. Maybe I fucked my brain up, or maybe I'm just always going to feel like shit, forever. I have NO IDEA what to do to make my life better.
4. 2015-11-20 at 12:43 AM UTC in Do you think things will ever get better for me?
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   I don't know what to do to make things better

   
   Stop doing the things that make it worse
5. 2015-11-20 at 12:18 AM UTC in Who wants to play a match of LittleWarGame with me
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   It's like Starcraft, Warcraft III, etc...a real time strategy game. Tell me when you sign up and I'll give you a room name and password so we can versus one another, with multiple users at once. I'd prefer if you had some experience with games like this.
   
   http://littlewargame.com/
6. 2015-11-20 at 12:09 AM UTC in Do you think things will ever get better for me?
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   I don't know what to do to make things better
7. 2015-11-19 at 11:33 PM UTC in What type of chemical will damage plastic to a small degree?
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Try using alcohol or heat + chems. This link should help you somewhat http://www.engineeringtoolbox.com/ch...ter-d_784.html
   
   bear in mind polyester resins combine excellent mechanical, electrical and thermal properties with very good chemical resistance and dimensional stability
   
8. 2015-11-19 at 11:29 PM UTC in Do you think things will ever get better for me?
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   The biggest lie people tell you is it gets better.
   
   But the second biggest lie is people dont change.
   
   You, and only you, are in charge of your life. If you want things to get better its up to you to make them better.
9. 2015-11-19 at 11:20 PM UTC in Do you think things will ever get better for me?
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Will I be happy one day, as a functional member of society? Will I move on and find love? Am I a doomed person, from all of my past decisions? I just want to be happy.
10. 2015-11-19 at 11:20 PM UTC in have you ever cheated on a gf/bf?
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    lol @ Bill Krozby
    
    anyways now after reading this i think im starting to develop a fetish of totally making a feminist illogical cunt my bitch and making her beg for me to cockslap her across the face
    
    but anywayz
11. 2015-11-19 at 11:02 PM UTC in ATTN: Spectral
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    You also seem to have a severe spelling illness lol
    >pschotic
12. 2015-11-19 at 10:58 PM UTC in ATTN: Spectral
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    First, I want to know why you are asking. Fair is fair.

    
    Not really. Its really fucking childish to ask why they are asking before you answer.
    
    How about you answer the fucking question since he asked first then ask why he asked rather than pulling some childish "i dont tell until you do" bullshit.
13. 2015-11-19 at 10:54 PM UTC in What type of chemical will damage plastic to a small degree?
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Have you considered using a hairdryer or other controlled heat source to apply heat to cause just the amount of damage your looking for?
14. 2015-11-19 at 10:48 PM UTC in What type of chemical will damage plastic to a small degree?
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Depending on the type of plastic any acid wont do anything really. If you can tell us what kind of plastic it is (amino resin, phenolyc, polyeurothane etcetera) we can help you out further.
    
    There are a number of plastics that are pretty fucking chemical resistant.
    
    BTW why do you want to damage it? Whats the use?
15. 2015-11-19 at 10:39 PM UTC in ATTN: Spectral
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    im not trying to scare you
    
    im asking a serious question
16. 2015-11-19 at 10:34 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    what the fuck is buckfast?

    
    a senior politician labelled it as "a badge of pride amongst those who are involved in antisocial behaviour"
17. 2015-11-19 at 10:25 PM UTC in Make someone a Mod
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Hey SPectral fuck you, Zanick was most of the laid back mods.

    
    Spectral couldn't recognize a laid back mod if it hit him in his toothless meth addled face. Literally anyone who holds or has held "power" (lol power on the internet) over him on a forum is pretty much the antichrist to him.
18. 2015-11-19 at 10:21 PM UTC in I ARE THE NIGGEST!
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    nvm joined the wrong chan lol
19. 2015-11-19 at 10:19 PM UTC in I ARE THE NIGGEST!
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    y u no in there?
20. 2015-11-19 at 10:19 PM UTC in I ARE THE NIGGEST!
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    [SIZE=72px]WELL IM THE LITTLEST![/SIZE]