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2020-02-04 at 12:14 AM UTC in I can now votecool i just registered vote too lets team up and rock the vote swag
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2020-02-03 at 3:47 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-02-03 at 3:38 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2020-02-02 at 4:09 AM UTC in Corona Virus doubles global infections & deaths in 24 hours
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2020-02-01 at 8:53 PM UTC in Corona Virus doubles global infections & deaths in 24 hours
Originally posted by CASPER I suspected. With all the diseases and stuff traced back to the exotic food markets and stuff, why dont chinese care more about hygeine? i mean im a gigantic slob, but i dont touch doorknobs, i make a point not to touch my face, i roll down the window in a car wih strangers, i wash my hands. When ot comes to food prep im immaculate. Just seems like with as focused on productivity as China is, sanitation and disease control would be a bigger priority.
I think thats how they get their "productivity" by cutting corners. You would think the right thing to do is just ban chinese people from coming here.. There was that muslim ban awhile back that was totally bogus so I don't see why they can't pull off a china ban. -
2020-02-01 at 8:25 PM UTC in Going to EuropeGo to a warsaw meetup
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2020-01-31 at 3:34 PM UTC in My corona disease
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2020-01-31 at 2:18 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-01-31 at 1:10 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionJob interview Monday at 3pm. Nothing special, some finance securities firm. One of those finance protection companies that help people cover the difference owed. Maybe they've lost a leg and can't work or some shit.
Hours are great and I could wing this till I find something better. It's by my mum's so I'll have to stay her place the 1st month then buy a car.
I fucking NEED this. I also need to remain sober, I literally cannot afford to waste a single penny whilst working anyway.
Inshalah. -
2020-01-31 at 8:43 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-01-31 at 5:24 AM UTC in Favorite Soundtrack Songs?
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2020-01-30 at 9:59 PM UTC in Corona Virus doubles global infections & deaths in 24 hours
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2020-01-30 at 4:01 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2020-01-30 at 7:58 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
Originally posted by mmQ Do you have her email by chance? I love her. I think we would have a special connection.
Lol she doesn't use email. She forgot the password to her own computer so its just been sitting there for like 8 years.
Literally has dementia but she NEVER forgets to tell him when it's 420. Evidently she once called him from the hospital to tell him. -
2020-01-29 at 10 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2020-01-29 at 5:29 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
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2020-01-29 at 5:01 PM UTC in Corona Virus doubles global infections & deaths in 24 hours
Originally posted by Dregs Nothing makes sense TIL you GOOGLE IT. dude I gots so much respect for you BUT YOU NEVER RESEARCH SHIT LIKE I DO so I gotta say I 50% don't respect you NOW. Do the researching…you will see the Russians are out to plague us ALL and start WWW3 on our assholes. It ain't a good future dude. Research shit and wake up.
According to Bing you are fucking retarded and have schizophrenia.
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2020-01-29 at 2:42 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by CASPER Have you been sober for any period of longer than….a month or two?
that in can remember in 29 yrs...the longest was 5 and half months..i was working on two crews construction and renovations. i worked 6 days/well over 60 hrs a week during that period and about 3 months when i went back to drinking. i am a fat bastard but i was such a work horse then i hardly was ever tired. maybe 2-3 hrs tops a night sleep and that was more than enough. my right wrist and back were a lot stronger then too...i could take the punishment/grind and than some. arthiristic...whatever sp? in the wrist and a chronic back problem developed i needed the booze to deal with it...docs were suggesting surgery and taking off x amount of time off work THAT I COULDN'T AFFORD TO DO..and the booze helped...than with all the pills...don't aks what i just took whatever i could get my hands on...than i got fired from both jobs
even when both bosses fired me...each was like i'm drunk and high right now...why should i care? i probably had that expression my face too. didn't effect me at all...even losing all that money i was just making over like 8-9 months...i saved up most of what i made during that time too. all i cared about was..i was drunk and high again...well more so numb...at least i still felt something
one thing that always bothered me when i was working like a mad man...everything during that period like birthdays, parties, being around friends, all the good shit in life...sober me was just a fucking zombie. i barely reacted to anything good going on around me or with myself...some fam would be like smile so they can take a pic...or smile enjoy yourself..
i couldn't. it really bothered my father going back many yrs before that...he'd often observe and criticize me for that shit too...everything would be good at home as a kid. i rarely smiled or seemed to him i wasn't enjoying the good things...i just didn't feel much. much of the good shit was like whatever to me. yet when i first started drinking in my early teens my whole mood, personality..whatever wanna call it i was happy..he couldn't shut me up or anyone..didn't make sense to him and i always felt like i was being myself. that bothered him and it bothered me...too much history but i really became a real piece of shit to him and everyone and i just didn't care
fuck this thread. no offence bro but time to do what i do best in life...and time to forget about all the seriousness and bullshit in life. peace. send the bill in the mail. no doubt you're gonna charge me like i charge everyone else. -
2020-01-29 at 2:10 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by CASPER With as much as you talk about cramming things in your shitpussy, i was sure you were a tweaker?
In any case, whats the end game?;Just live the way youre living, until you die? Get drunk until you win the lottery?
once a tweaker. for roughly 10 years. a few mental breaks/stays, and alcohol have really skewed everything about myself, my views, beliefs..than got hooked on just about any pill i could find a family..friends houses. didn't care as long as it go rid of the anger for even an hr...tens of thousands of dollars i stole in pills for this, that, your house...whenever i could...than got drunk. (i secretly from those closet to me beck then and now)enjoy mine own misery...i really do througout all the yrs but what has developed slower is enjoying the misery i cause others because of my addictions...and the misery just going on in their lives
when i'm sober i really don't feel much of anything anymore. i literally log off now...lose myself in netflix and next thing i know its already tomorrow...without a drink i just don't care about whats going on outside
at least when i'm drunk or high on something i feel something...anything even if its fleeting...i'm in my 29th year of drinking and its the one constant in my life...i have never been able to rely on anyone..turn to...or trust enough...except for one person and she killed herself
but i always have the bottle...and it'll be in my hands in my coffin. only one i'll ever have in this and the so called after life. i really hope its all just nothing though..guess i can finally have peace of mind. than on the other hand i wouldn't be able to suffer and see others suffer. so fucked in life and death. -
2020-01-29 at 1:46 PM UTC in Corona Virus doubles global infections & deaths in 24 hoursI guess Canada can be mooseland. North North America.
We can start calling Mexico South America now. And Brazil will be North South South America except for central Brazil which will be called mideast north south south america