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2017-09-05 at 2:40 AM UTC in ITT we post really sexy women
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2017-09-04 at 9:57 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSRIP ilovechronicThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-09-04 at 9:27 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSJust thought I'd compile hydro's recent craziness for anybody who didn't bother reading her walls.
Originally posted by hydromorphone You're right about Joe. I shouldn't have jumped to defend such a piece of vile shit.
According to texts to a mutual friend he also did some grimy narcy shit making reports that will fuck up my life even worse.
I called him back a few times encouraging him to kill himself
PoC isnt mentally ill, he's fucking just a piece of shit.
I didnt fuck up anyone's fucking life like he did, twice now, and this last time, in a serious, irreversible way.
Me posting anything about PoC is basically a warning. If you know or have dealings with him, be careful. He will betray any trust you place in him. He has zero honor, and deep down is just a selfish little boy who cries wolf.
As for posting shit in a "public" forum, please recall, I never instigated anything negative about either PoC or §m£ÂgØL, that was all on them, I just responded and continue to do so when I feel fit to.
What really prompted me to post anything is the fact PoC went through and held my account hostage for ordering my medicine. If you trust him, he will betray your trust and use manipulative tactics to abuse and use you to get what he wants.
I love you.
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2017-09-04 at 3:30 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSAlso I'm nervous for the FF7 remake. I want it to be good badly, but it feels like a trainwreck coming my way. New DOOM lit in my heart a dim flickering light of hope that reboots don't have to be money grabbing abortions.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-09-04 at 1:19 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSFFIX > allThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-09-03 at 10:50 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-09-02 at 4:41 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by CASPER My first guesses were a little close to what they actually wouldve been then, I guess. Thought you were trying some trick stuffs. Only because ive seen the names of some chinese cities pronounced, and it started zhwey…but i could also swear ive heard xu pronounced "curr/coo". And "qi" - like chi/energy. Figured that had to be some weird conjugation sound too.
Very cool language though, and going to be increasingly more relevant in coming years. How long have you been studying? And youre abroad now? I mustve missed that part. Theres just something depressing about knowing there are billions of people on the planet who you COULD sit down with and exchange stories and history and conversation, but cant because of language barrier. Hopefully Google will get on with that.
Maybe for the 'coo' noise you're thinking of C which is like the ts in hats. Or Z which is like the ds in words. or Q which is for all intensive porpoises, ch. The I sound is a little different though so qian doesn't have that chi sound. These are some of the more confusing sounds if it makes you feel any better. I still fuck up with them sometimes, although for a while I was reading the railroad XING sign at my friend's house as railroad shing.
I've been studying for like four months now. I took a summer class which is half the usual class time, so I learned really really quick. Chinese took up most of my free time near the end of the semester there. I'm not abroad but I'm planning on it next year.
Language barrier is one of the reasons I chose Chinese. I know Spanish and English, so that's roughly 10% of the world I can talk to in their native tongue. But if you add in Mandarin that goes up to 25% and that's a really appealing idea. I never realized how much Chinese is spoken around here before, but goddamn is it a lot. I don't know enough to follow most conversations but I can catch the basics. Looking forward to the day when I can butt into a conversation in Chinese.
Fun sentences:
Ni baba mama hao ma? (How are your parents?)
Wo qu shangchang changchang. (I go to the mall often)The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-09-02 at 4:27 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by hydromorphone I don't think all men are shit. I think a lot of people are shit, and from my experience, at least from what I've seen, most woman do end up being the bigger cunt in the scenario more often than not. Could also be I've had more male friends over the years than females, so I got to see their side of it more than say a female friend going through similar.
I knew PoC since I was 16. I actually politely declined a long distance relationship with him all those years ago. We lost contact for a good period of time, from when he called 911 on me when I overdosed on my scripts in a suicide attempt, and after a few years I got back in touch with him and we've been friends up until recently when after a suicide attempt on his part, I guess it worked out for us to work toward a relationship and try to help each other out of our holes we've gotten ourselves in. Our mental illness's are very similar, and we do think alike, had a lot of similar interests, and desires for the future. I think the biggest issue PoC didn't understand about me though is how my head gets when my epilepsy gets bad off. It's funny though, he should have at least to some degree, being he gets sensory sensitivity, which is pretty much like how I get when it's bad- guess I didn't "explain" it right though. Another difference is he was far more unable to understand or empathize with people. He'd get in his ways and it didn't matter if he promised, said he would or you begged, he'd not be there, but like the other day… he needed a full debriefing to "approve" my leave for why I couldn't talk to him right then. It's not always possible for me to think clearly much less be able to articulate what is wrong or what's going on with me- I mistakenly thought he knew that about epilepsy and my issues going on there.
I never wanted to be in a relationship in the first place, never sought anything out like that, but during his suicidal period he was talking to me, I was trying to convince him not to do it, that he hadn't given life a fair shake, etc. and needed to get away from his mother who really is a huge negative force in his life. He'd mentioned at one time wanting to be with me, but not thinking it possible, especially after I had my son, so I suggested, at Malice's urging to give that a chance together- while he was in the hospital he had his mom give me his # and while talking to him, that's where it led.
I drove to see him for his birthday and stayed 3 days while visiting him. We'd both planned to move in together sometime in the near future. I ddnt give him $500, I gave him two gifts equal to about $500. (forgot too.. the amp for the guitar… there was another 80$) along with some other odds and ends including the phenibut I had left which was a good 20-25grams and some other little things I thought he might find useful (128gb SD card for his new phone and an OTG cable- which yeah… they're incredibly useful IMO before I broke my S5 I used mine all the time for all sorts of fun stuff- another 40-50$ there). I just tried to do nice things for him, and give him nice gifts for his birthday. While I didn't pay for them our right I acquired them in some work I did a while back, and had really had them as backups to pawn if/when shit got tight and I needed $$, but I really wanted to do something nice for PoC and be able to share music with him as I'd gotten a good deal of enjoyment and anxiety relief out of learning to play (depsite him saying he wanted to learn, he never put 10minutes of effort into shit so yeah… it was a fucking waste… shit, I at least enjoyed playing the electric guitar). Not to mention, my T-PAIN was on demand to him while there, and I'd also mailed him between 1/2- and 1 gram of T-PAIN 3-4 times when I thought he could use it, when his anxiety and depression were really getting bad.
I just don't see, with what I gave for a birthday present, and all the times I sent the shit I literally require to live and function on a daily basis, how anyone could day I used him or cared more about the drug I am physically dependent on to function more than I did him. It's bullshit.
I don't want to be with anyone. I won't be every making that mistake again. This isn't about men or woman, relationships like this or simple friendships, I won't be making the mistake again.
Yeah, you would. You're that kind of sicko. How's your pretend life going? Great I suspect. Wish I could live a lie like you too. I envy you for that.
MASH- I appreciate your kindness but I wont be bothering you with a PM. My life is far too fucked and I'd rather not converse about it any longer. Take care, hope shit is going good for you. You're a special kinda person, just hope life doesn't crush that like it has done with me.
My life is going 很好, thanks for asking. Got all A's last semester except for a B+ in Chinese (somehow) license soon, money in the bank, hopefully studying abroad next year. Can provide report cards, license, bank screenshot, and pictures of me on the great wall if you don't kill yourself before 2018. I swear to Yahweh I'm going to find a random little kid in China who doesn't know English and make him hold a niggasin.space sign. Mark my words.
Oh, and I've been exercising daily too, which helps.
You reap what you sow hydro. I won't waste too much of my breath since you wouldn't listen and I don't want to read your brick shit reply anyway, but just take a look at what others here have said about you and your situation, and take a good long stare in the mirror and think about why your life is the way it is. I did, and that's why my life is so much better now than it was when I was at all involved with you. Petty drama really tends to suck the life out of a person and if you actually have it in you to escape that drama I strongly suggest doing so. If not for yourself, then for your son.
By the way, ^^^THIS^^^ is how you write a concise post.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-09-01 at 10:29 PM UTC in I'm about to go jailAlso, it's always the niggers that start shit. White people and Hispanics are generally pretty respectful. I'm usually not even racist, but your views tend to change at least a bit when you spend some time in jail and see how they act like fucking animals, while everyone else just wants to do their time and get out.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-09-01 at 9:40 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSEh
Originally posted by mashlehash One time I said his name on tinychat and he unfriended me on the facebook.
Lol. He saw the commonly missed 'first sign.' The first sign someone with your PI is going to start using it against you in a malicious manner, crescendoing until their victim winds up dead, or worse.
It almost always starts with saying a person's name on a medium where handles and usernames are used rather than realzeez. NiS v FB.
Then maybe it's mentioning their full name and city of residency, maybe posting a few pictures that they never posted themselves.
After that it's the full P.I. release, shortly followed by ill-timed deliveries sent to victim's house - boxes of live wasps, feces encrusted produce and meat, animal heads with the spinal cord attached, etc.
Toward the end it usually always amounts to high-level blackmail or organizing a group to come to your residence irl and rape/torture/murder.
It ALWAYS starts with a first name. Your best bet if that happens to you is to wipe your entire hard drive and just kill yourself before someone else has a chance to do it for you. Although you may discontinue using the internet at that point, this doesn't mean that the escalating PI release won't still be taking place; you just won't be able to see it. Either way, it's a snowball effect and a matter of time before you're visited.
And on top of this, it's MASH we're talking about here. A guy like THAT, dropping your Earth-borne mother-given identity... your essence.. the label attached to everything and all that you are?! Mashehashle has bluish, near black blood, and a sinister presence lying directly beneath that jovial facade, one that will eat you alive from the inside out. A man that truly known no bounds, disregards all rules, and whose mind runs aggressively rampant. I'm just saying, next time you see him in tinychat, stare into his eyes, but not to long! but for a 10-20 seconds. Tell me you don't see what I see.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-09-01 at 7:18 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by hydromorphone Oh… I didn't even mention. I'd given PoC approx. 500$ birthday present, not even including all the little odds and ends, drove nearly 1k miles round trip to visit him on my dime, and probably would still have my job if not going for his birthday, so I wouldn't be in the situation of prostituting in the first place. Nevermind going too, knowing full well, I'd be in WDs for the trip home/getting home.
I got two lousy charms and a card. To my 5-6 letters I'd written him, at his request, and also promise for him to return the favor, which he never did.
So.. who used who here…
It also might have been a shitty cake, but I tried to bae him a homemade cake, coconut, as he requested for his birthday too. I put so much more stress on myself than I should have for such a shitty, awful human being. I should know better. I should know not to trust anyone, not to love anyone, because as always, despite their claims of wanting to help me, of understanding me, of being "there" for me, nope… it wont happen and I'll always get fucked in the end.
EDIT: also hilarious that I was accused of caring more about my medicine than anyone else, especially when I'd mailed him shit like 4 times to help him til he could make an order (gave himmy account details so he could use my discount) that he still, month after month never made despite saying he was going to. Yep.. I'm the shitty person in this situation though. IDC anymore. My heart has no love for anyone or anything at this point. He broke me good and hard this time.
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Why in the shit did you do any of that. I skim your posts usually trying to get the gist of them, but I really don't know about you and Crack's relationship or how long you've been talking, etc. What I've gathered and may have wrong, is that you have talked to him for a long time maybe at least a few years, and just recently took a different fancy to him, and he to you, what with you traveling to him. Was that meant to be a relationship or was it meant to just be a visit?
Piles, from what relatively little of his I've read since I joined zoklet, has always been self-admittedly a defeatist and a heavily depressed and more or less worthless individual. Ha. I'm not saying he is, I'm just saying he's kind of always had that attitude I think though he's had spurts of good times and better spirits, he's actually kind of similar to me in that regard. But, my point is when someone claims that about himself, and given your history, it should raise an immediate large orange fuzzy flag at full mast that stays erect forever. This flag reminds you that no matter how sincere, how sweet, how genuine a person might sound... unless you've seen a noticeable change in them over a period of at least 6 months, they are probably filling you full of shit.
I mean you clearly see that now, expressing it in your posts about 'how you should have known.' I think it's apparent to me that you have a good heart and well, likely really want a partner to share it with.. I could be wrong. But you've chosen for whatever reason to get involved with a few people from this community and both have been the complete opposite experiences of what you had hoped for. You want to be that perfect girlfriend? maybe? Being there, giving gifts, stuff like that, and you can do that, and all you need to do is not fux with depressed alcoholics and haphazard lifestyle drug users.
Meh this kind of just sounds like generic advice. I was about to tell you to be patient, the right man will come along. Haha. But I mean, I guess that sometimes ends up being true. Anyway I'm sure you know what I mean. Just don't become one of the cringe-girls that have some bad relationships and need to bring up how 'all men suck' as often as possible. I don't think you're that type anyway. Most of us are shitheads but you can usually spot it out, and then all you have to do is not convince yourself that you can make it work, or that you can fix us. You can't fix someone. Except me. Send me $1000 and a cake and you'll have cured my depression.
I am curious what was running through your mind when you thought a)giving poc $500 is a good idea and b)when you decided that it needed to be $500 instead of a normal birthday gift like $50 or maybe $100?
Gracias you.
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2017-09-01 at 5:53 PM UTC in I'm about to go jailI'm out and free and clear....no paper, fines or bullshit ass drug tests....
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2017-09-01 at 4:33 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by hydromorphone I didnt turn on anyone. I didn't do fucking shit to anyone. I didnt fuck up anyone's fucking life like he did, twice now, and this last time, in a serious, irreversible way. I loved that piece of shit until the moment I realized he would ever stoop to that vile, low as shit level my ex stooped to, but he went a bit further. The only thing I did to hurt him was want to be left alone while I seizured and dealt with my headache. That's the great wrong I did to PoC that somehow he thinks in his head was justification to hurt me back, to get revenge on me… wanting to be left alone. Clingy piece of autistic shit. He even threatened to come to my house and break down my door. No good deed goes unpunished as my father liked to say… well, it's the truth. PoC isnt mentally ill, he's fucking just a piece of shit. tere is no cure or pill that will fix that.
Lol you make up so many medical conditions i bet its hard to remember. You got tha histrionic personality disorder to make a captain save a hoe come running. Of course it's everyone elses fault but yours, the mother who is prostituting herself to buy sketchy chinese drugs.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-09-01 at 2:18 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSActually my name is Alfredo Sinterosa and I won't accept being called otherwise
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2017-09-01 at 6:17 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSlol, 'tomas'. which one of you french faggots is that
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2017-09-01 at 6:11 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSAs entertaining as it is for everyone, airing out your dirty laundry about a relationship to a bunch of niggas online is never a good look.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-08-31 at 5:04 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI should turn up with dark sunglasses, in a trenchcoat, a couple of days of stubble and a fifth of burbon in a brown paper bag. Drunkenly slur "What's up BITCHES, who's ready to turn up the heat and get COOKIN?!?" Maybe draw a big penis on the whiteboard instead of my name, you know, to assert dominance, take control of the classroom
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2017-08-31 at 4:05 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSMe and my friends found out theres a 311 cruise vacation you can go on where its just a 3 day party cruise with each day being nothing but 311 playing........
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2017-08-31 at 3:08 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
This is Nick Blinko, a cat that was schizophrenic and wrote and drew most of his music and art while in wards and published inbetween stays....The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-08-30 at 10:37 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by RestStop Does anyone else generally feel better at night? It's odd it's as if my problems don't exist once it's dark and generally the later it is (think 10pm+) the less stressed I feel about problems the better I feel physically. I think I'm basically saying fuck day light.
Definitely. Been like that since I was a kid.
