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2024-08-15 at 9:11 PM UTC in So this is it with GG (menopause)
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2024-08-15 at 8:08 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentThe itinerary now is to go to the aircraft museum to connect with my dad, hire a male escort to give me a massage, maybe call him back the next day for something more, meet my dealer, maybe meet someone else who wants to die off the internet, then die.
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2024-08-15 at 2:36 PM UTC in So this is it with GG (menopause)African men are jamming dry leaves up there to have dry sex with their women, and they continue to do this despite knowing it is one of the reasons HIV is so prevalent on the dark continent. You don't even need to forage pussy leaves for GG to stay dry while you rail her, and you're complaining? What luxury, Donald! Embrace it!
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2024-08-15 at 2:01 AM UTC in So this is it with GG (menopause)are you trying to make people gay
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2024-08-14 at 11:56 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2024-03-24 at 1:58 AM UTC in Oreo makes tranny cookies
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2020-10-22 at 3:36 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
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2020-10-22 at 8:17 AM UTC in Farmers who had sex 'hundreds of times' with horses, dogs, goats and cows 'must stay in jail'scare a cow too much and the milk will go sour, and sour milk don't keep the wood furnace on
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2020-10-21 at 3:30 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
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2020-10-21 at 1:49 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionMash are you even conscious and aware right now?
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2020-10-20 at 5:40 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
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2020-10-20 at 5:35 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionFuck man
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2020-10-20 at 4:58 PM UTC in RIP FuckbiscuitFubi introduced me to the Wingnut Dishwasher's Union with that song. I listened to them and a bunch of other Pat the Bunny stuff pretty religiously for a while.
Fuck. I honestly forgot about all this. I remember he said he was getting me ready to be a gutter punk. This was before I went hitchhiking. -
2020-10-20 at 4:36 PM UTC in RIP FuckbiscuitI remember his sig was "urine speaks louder than words" which I just listened to again and it is so fucking fitting it gave me chills for such an ok song
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2020-10-20 at 4:32 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionpeope.see
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2020-10-20 at 4:32 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
Originally posted by CASPER I think imma bounce. Seems a good a time as any. I have a few posts to 10k. I reload the page throughout the day thinking ill find something there but its just a bunch of lame shit talking and boring dogshit. There no cohesion or meetups or anything. Its just not going to ever be the way it was when we were young and energetic and retarded and didnt have responsibilities or to face the consequences for our actions. Just a bunch of fucking weirdo kids too spergd out to function among the normies, formed a little utopia on the frontier of the internet to eat peyote and blow things up, shoplift, show your taint, make illicit wine, encourage suicide, share gross videos, shove markers in your ass. I think thats where the magic came from. Its kind of a miracle the group has lasted this long, but it kinda feels like that photo of the polar bear floating on a little chunk of ice. Just desperately trying to recapture the LULZ and GOOFS of yesteryear.
idk.
"parties over" vybz from this post. "seeing pieces of myself in everyone else" is why I post here in the first place. Totse/whatever has shaped my identity and influenced my thinking. Most of the people who've had lives with people from the community (CK/tinted glass and Silverfuck/mancannon off the toppa me 'ed) have moved on. I still post here because I'm still a pretty fucked up person albeit someone who's building towards something slightly better and seeking to beat the odds.
I kinda have some gayass unconditional Love for the entire community, of which I identify with moreso than most individuals. Tbh tho this community is a relic of a bygone era. It's good that it still exists as a "base" and Lanny keeps it going which is honestly pretty noble (even if it's just a plan to gentrify Abalama) but the medium/community is obviously past its prime.
It's honestly amazing how many we lost this year (will include sploo/John who died Dec 23rd of 2019) it's like the reaper's been personally seeing to killing us off. I'm glad the torch is still carried by someone. I really just want to put the damn memorial section up so those who have passed can be remembered as part of the community. I feel that's the best contribution I can make. It's funny all the people who messaged me about making the page, their reactions to the content will certainly be interesting -
2020-10-20 at 4:15 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionFar out in the uncharted backwaters of the unfashionable end of the Western Spiral arm of the Galaxy lies a small unregarded yellow sun.
Orbiting this at a distance of roughly ninety-eight million miles is an utterly insignificant little blue-green planet whose ape-descended life forms are so amazingly primitive that they still think cellular phones are a pretty neat idea.
This planet has - or rather had - a problem, which was this: most of the people living on it were unhappy for pretty much of the time. Many solutions were suggested for this problem, but most of these were largely concerned with the movements of small green pieces of paper, which is odd because on the whole it wasn't the small green pieces of paper that were unhappy.
And so the problem remained; lots of the people were mean, and most of them were miserable, even the ones with cellular phones.
Many were increasingly of the opinion that they'd all made a big mistake in coming down from the trees in the first place. And some said that even the trees had been a bad move, and that no one should have ever left the oceans. -
2020-10-20 at 3:49 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionIM GOOD, HOW 'BOUT YOU?
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2020-10-20 at 3:45 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionI literally question my life choices by posting here and wonder if it's sealing an early death for me. I'm trying to find people on fiverr to do BBcode to make something to honer the fallen
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2020-10-20 at 3:45 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
Originally posted by CASPER I guess youre right. Internet friends are just such a weird situation. I think ive been here since i was 14. Even people like Malice - who I never met- that fucked me up. OMGPLZDNTBAN- dying drunk in some shitty corner of Montana by himself. Juicebox. Diet Piano. Hydro and her slow slide into whatever it is now. Its like the movie IT. The Sad Kids Club all grown up but theyre still morose, dysfunctional weirdos. Its just strange. But Fubi was really the last person i expected. I still cant imagine wtf happened. Dude was 28 or 29.
This place just feels like a weird, sad purgatory sometimes.
What's scary is that I don't know if the people who left it really did any better.
I think most people here were just fucked up to begin with, and on some level that has to fuck you up for the rest of your life. Most of us will never be like that straight edge doctor who gets wild on Friday's with two glasses of wine/two beers and loves her/his life but ughhh she/he has to work so much.
Like some people just deal with it so much better, and here's me struggling to stay smoking weed all day so I don't slip into more harmful addictions again. I know lots here feel the same, and fubi did too. But he managed to get out of it for the most part it seems. Like you said, I didn't expect it.
It's so depressing. He did all that work, did all that progress, and for what? What an unfair way to lose his life after all the hospital visits and close calls and risks taken. God must work in some VERY mysterious ways, because it just doesn't make sense to me. How do I know I'm not going to drop dead tomorrow?