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2019-01-30 at 11:49 AM UTC in Can you please help me find a new forum, I don’t belong here
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2019-01-30 at 11:46 AM UTC in Introduced the other side of stephen kingI think it was just Thinner.
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2019-01-30 at 11:46 AM UTC in Where's Lala? Lol"HONEY THIS RANDOM BLACK MAN SAYS HE WONT EVICT US IF YOU LET HIM MAKE SWEET URBAN LOVE TO YOU WHILE I SIT IN THE CORNER AND GIVE HIM ENCOURAGEMENT"
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2019-01-30 at 11:43 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by Jackrabbitpsych Yup you are boy form of me love. No lie. And congrats. Thats a huge feat. Its mainky life style change and wtf to do now that you arent calling searching finding doing
I know. I used to have dreams about being at an upscale, adult party somewhere and id be holding a beer bottle out by the pool, and id mention in conversation that id been ( ) years sober. I want to be able to say that. Because its legitimately the hardest thing ive ever done. I actually thought id have to kill myself to not want heroin anymore. Nothing made the want go away. But i dont think i really registered how bad my depression is, and how many of the symptoms i was feeling (pain, overeating, no sleep then sleeping too much, late to work every day, no energy, muscle fatigue, suicidal ideation, etc) was from that.
So I certainly hope it sticks. I have no fucking clue. Thats what Im trying to figure out. If i can suck some dicks and get some scholarship $, itd be cool to actually have a degree in a thing. And since apparently i havent made myself permanently retarded, Im thinking law school would be something that id enjoy, be able to help people with, and make a living for myself.
If nothing else, its a short term goal.
But ill be goddamned...I cant make myself delete those phone numbers. I mean theyre actually worth money for the kind of wholesalers i managed getting in touch with over the years. I keep getting the feeling like i need to "get" something out of all the years i put in.
ugh. Junkies, right? lol. -
2019-01-30 at 11:36 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by Jackrabbitpsych I was addicted to roxy that turned into H. For 7 years. I quit cold turkey no soboxone. No detox. 6 months of withdrawls…terrible. but i wont make the mistake again
Oh shit i didnt know that. Sounds like women do figure their shit out in half the time rofl. Only took me 13 years. -
2019-01-30 at 11:34 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2019-01-30 at 11:32 AM UTC in post your pic thread
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2019-01-30 at 11:28 AM UTC in post your pic threadYeah but it certainly makes life easier. lol.
If youre a decent looking, witty dude with a huge cock that you can put to work....the world is pretty much your oyster. -
2019-01-30 at 10:32 AM UTC in I haven't drank alcohol or smoked weed in 3 weeksYeah. Now youll only confuse me with Zanick. Wherever he/they are. lol.
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2019-01-30 at 10:30 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionOh also- since this thread is now my journal- I just looked at the date in the corner of the screen and i do believe its exactly 60 days i havent gotten high. I mean im still on meds, but 90% of my problem was needing to be high to get through the day, so this is a pretty big change.
"2 months sober" sounds way better, but im a stickler for the truth. -
2019-01-30 at 10:28 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionYeah since i dont get the benefit of bedtime heroin, ive had trouble falling asleep lately. Gonna try to wait till 5am and see if i cant hit the clinic and get my councilling session done, then sleep until work.
I mean if i laid down, I could probably sleep, but im always more active at night. -
2019-01-30 at 10:26 AM UTC in Buying floor seats to a preseason NBA game just to show off
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2019-01-30 at 10:25 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2019-01-30 at 10:23 AM UTC in Stopping my out of control drinking with the help of marijuana 1/29/19 update!Weed actually really does help. If youre able to go to a medical weed store, ask them for good CBD weed. Idk wtf is up with this stuff, but it seems to have pretty much shut down the whole addictive part of my brain.
in any case...good luck man. Its awesome when people make positive changes. Shit is hard. You should get to take pride in it. -
2019-01-30 at 10:18 AM UTC in If you are NOT a drug user, pedophile, medicated for mental illness or should be, an alcoholic, on disability, under the age of 40, a bible thumper, think rape is hot, or hate womenEx (hopefully) heroin addict
Probably should be on antidepressants
Im so fat and fucked up I may as well be disabled . lol.
I am under the age of 40 (30)
Dont go to church anymore, but i can recite pretty much any bible story.
Dont hate women
But admittedly, if someone were to sign a waiver and give me video taped consent, i would all kinds of break in and rape a bitch. But is that REALLY rape anymore? *shrug* I blame my batshit ex. I was never into that shit until she had me start choking her and stuff. Was totally not my thing.
On a related note....what if you rapist was really attractive and attentive to your needs? lol. What if you totally wouldve fucked him anyway? Do you call the cops or start leaving windows open? -
2019-01-30 at 10:08 AM UTC in I haven't drank alcohol or smoked weed in 3 weeksI just drank a bottle and a half of wine and chewed a few melatonin.
Welcome to the moderation club, bruh. -
2019-01-30 at 10:06 AM UTC in Holy shit I made itcongrats bubbie.
i belieb inu -
2019-01-30 at 10:02 AM UTC in 'Why Don't You Fuck Me, Then?'Nigga get on your psych meds and eat some kale.
You know i love you, blake.
Youre breaking my heart, son. -
2019-01-30 at 9:52 AM UTC in let's revive the internet of 1995 - 2005Im streaming Tenacious D's newest song in Windows Media Player, but it has to do a 45 second buffer for every 3 seconds of play time.
Am I still going to sit there and watch it all the way through?
Probably. -
2019-01-30 at 9:39 AM UTC in How many Ghost theme usernames?I dont think theres many. Im not a notable enough personality to have spawned clones.
