2019-01-29 at 6:38 PM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
So when I started this I was drinking a 40oz King Cobra and 3 Budweisers every night after work.
On the weekends I was drinking however much vodka it would take before I would fall through a door or wake up covered in piss.
This weekend was kinda rough.
After a good week last week of knocking my drinking down by a beer (maybe a lil more even) I went into the weekend with a big bottle of vodka which I drank on Saturday and Sunday but I also went to the bar Sunday too so all in all I got drunk 3 times in 2 days again.
Anyways after a shaky start at work last night and just feeling really low of energy I went home fairly tired and smoked weed and began to drink as usual.
I have plenty of alcohol and backup alcohol but at the gas station last night I only grabbed my 40oz King Cobra and a 24 oz Budweiser.
My plan was to drink that and only that.
Well after smoking a couple bowls and chugging my malt liquor to buzz me I found myself putting down the 24oz can after only drinking maybe a 1/3rd of it (no more)
It very well could have just been a quarter of that 24oz.
I woke up today feeling sick as usual but not nearly as sick as somedays (especially Monday).
With that said I do believe something has changed and I am making progress cutting back.
It took a few weeks of smoking weed and also for the holidays to come to an end before anything significant really started to happen.
But today brings a new hope for me.
I am going to continue to pursue my sobriety.
Or I am just drinking extra fast lately and passing out earlier.
Either way...
I just wanted to share this with you guys.
Hope everyone is having a great day.
I love you all very much.
2019-01-29 at 10:52 PM UTC
Just drink in moderation. don't tell us you're going to do this. I think this is your second post about it.
Have a beer or two. no more. smoke some buds with it or better yet vape it. or prepare some marijuana butter or go buy hash oil (it's legal in California last time I checked) and make it with that substituting butter. (Make cookies or brownies)
remember that it's best to consume half the brownie 90 minutes prior to netflix. it will still take another half hour to kick in. this is when you start nursing beers. if you want a third beer. have some rolling rocks to replace the third or forth.
relax. watch a movie. write down what you think of and see if it's funny or mind blowing the following day. There was a study that said people on pot were no more creative thinking. Maybe not, but that's when the creative thoughts kick in the most.
2019-01-30 at 10:23 AM UTC
Weed actually really does help. If youre able to go to a medical weed store, ask them for good CBD weed. Idk wtf is up with this stuff, but it seems to have pretty much shut down the whole addictive part of my brain.
in any case...good luck man. Its awesome when people make positive changes. Shit is hard. You should get to take pride in it.
2019-01-31 at 12:17 AM UTC
Gabapentin is used to help stop the drinking of alcohol. and there is on drug that will make you violently throw up and become quizy if you ever think of drinking it again.
2019-01-31 at 12:29 AM UTC
The navy is watching, they will fix you, without your permission.
2019-01-31 at 1:56 AM UTC
Originally posted by SpaceCakes
Gabapentin is used to help stop the drinking of alcohol. and there is on drug that will make you violently throw up and become quizy if you ever think of drinking it again.
I was talking to a guy the other day that just got out of rehab within the last 2 weeks. He told me gabapentin really helps. He is also getting the Vivitrol shot. That’s the stuff that makes you ill if you drink alcohol.
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2019-01-31 at 3:31 AM UTC
Been telling you guys this for years. All you need is a great sativa.
