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2019-03-24 at 6:30 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by GGG4 How do you actually watch that swill. It's probably one of the worst shows I've ever seen, right up there with Fairy Tail and Gintama
The more clips I watch, the more I appreciate it. It's a bunch of homoerotic "battles" between buff, sweaty men in leather daddy gear clashing their unique powerful spiritual energies (names after 80s rock bands and American pop culture references) against each other until one is entirely overcum.
All I remember is I played jump heroes at a friends house the other day, and one of the dudes had his psychic megazord Za warudo power, and I just spammed it the whole match. Homie was not happy. -
2019-03-24 at 6:25 AM UTC in Getting on the same bus as Malice
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2019-03-24 at 6:23 AM UTC in Getting on the same bus as Malice
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2019-03-23 at 7:33 AM UTC in Getting on the same bus as MaliceThat's exactly what announced it
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2019-03-23 at 7:33 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionPretty sure I have opioid induced adrenal insufficiency. Would explain a lot of shit. If malice were here, he'd no doubt have paragraphs of shit to say about it, as well as suggestions of Chinese research chemicals to inject in pot my buttock to make me better.
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2019-03-23 at 7:30 AM UTC in Getting on the same bus as Malice
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2019-03-22 at 2:29 PM UTC in How can i trick a girl into liking me
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2019-03-22 at 2:27 PM UTC in How can i trick a girl into liking meI read the OP is "how to trick a girl into licking me"
Ummm...tell her to close her eyes and guess a flavor of ice cream, then pull the cone away? -
2019-03-22 at 6:13 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionDon't sleep
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2019-03-22 at 5:03 AM UTC in Getting on the same bus as MaliceYeah tbh I probably would've deleted this. I'll never post a suicide note anywhere unless I'm absolutely going to be dead.
But for anyone planning on offing themselves, at least Mr. Hernandez provides a look at what you should expect. -
2019-03-22 at 3:11 AM UTC in Malice's Autopsy Reporti think what §m£ÂgØL is trying to say is that he wants to take a week long break from the site
Or is this some kind of hipster metaphor for a dead person? -
2019-03-22 at 3:06 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-03-22 at 3:05 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionThats the one thing that actually helped a lot. When i realized it was probably depression and not just "drugs and feeling icky" all these years, it became something i could grapple with. Its like the mental health equivalent of throwing a bowl of flour on a ghost so you can then fight it.
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2019-03-22 at 1:11 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Common De-mominator You understand that these disorders actually involve your neurochemistry right? You can't logic your way out of depression, body or autism and it will always be a hindrance unless they actually get a handle on what's happening
Yeah thats true. I think what §m£ÂgØL is trying to say though is that there are practical steps you can take to mitigate the effects of depression. Whats true for me is not necessarily true for everyone- but I for instance, had really bad depression all these years. All the shit ive written about. Im still not wild about living at home, being on methadone, the job im working. But as soon as i stopped heroin (although i still on methadone, so i cant think stoping heroin alone would be possible for the reversal?), started taking CBD, eating better, exercising, reaching out to people i hadnt talked to in a long time, talking about trying to get clean and my depression, etc....id say like 90% of my symptoms are gone. Taking action in a lot of cases can actually cause your brain to start producing the right neurotransmitters again. Theres no telling if any of that wouldve worked for Justin, but the fact is that he really didnt try too hard. School was a good start, but boxes of assorted chinese RCs do not constitute "doing stuff to get better" -
2019-03-21 at 8:53 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-03-21 at 8:46 PM UTC in Malice's Autopsy Report
Originally posted by -SpectraL To be perfectly honest, I'm thinking this whole thing could be a lark, Casper. I mean, how do we even know if the guy's name in the autopsy report is Malice? Could be a totally different dead guy.
Did you happen to look at the email address on the messages I posted? He's dead dude. Too many coincidences. Who goes to all that trouble for a little shit forum like ours? No one does.
1. Autopsy report describes the features we know him to have
2. Email address matches name on the report.
3. Age/ birthdate matches what I remember (i.e. A couple months before mine)
4. Same situation with his parents/family (who disappears for 10 years and ends up in a mental institution)
5. Posted a screenshot of his interactions on a suicide forum, under the same name, confirming some of the same info.
6. Used the exact same drugs that Malice posted date stamped photo of- to kill himself
7. His body was found the very night that he posted he was going to kill himself.
8. Autism
If that doesn't convince you, dude....idk what to tell you.ive got some bricks of gold I'll sell you for half price, just cashapp me the skrilla. -
2019-03-21 at 8:44 PM UTC in Malice's Autopsy ReportI just imagined the Justin in that picture trying to smile, and cracked up laughing. Like trying to tech an alien to laugh,
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2019-03-21 at 8:43 PM UTC in Malice's Autopsy ReportGood find on the picture, twist. Idk if it's one we can use for an obituary tho. Rofl.
Dat resting bitch face. He had to be doing that partially on purpose. -
2019-03-21 at 8:28 PM UTC in Where is the line between being a junkie and not?
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2019-03-21 at 8:24 PM UTC in Malice's Autopsy Report
Originally posted by -SpectraL I think his father posted the "Suicide" note above his bed, and the kid actually died accidentally from taking too much shit trying to get to sleep. I mean, why would you blindfold yourself and put earplugs in if you were going to be dead in 20 minutes? Makes no sense, unless someone else put that note there. Sure, he posted the bus had arrived, but that could have meant he was planning on going for treatment the following morning and took an extra dose that night for the nervousness, and then accidentally overdosed.
Ugh dude.
No conspiracy here. You think he took NEMBUTAL for shits n giggles? Is it they new thing on the scene that the news should warn parents about their kids taking? "Social Media Craze Fuels String of Teenage Euthenasia Overdoses"???
I think the more likely explanation is that, despite all his rationalization- he was scared.
He said as much in the sanctioned suicide forum. He was scared not knowing what would happen, after. He was scared that fight or flight would kick in and he'd throw up or have an anxiety attack, and die in pain. He was scared he'd lose his guts and get kicked out and then be homeless and stuck with no painless way to end his life.
I think the much more likely explanation is that it's easier to lay there and die when you're not looking at your books. The tree outside. Your cat. When you're not listening to your mom making dinner in the kitchen. Not listening to someone talking about technical school on TV. Not looking at your phone to see if anyone will serendipitously text you, and give you a reason to hang around for another 24 hours. I think it was still hard for him, but he found a way to get it done.
There's no conspiracy here, man.
