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2019-03-21 at 8:38 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ He sure did want to make sure it was known he was far into that spectrum. Pro babbly because if you are adamant you're something it's easier to not do anything to change it. Like my depression. oh I am super depressed like high end of the depression spectrum yeah theres no hope for me
This is a solid observation. That's why I have qualms about people going to psychologists and psychiatrists and stuff. It's their job to diagnose you, and once you're diagnosed that means you're SICK. You need help. You have a condition that you are suffering from. Some people think they'll just NEVER grow out of it. Their bipolar disorder will never get better, their depression can never improve, etc. And by doing that, they turn their pessimistic ideas into reality. Of course it's true in some cases, and with some disorders, but for the vast majority of people, being autistic or bipolar or depressed isn't the end all. Your life is not over. You don't have to let that shit own you.
I hallucinate whenever I'm stressed or haven't slept. It sucks but I just power through it and try to be objective about it so that I can keep my sanity. Luckily I don't suffer from delusions and I almost always know they're hallucinations. Nobody in my life knows about it unless I've told them, so I guess I do a good job at keeping it to myself. A lot of people do think I'm a fucking weirdo though, because I'll say things like "We should get a tarantula for the night" and get a lot of weird looks. My good friends just go with it though and then we talk about tarantulas. It's great. Always possible to find people and places where you fit in, you know? Don't gotta feel victimized just because you have X condition.
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2019-03-21 at 8:53 PM UTC
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2019-03-21 at 8:55 PM UTC
Originally posted by GGG This is a solid observation. That's why I have qualms about people going to psychologists and psychiatrists and stuff. It's their job to diagnose you, and once you're diagnosed that means you're SICK. You need help. You have a condition that you are suffering from. Some people think they'll just NEVER grow out of it. Their bipolar disorder will never get better, their depression can never improve, etc. And by doing that, they turn their pessimistic ideas into reality. Of course it's true in some cases, and with some disorders, but for the vast majority of people, being autistic or bipolar or depressed isn't the end all. Your life is not over. You don't have to let that shit own you.
I hallucinate whenever I'm stressed or haven't slept. It sucks but I just power through it and try to be objective about it so that I can keep my sanity. Luckily I don't suffer from delusions and I almost always know they're hallucinations. Nobody in my life knows about it unless I've told them, so I guess I do a good job at keeping it to myself. A lot of people do think I'm a fucking weirdo though, because I'll say things like "We should get a tarantula for the night" and get a lot of weird looks. My good friends just go with it though and then we talk about tarantulas. It's great. Always possible to find people and places where you fit in, you know? Don't gotta feel victimized just because you have X condition.
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You mean like "I'm too depressed to work therefor I refuse to get a job or back to school" ?? -
2019-03-21 at 9:08 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Dude, most people who would do what he's done for me would expect, if not demand sex.
Most people would think that we were in a relationship the way we are, and how we do shit. Hell, most the other homeless friends we have think we are a couple. It's just easier to let them think that, and it also keeps them from trying to make a move on me.
I'm really lucky that I have the friend I have. I may not have many blessings in life atm, but he definitely is a blessing.
I also had a man come up and pray for me this morning, praying I'd be healed. Well… I don't generally buy into all that shit, but my pain has been a lot better than it has been. I was even able to half as "run" for about 30 ft which I haven't barely been able to walk fast muchless do anything like that. Right now I couldn't since I'm hurting a bit, but I'll have some dope in me soon enough.
I'm really tired. I can't wait to get some sleep soon.
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2019-03-21 at 10:07 PM UTCWell stop doing that.
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2019-03-21 at 10:22 PM UTCpeople say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
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2019-03-21 at 10:28 PM UTC
Originally posted by GGG This is a solid observation. That's why I have qualms about people going to psychologists and psychiatrists and stuff. It's their job to diagnose you, and once you're diagnosed that means you're SICK. You need help. You have a condition that you are suffering from. Some people think they'll just NEVER grow out of it. Their bipolar disorder will never get better, their depression can never improve, etc. And by doing that, they turn their pessimistic ideas into reality. Of course it's true in some cases, and with some disorders, but for the vast majority of people, being autistic or bipolar or depressed isn't the end all. Your life is not over. You don't have to let that shit own you.
I hallucinate whenever I'm stressed or haven't slept. It sucks but I just power through it and try to be objective about it so that I can keep my sanity. Luckily I don't suffer from delusions and I almost always know they're hallucinations. Nobody in my life knows about it unless I've told them, so I guess I do a good job at keeping it to myself. A lot of people do think I'm a fucking weirdo though, because I'll say things like "We should get a tarantula for the night" and get a lot of weird looks. My good friends just go with it though and then we talk about tarantulas. It's great. Always possible to find people and places where you fit in, you know? Don't gotta feel victimized just because you have X condition.
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You understand that these disorders actually involve your neurochemistry right? You can't logic your way out of depression, body or autism and it will always be a hindrance unless they actually get a handle on what's happening. -
2019-03-21 at 10:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by Common De-mominator You understand that these disorders actually involve your neurochemistry right? You can't logic your way out of depression, body or autism and it will always be a hindrance unless they actually get a handle on what's happening.
nah man, he'll jack off and take a shower and then it'll already be bedtime so he can be unproductive all over again tomorrow
oh god im going to hell for th
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2019-03-21 at 10:30 PM UTC
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2019-03-21 at 10:33 PM UTCFor example if you got half your body blown off by an IED but survived, and used get status to acquire vulva.
