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2019-05-05 at 6:04 AM UTC in normies are fucking cucks
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III people in this thread are the type to lie about hanging out with black people to look more cool lmao
Ive never hung out with a black person for any considerable length of time.
Wait no there was one. But he was a fucking nightmare. Every stereotype you can name....idk if he counts though since he was buying frugs from me. I certainly dont have any black friends, but then again I dont have any white friends sooo.... -
2019-05-05 at 6:01 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III i'm pretty sure it works, just dangerous
Yeah i think its just easy to blow out the smaller vessels, not to mention theres a lot of nerves n shit there.And Whereas if you miss in a muscle, the muscle kind of contains the infection and lets it fester, pus over and eventually heal- any kind of infection in your dick would get pretty bad pretty quickly.
Fubi used to hit the femoral all the time tho. When he fixed in my car, thats where he went for first. Lol. Pants halfway down in my passenger seat with blood dripping from his fingers from the rusty razor blade i had in my glove box.
Majestic.
But yeah that and the neck are pretty much last resort. -
2019-05-05 at 5:57 AM UTC in Hydromorphone and §m£ÂgØL need to get back together.
Originally posted by GGG123 Yeah I forgot you were there the whole time with your boyfriend.
And dude. Shes always been cool to you, afaik (maybe im wrong). I dont necessarily "buy into" a lot of stuff regarding gender identification or pronouns n shit like that. But if someone youve known for years goes out of their way to hack their balls off and make major life changes, then I feel like the least i can do is- if nothing else- just not fuck with them constantly. I feel like a gigantic faggot for even having to say this. But of all the people here- shes probably one of the easiest-going. -
2019-05-05 at 5:53 AM UTC in Hydromorphone and §m£ÂgØL need to get back together.
Originally posted by GGG123 I made an alt to address this: Hydro is absolutely an awful person. She has the worst temper out of anybody I have seen in my entire life. She once threatened to file a false rape claim against me. The way she treated her child was downright neglectful. Like, I shouldn't have been changing more diapers than her while I was there, but I had to because she wasn't doing it and would just let him sit in shit. She also believes in hitting your children and once smacked her child when he was a year old. Not hard, which she is absolutely sure to emphasize, but what the fuck you don't hit babies period.
Not to mention she's a thief and probably would've gone to prison for it had the evidence for the investigation not been acquired illegally. Wasn't even that long ago that she was sending me death threats and handing my PI out to other users here. She's a bad person through and through and she deserves every bad thing that happens to her. The best part for me is that all of these terrible things in her life are purely through her own fault. She cannot hold relationships for very long and that's why she's constantly meeting new people to use, which I'm sure some of you have noticed. She's a very personable person and I'm not surprised some of you think she's nice, but I assure you that's a facade. Like Bill Krozby noticed, she is very fake.
I may not be perfect, but I don't start yelling matches and I don't get violent when I'm angry. One of the best feelings in my life so far was getting on the Greyhound away from this bitch and watching her cry from the window. I think she told me that she was going to be so upset by my leaving, that she was thinking about killing herself and didn't want to go home to her child. Another time me and her roommate got sick of her shit and started walking down the road away from her, so she followed us in her truck and told us she'd take us to a motel, which she did. She then guilted the both of us into going back by saying she couldn't take care of her child by herself. Which to be fair, was probably true.
Meanwhile I was seeing this girl for like a year and we yelled/got violent exactly zero times. Hydro is caustic as hell and I assure you I am not the only one in her life who thinks that lol. I'm only caustic online, not in real life.
You could be right. I certainly dont know her at all, but then again you all know me only from what i say on here, so i could be completely leaving out any of the dirt someone would find objectionable. Shes clearly fucked up an an addict and some kind of mentally ill, and if everything youre saying was true, who's to say how she would be as a normal, healthy, sober person? Its hard to say. And when someone has put you through serious misery like that, its often really tempting to look back and believe that theyre just an awful person. It feels easier to believe that, rather than you just happened to have them stumble into your life for just long enough to fuck your life up...but that"really theyre decent deep down". Idk. Its hard to make an honest appraisal of someone when theyre fucked up like that.
Ive stolen jedielry from my mom and gone through her purse for $10 for dope.
Ive broken into houses
Ive sold drugs to mothers with their kid in the car, when id cut them off and told them i wouldnt sell to them if they ever brought their kid again.
I walked away from a meth house were the children were filthy, unwashed, eating handfuls of dirt in a filthy oversized Barney t-shirt, and I didnt call CPS because i didnt want to get anyone in trouble.
Ive sold guns, knowing full well someone might be hurt. I remember one batch I was selling- I was like "If youre going to go kill someone with this shit, im not going to sell them to you. Its for self defense, because i trust you to not be a shitbag." And he just said "No its cool. We just gonna take them home to Mexico." And i needed that money so badly, in my head that seemed like a reasonable explanation. Mexico. No one is going to be hurt. Just taking them to the desert. To Mexico.
Now that Im clean(er), I acknowledge how fucked up that was. I acknowledge that people might not be alive bc of what I enabled. I feel like Im a decent person deep down...but what does that action say about me as a person?
Idk. You could be right. But the shit ive seen and the shit ive done and the fucking gauntlet ive been through...ive met very few genuinely bad people. Mostly Ive met a lot of fucked up, sad people who dont know how to deal with life or deal with adversity, and who just want the pain to stop for a little while- no matter the cost. -
2019-05-05 at 5:25 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentJust got home. Went to a diner with a few people after the NA meeting. God its so nice just to do normal shit.
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2019-05-04 at 4:57 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-05-04 at 4:56 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III even if you don't react outwardly there is still probably some body language you give off or something
Its also possible hes just an autistic alien. He hates chocolate because its too sweet. He carries around nose spray all day because he has bad allergies. He quotes anime all day long. He said he doesnt want to answer the phone because he gets anxiety when people get mad at him. -
2019-05-04 at 4:45 PM UTC in Hydromorphone and §m£ÂgØL need to get back together.
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2019-05-04 at 4:44 PM UTC in normies are fucking cucks
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2019-05-04 at 4:42 PM UTC in normies are fucking cucks
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2019-05-04 at 4:39 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-05-04 at 4:10 PM UTC in Hydromorphone and §m£ÂgØL need to get back together.
Originally posted by DietYellow Hydro is a cognitive dissonant who wants nothing more than everyone to both like her and take pity on her. She has no ambition to do anything productive and is happiest playing in the mud with the other dirt grownups. She chose heroin over her kid, her health, her house, her husband and friends, and every one of her possessions.
She wants everyone else to validate her use of opioids and feel sorry for her that she "has" to use them. Even if it means getting other people hooked on them just they so they will agree with her. There is nothing she won't do for them, and she's probably a nice person, but always chooses to cause problems because she can't deal without some kind of "fun" (toxic) relationship dynamics in her life that she created.
I also cannot refute this.
Consider this my placeholder. Ill spend a couple hours formulating a more vigorous argument. -
2019-05-04 at 3:30 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2019-05-04 at 2:42 PM UTC in normies are fucking cucksPeople dont want real adventure. That risks being stranded overseas or imprisoned or beheaded by ISIS, or strung out on drugs or with some terrible STD. What they want is things to fill the time, to feel less alone. Polaroids and cheap souvenirs to add to their little box of memories so that when theyre old and limp dicked, they can say they have NO REGERTS. Cant really blame them for that. Just a place to take some photos online so everyone else knows youre out living life and being a successful adult and having responsible fun.
If a 16 dollar muddled bayleaf-lime-pineapple vodka mixed in an "authentic" dive bar with a bunch of vintage shit on the walls and a carefully curated indie rock soundtrack makes them feel better about the 48 hours they have to themselves before they go back to trade away their life for salary again on monday, then i fucking envy them. -
2019-05-04 at 2:35 PM UTC in tc is destroyed
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2019-05-04 at 2:33 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Sudo I hate "talkers" and cocaine turns people into talkers which is ultra gay
Well that was one was i could always tell good coke from bad. Bad coke is speedy and will have you being annoying and jittery and active. Good coke is smooth, and just makes you want to put on some good music and close your eyes, and rock back and forth to feel the exquisite sensation of your dick rubbing against your jeans.
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III lol believing that doesn't make it true though. i've heard/experienced/seen enough opiate rampages or meltdowns to know that it's definitely a real thing. maybe not in every single person, but at least most people. and i don't think you'd really know anyways, when's the last time you've been totally off opiates?
2005. But ive always hated loud, annoying people. Ive definitely become more confrontational about my dislikes, but my threshold for faggot shit was always pretty low. Like he can make his jokes- thats fine. But when hes doing the "Dad, are we there yet?" thing, or hiding behind a box and whispering "Trevor!" 43 times to get attention, or Naruto running around the store....it feels like a punch to the balls deep in my soul.
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2019-05-04 at 2:28 PM UTC in Hydromorphone and §m£ÂgØL need to get back together.
Originally posted by Sudo I haven't seen one redeeming thing that she's ever posted except I vaguely recall once like 80 years and a conceptual hitchhike ago she posted about a sick mare at her §m£ÂgØLfucking husbands barn or something and IIRC it was kind of a sad and sentimental story. Everything else has been horrible attention seeking and regaling a website with tales of selfish degeneracy from the literal gutter. I'm a horrible piece of shit myself, in fact I implore women to call me a piece of shit while engaging in coitus but I don't try to affect a fake whimsical attitude about my failures and mooch off Everyone, endlessly play the victim card and blame others for my situation.
I can't say I "know" her any more than I know anyone on the internet I've never met. However I do know lots of people like her and they're terrible people and yet I don't feel they're as terrible as she is.
I mean she turned §m£ÂgØL Gay
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2019-05-04 at 2:25 PM UTC in Hydromorphone and §m£ÂgØL need to get back together.
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2019-05-04 at 2:15 PM UTC in Hydromorphone and §m£ÂgØL need to get back together.
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2019-05-04 at 2:14 PM UTC in Hydromorphone and §m£ÂgØL need to get back together.
Originally posted by Sudo Hydro is a literal trash bum who obviously affects a facade regarding their situation. I'm positive that if there was a way to harvest §m£ÂgØLs organs without getting caught she would do it.
Hydro is the type of person to steal a small amount of drugs from you, help you look for it and depending on how angry you are, may drop it and act like a hero for "finding" it. She mooches off a vet who lives in a car, taking the meagre pension he gets and spends it on drugs. She gave the vet heroin "because he was in pain" but was obviously hoping he would enjoy it and spend more of his money on drugs so she would benefit. This is fucking obvious if you aren't retarded
Hydro is a horrible person, way worse than §m£ÂgØL, who's just a little faggot who bought into her shit. I've never seen a pic of hydro either so she's likely too ugly to use her looks to her advantage.
Let's hope she doesn't find out the vet has a life insurance policy
Idk enough about her to judge one way or another, but she knows i dont approve of a lot of her choices...but i dont need to. Ive definitely done the same thing...giving someone drugs with the corner-of-the-mind realization that it would be to my benefit if we became "running buddies". Theres the person and then theres the addiction. You certainly cant put everything on that, but i think anyone whos been in opiates long enough has done something to that effect. And i definitely dont like the attention seeking or the carefully curated posts, but it get the feeling shes a decent person deep down. When it comes down to it though, an addict is always going to look out for their personal interests first, no matter how altruistic you are. Shes lonely and depressed and fucked up, addicted, and in terrible health, but even with all that shit, im not convinced shes an awful person. Im not even sure §m£ÂgØL would say that. More likely i think hed say shes just fucking crazy.
