Posts by CASPER

1. 2019-05-10 at 7:33 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
   

   CASPER Soldier of Fourchin

   Originally posted by mmQ I'll download the app. Theres a reason I'm not there and its because i haven't a working laptop in w months.

   
   whats wrong with yours?
2. 2019-05-09 at 1:52 PM UTC in Official GoT Thread
   

   CASPER Soldier of Fourchin

   Originally posted by Octavian Dragon eggs niggas! Would explain Drogon's absence a few seasons ago. I hope this is true.

   
   It takes a really long time for them to grow big enough to be useful. In the books for a year or more they were like big scaly seagulls.
3. 2019-05-09 at 6:33 AM UTC in Official GoT Thread
   

   CASPER Soldier of Fourchin

   Originally posted by Lanny Cerci was fucking her brother before Robert's rebellion though, right?

   
   Yeah iirc, as preteens, they heard stories about the incestuous Targaryen family and decided to start diddling each other.
4. 2019-05-08 at 2:56 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
   

   CASPER Soldier of Fourchin

   Originally posted by HTS what's the weather like up there? heheheheh
   
   Are you sure it's the land of milk and honey? That it's not all hate and money, and that there's a canopy of greed holding you down?

   
   Theres a lot of spiderwebs. Like a LOT.
   
   The struggle is real.
5. 2019-05-08 at 5:29 AM UTC in Friends, my penis is officially broken
   

   CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
   A bunch of things can affect hormone levels. If youre drinking...obv whiskey dick. If youre doing speed, thats a surefire recipe for limp dick.
   
   Hydro is right, though. I havent had sex in like 7 years now. Opiates just take all desire away. If the opportunity wouldve presented itself, its not like i wouldnt have done it. But i just dont obsess over it or anything. Mostly i miss making a girl cum and all the cute shit their faces do. i dont even jack off anymore. And i noticed when i dont for a few weeks, i get weirdly aggressive. Thats when I start hitting up Tinder and craigslist and spittin game like Ol Daddy Big Dick. Testosterone could definitely be a factor. My hair was even falling out for a while, which is apparently a sign of low T. Panny said the same shit.
   
   Im curious to get prescribed Test and thyroid stuff, but if it brings my sex drive back again itll probably drive me crazy.
6. 2019-05-08 at 4:46 AM UTC in Official GoT Thread
   

   CASPER Soldier of Fourchin

   Originally posted by -mal- I think all the strong women had to be raped to become so. This kind of annoys me about the writers. It also made me wonder if cersi ever got raped and maybe that’s why she prefers her brother…

   
   Well essentially she was, yes. She was sold off to Robert Baratheon by her father to solidify an alliance. She hated him and he fucked whores and got all fat and gross. So by 2019 standards, yes she was raped. I think Arya is the only one who wasnt raped, but in the book theres the threat of it i believe.
   
   But yeah- its like the batman origin story for women. Parents get killed outside a movie theatre- become a superhero. Get raped- become a badass revenge-crazy bitch.
7. 2019-05-08 at 4:31 AM UTC in Official GoT Thread
   

   CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
   Also- being raped and brutalized apparently made Sansa a bearable human being, and gave her badass super powers.
8. 2019-05-08 at 4:30 AM UTC in Official GoT Thread
   

   CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
   OH YEAH.... And the idea that shell going to break the cycle of tyranny by frying thousands of innocent civilians in a besieged city. Such lazy fuckin writing.
   
   I WONDER IF SHELL DO IT GUISE?
9. 2019-05-08 at 12:41 AM UTC in Official GoT Thread
   

   CASPER Soldier of Fourchin

   Originally posted by -mal- But really why was Jon so useless in that battle….

   
   Because they needed a woman to take the lead. The writers said they wanted to make jon fail so arya could save the day.
   
   i rolled my eyes like 8 times.
   
   Jamie and Brienne.
   Brienne "taking charge" and undressing him
   Brienne chasing after him and crying as he rode off
   Arya and baratheons kid fucking and then her saying she "was no lady"
   Grey wORM being a surrogate for trans folk "You dont have to have a dick to be a badass man, mmmkay?"
   Killing the magical dragon with some bullshit toy
10. 2019-05-08 at 12:30 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
    

    CASPER Soldier of Fourchin

    Originally posted by hydromorphone Casper, what made you decide to give up using/selling dope? I can see why people get out of the game of selling, as you have to be perfect EVERYTIME, and not fuck up, but the cops only have to be right once to pop your ass. I also see why people stay in the game until they die or get popped, as I can imagine it's easy to get used to the money, and easy/cheap(er) access to good dope, not to mention, there are a lot of people who like the status being even a lower end dealer gets/always having "friends" around, feeling cool doing whatcha do and all.
    
    I guess everyone has their own reasons for getting clean though. Just curious what yours is.
    
    I wish to God I could just be normal, not having a monkey on my back everyday. I guess you still have a monkey on your back, so even if I was able to get like you, I'd still just feel fucked up about it, since I just wish I could live without ANY drug that will make me go into WDs if I don't have it, but I definitely am not knocking what you do. I'm genuinely happy for you, and glad you seem at least a bit happier than you were back then. It probably is better than being stuck like I am, I just can't do that shit.
    
    Have you considered getting off that shit eventually too? From what I hear, it's harder to get off than heroin though. WDS are supposed to be worse from everyone I've ever talked to. I'll tell you this though, nothing beats T-PAIN, except benzos… maybe. It's close to being as bad as benzos, in my book. It also lasted forever, at least for me.

    
    Just got tired. The money and the feeling of being successful was pretty amazing. But i was on call like 16 hours a day having to meet 15-20 people every single day. Stress. No time to myself. Paranoid. 3 phones on me all the time. Having t wonder who was actually my friend. Getting pulled over and wondering if i forgot to put anything in the airtight compartment. Hating everyone i talked to. It was just fucked. Took mushrooms and CBD one day and just got out of myself. Was able to step back and realize what a dead end road addiction was, and how unhappy i was making myself, how much potential i was squandering. Just kinda wokeup one day.
    
    And yeah ive been tapering since november. I should be off in a few months. Idk im not gonna dwell too hard on what other people say. The majority of people who withdraw from methadone are in prison or something, not tapering properly
11. 2019-05-07 at 11:37 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
    

    CASPER Soldier of Fourchin

    Originally posted by RestStop Are you like 6'10" or something ? Also you look like a pretty chill dude . Would definitely sell/buy meth from !

    
    6'7"- 6'8 yeah. im pretty laid back. Told you man- shouldve come to LA. It is the land of milk and honey...if milk and honey were shard and H.
12. 2019-05-07 at 11:11 PM UTC in Official GoT Thread
    

    CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    I rolled y eyes so hard at the last episode. Theyre going so hard left theyre going to flip the fucking wagon.
13. 2019-05-07 at 10:50 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
    

    CASPER Soldier of Fourchin

    Originally posted by GX3 I don't even know what girls want. I definitely have a young looking face but I've had women tell me that beard/long hair was the way to go. Got compliments from strangers a few times with my long hair, which was weird.
    
    Then I cut my hair short and started shaving and apparently girls like that too. Instead of my hair I had girls talk about how strong I was ???. At my last job I was briefly groped by this Filipino girl because of it. Was also told I had a good facial structure which I don't get. I grew facial hair to cover up my face. Now I shave and this happens?
    
    I'm starting to think that it doesn't even matter what I do anymore. Somebody is always going to find me attractive. I think the same goes for anyone who at least halfway takes care of themselves and isn't a total ugly fuck. You, Casper? I'm attracted to you bby <3 xoxoxoxo

    
    Thanks man. Yeah I haven't been able to ascertain whether theres a st as heard look to go for. 80% seems like whether you look/feel put together. Yeah I'm not sure if I could pull off the clean shaven look anymore. It just slims my face out. Definitely not look as good as I did in the pictures but perhaps my gray hair gives me points. Lol.
14. 2019-05-07 at 7:18 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
    

    CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    I am. For years i tried to get you guys to make burnt heroin offerings to me, but to no avail.
15. 2019-05-07 at 6:58 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
    

    CASPER Soldier of Fourchin

    Originally posted by Sudo Casper you look like a guy I know. I remember seeing you in tinychat before and remarking that you look young which is definitely a positive trait. I look 4 years younger but used to look younger before life took my soul. Your self esteem is probably lower than it should be

    
    Thanks man. Tbf, these pics are like 9-10 years ago. I only posted these bc i literally dont have any pictures with anyone in my family- mom included- anytime in my deep heroin years. I was still using in these photos, but i wouldve only been 3-4 years in. Yeah the weird young face is why i had to start growing facial hair. But at this point, im 10 years older, 80-90lb heavier, and way more fucked up and jaded.
    
    I dont think im awful, but im a definite realist.
16. 2019-05-07 at 5:16 PM UTC in Can anyone help me find some tech in chicago?
    

    CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    RisiR n Candy will sort u out
17. 2019-05-07 at 5:15 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
    

    CASPER Soldier of Fourchin

    Originally posted by hydromorphone I have no pics anymore. Nothing. Nothing of any of my family or anything. There may be a few on some old hard drives I Have, but that's it.
    
    It doesn't matter anyway. I don't want people to remember me when I'm dead.

    
    Thats pretty emo, brah.
18. 2019-05-07 at 5:14 PM UTC in Your thoughts at the moment
    

    CASPER Soldier of Fourchin

    Originally posted by 🐿 Prove it, big dick.
    
    
    
    
    
    
    p.s. wasnt talking to you.

    
    i dont appreciate the name calling. My huge dick has absolutely zero to do with any of this.
19. 2019-05-07 at 4:42 PM UTC in Your thoughts at the moment
    

    CASPER Soldier of Fourchin

    Originally posted by Thotgirl Though im not drug addicted i legit get pain scripts for legit pain. I try not to be taking anything until the pain becomes crippling i have endo and fibro. Being in pain sucks but whats worse is being addicted to habit you can't afford before my mom got an actual pain management dr. She used to take xannax and vicodin by the handful. I keep my shit to a bare minimum only take half a pill or 1 pill if needed i hated being on xans for anxiety i literally stopped taking those bc they fucked me up to oblivion.

    
    Yeah half the girl i know in the business got in bc they got strung out. Then they did camming or something. Then a movie with the bf. Then broke up with the bf. , etc etc.
    
    Camming is good money though if you market yourself right and make smart investments. I wish i could show old indian men my tits and get rent paid.
20. 2019-05-07 at 4:38 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
    

    CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Ah. Ive not yet been initiated into that particular fraternity.
    
    Ill just grab my anus funnel and ill be by in a jiff.