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2019-06-18 at 12:36 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionHave to somehow drag ass into work. Need to call my sponsor. Need to do my stepwork. Need to call Tmobile at 9am to find out out why their shit is fucked up (since they couldnt tell me at 3 or 4 am). Need to package and ship my ebay sales. Need to go to the methadone clinic and dose/ do my counselling appointment for 80 min. Need to call pastor friend and see if they can accomodate a last minute memorial service and when. Need to try to figure out what kind of service we can put on with a piddly $1850 since no one gives a fuck about you when youre alive and even less seem to care when youre dead. Need to meet with detectives to give them what information people have told me, and then help his mom try to get into his phone/computers and then start selling off the little stuff he hadnt pawned so maybe they can make the rent next month (since they were all putting together their SSI checks).
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2019-06-18 at 12:31 PM UTC in The Canadian Government is Retarded
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2019-06-18 at 12:29 PM UTC in I like my coffee how I like my menStrong and black and fresh out the can?
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2019-06-18 at 12:25 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI do indeed. lol. If i could squeeze some blood into a ziploc bag and mail it off, id do it right now. I still have to call and see what POS far off doctor medi-cal stuck me with now. Just dont wanna deal with it right now. Even the few things i have to do every day feel like way too much.
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2019-06-18 at 12:18 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III honestly you just need to go sober off the opiates for a long ass time. opiate addicts are full of shit most of the time and don't realize it takes a long time for your brain to get back to normal after being addicted. i wasn't even using that heavily or for nearly as long as you did and i quit in march and just now am starting to feel the depression lift. you probably need like a year. it sucks but that's reality and the time is going to pass regardless
Yeah this too. Idk. Ive got some kind of thyroid thing. I know my testosterone is probably super low. Some kind of arthritis is likely since i also seem to have psoriasis. And even being on methadone, methadone keeps your body from repairing its damage. Its hard to know what is the result of what thing. I need to figure out some shit tho. Bc right now im only working 4-6 hours a day, and even that i barely have the energy for and feel fucking awful. -
2019-06-18 at 12:15 PM UTC in I've been raped by a girl
Originally posted by Bill Krozby what about when a girl takes back consent, its evidently a thing….
Well yeah...if she says stop and you keep fucking her= rape.
However the thing where people can decide AFTER the fact that they did not consent, and NOW its rape. Regardless of whether the left wants it to be a thing, or whether society at large considers it a thing....its not a thing.
Its like me right now deciding I didnt really want to eat 24 servings of cinnamon toast crunch last night. That ship has sailed, bitch. -
2019-06-18 at 12:12 PM UTC in Malice isn't dead.I told yall i was a master counterfeiter with offshore bank accounts linked to internet shell companies, and no one believed me.
Now you know.
Its why wise men fear me.
Why they remind you in hushed whispers
"Don't eat toast with the ghost!!" -
2019-06-18 at 12:06 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionYeah my friend has been recommending zoloft, and i kinda know i need to be on something, but ive always been afraid of some irreversible changes or the rebound depression from ceasing dosage. If im at a 6-7 everyday on my best day (10 being i pull the trigger), I dont even want to know what id be like withdrawing.
Still...being able to bang forever seems cool.
Not having as much anxiety seems cool
Having more energy seems cool
Not hating everything and everyone and getting easily annoyed to the point i picture myself crushing someones larnyx while theyre in the middle of pretending that they "just cant find" their mailbox key for the 122nd time this year....would be cool.
Idk. Im a wreck. I wish antidepressants took effect more quickly so i could just take it for a week n see how i liked it. -
2019-06-17 at 7:14 PM UTC in Anyone used to post on ZokletSnoopy got me turned onto The Rageaholic youtube channel so he gets points for that.
Thats the only reason i remember him, otherwise. -
2019-06-17 at 7:12 PM UTC in Nigger shoots firefighter dead after it was saved by him
Originally posted by Ghost Wasn't this the plot of American history X lolol
Its also entirely true.
My next door neighbor is a fire captain, and he had to buy a beater car to drive to work bc the niggers would shoot at the cars going to and from the fire station.
Imagine having to buy a separate car bc you didnt want you nice truck shot to pieces by the ungrateful garbage that you risk your life for on a daily basis.
Better man than me.
He gave me that sun-faded Honda Civic as a graduation present, and it still had two bullet holes in the left rear quarter panel. -
2019-06-17 at 7:08 PM UTC in Anyone used to post on ZokletPolish dude?
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2019-06-17 at 3:20 AM UTC in The user above me is addicted to ________.Larrys toe cheese
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2019-06-16 at 7:40 PM UTC in Are you willing to meet users from here?
Originally posted by toz On another BBS I suggested Vegas some years ago. I would of met up. everyone copped out at the last moment.
I suggested NYC (not just because I planned on going). For DH'ers that might sound like fun.. but no way in hell are totse/zoklet spinoff iterationites gonna show.
Even if I left out the topic of 9/11 they wouldn't risk it.
tells ya something.
I'm super introverted but I'd totally do that. it's hard for me to envision anyone more spergy and socially inept than I am. -
2019-06-16 at 7:38 PM UTC in Are you willing to meet users from here?
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2019-06-16 at 4:45 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2019-06-16 at 4:41 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by Technologist Waiting on my GF, who is always late, to get here so we can go in and stuff our faces at Five Guys. 🍔
Originally posted by toz Waiting for everyone in the room to reciprocate this
You set this up for the punchline.. didn't you.
What- you didn't think you could take all five by yourself?
My job is done. -
2019-06-16 at 4:37 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-06-16 at 4:32 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Octavian Jesus Christ my neighbor (and dealer) knocked on my apartment last night giving me some sympathy spiel about not being alone 'n shit (he's not gay btw). Besides his concern which I do appreciate, it left me feeling like I had fallen down or something. If anything life is going well, I'm working, I'm trying to get back to sober life albeit failing.
Despite having lots of friends I would consider myself an introvert and don't mind long periods alone. Fuck, I've had to endure 6 months of unemployment, insomnia, and the repetition of getting up to do nothing but read/ watch shit online.
I have smoked too much hash lately and become a bit of a procrastinate, not gone the gym in weeks/ relapsing almost every other week. Being sober would help a great deal.
Meh, maybe I could be doing better in hindsight.
lol as someone who has had to give said speech...if you dealer is trying to cheer you up and give you hope and life advice, things are waaaay worse than you think they are. -
2019-06-16 at 4:21 AM UTC in Im daydreaming of Douglas Monks...Daydreaming of Douglass: A Restraining Order Romance
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2019-06-15 at 2:26 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentI just know people forget really quickly. Barely broke $1000 to get this dude buried, and he was friends with hundreds of people.
I know someone knows something, and theyre a lot more likely to tell another junkie than a cop or detective.
They havent even bothered getting the security footage from the bus he took down there to see if he was with anyone.
I dont have anything else going on. Being obsessed with something like this might finally be a productive place to channel all this fucking autism.
