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The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-06-16 at 12:10 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-16 at 4:24 PM UTCJesus Christ my neighbor (and dealer) knocked on my apartment last night giving me some sympathy spiel about not being alone 'n shit (he's not gay btw). Besides his concern which I do appreciate, it left me feeling like I had fallen down or something. If anything life is going well, I'm working, I'm trying to get back to sober life albeit failing.
Despite having lots of friends I would consider myself an introvert and don't mind long periods alone. Fuck, I've had to endure 6 months of unemployment, insomnia, and the repetition of getting up to do nothing but read/ watch shit online.
I have smoked too much hash lately and become a bit of a procrastinate, not gone the gym in weeks/ relapsing almost every other week. Being sober would help a great deal.
Meh, maybe I could be doing better in hindsight. -
2019-06-16 at 4:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by Octavian Jesus Christ my neighbor (and dealer) knocked on my apartment last night giving me some sympathy spiel about not being alone 'n shit (he's not gay btw). Besides his concern which I do appreciate, it left me feeling like I had fallen down or something. If anything life is going well, I'm working, I'm trying to get back to sober life albeit failing.
Despite having lots of friends I would consider myself an introvert and don't mind long periods alone. Fuck, I've had to endure 6 months of unemployment, insomnia, and the repetition of getting up to do nothing but read/ watch shit online.
I have smoked too much hash lately and become a bit of a procrastinate, not gone the gym in weeks/ relapsing almost every other week. Being sober would help a great deal.
Meh, maybe I could be doing better in hindsight.
You gotta get rid of those friends if you really wanna stay away from drugs.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-16 at 4:32 PM UTC
Originally posted by Octavian Jesus Christ my neighbor (and dealer) knocked on my apartment last night giving me some sympathy spiel about not being alone 'n shit (he's not gay btw). Besides his concern which I do appreciate, it left me feeling like I had fallen down or something. If anything life is going well, I'm working, I'm trying to get back to sober life albeit failing.
Despite having lots of friends I would consider myself an introvert and don't mind long periods alone. Fuck, I've had to endure 6 months of unemployment, insomnia, and the repetition of getting up to do nothing but read/ watch shit online.
I have smoked too much hash lately and become a bit of a procrastinate, not gone the gym in weeks/ relapsing almost every other week. Being sober would help a great deal.
Meh, maybe I could be doing better in hindsight.
lol as someone who has had to give said speech...if you dealer is trying to cheer you up and give you hope and life advice, things are waaaay worse than you think they are. -
2019-06-16 at 4:33 PM UTCMy drug dealer robbed ME
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2019-06-16 at 4:37 PM UTC
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2019-06-16 at 4:45 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER lol as someone who has had to give said speech…if you dealer is trying to cheer you up and give you hope and life advice, things are waaaay worse than you think they are.
I think cause I was not wanting to make small talk/ said I was no longer getting beer as I had planned before but "having a quiet one" despite that fact I had just got 4gs of Cocaine and how fucking stupid that sentence must have sounded.
Aha! The fact one could be drinking or taking drugs alone is more than enough reason to be classed as a concern/ suicide risk. That's probably his assumption.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-16 at 5:29 PM UTC
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2019-06-16 at 5:36 PM UTCI don't think you're ready to get sober yet, and I don't think you will be until you get treatment.
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2019-06-16 at 5:59 PM UTCStop buying cocaine you retard.
Become a Trianglist monk and free yourself from all desire -
2019-06-16 at 6:40 PM UTCWhat's the name of that series were the guy is like a problem fixer for Hollywood elites.
Been meaning to watch it. -
2019-06-16 at 7:12 PM UTCray donovan?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-16 at 7:14 PM UTCUse meth to curb the cocaine cravings and withdrawal.
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2019-06-16 at 7:18 PM UTC
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2019-06-16 at 8:32 PM UTCMy favorite part of the week is Sunday when i get to catch up with pages upon pages of TRT. And yeah from all the posts i could have quoted i chose this one, because reasons.
Originally posted by DietPiano I went to a waterpark and now I know where I need to start hanging out because
Because the pool is a place where the water is pointless unless you're five, and I don't really have a beach here, and I guess there are lakes here, and lakes are fun
But
But the waterpark is full of the youth that are the perfect ages and not corrupted by guys in their twenties, so you come in ripe for the pick of the litter of the recently pubered goyrls age
The park is like an age enhancement, it removes the sows and feeds you just the good stuff
How long have you realized you like younger girls? This seems to me such a rookie revelation. In fact when i was about 18 i dated this 12yo girl, met her at the waterpark. Lel.
Anyway, pedo mode disengaged.
So...
Since the last couple of pages of TRT are about death and sadness, like seems to be a theme every other month around here i had to think of a story. But i don't remember whether i heard that story on Zoklet, RedFern, here or somewhere else. But it basically goes like this.
So this guy in the story is in love with this girl. They go to the same school together, and he sees her every day. She's a bit awkward but in a cute way. But him being a bit of a beta he doesn't really get around to working up the courage to tell her anything. One day he is laying on his bed thinking about this girl, and he's like fuck. I'm not gonna be a loser forever, and he decides to go and see her. She basically lives a couple of blocks down the road or whatever so, with a new found courage, he gets off his ass and starts walking to her house to tell her he loves. But when he turns the corner, he sees ambulances and cop cars and whatever in the street. And it turns out the girl hung herself.
So that's pretty fucking sad. But i can't for the life of me remember where i first read/heard this story i thought it may have been here, but it could have been some random chan i once posted at.
So you know. -
2019-06-16 at 9:19 PM UTCthanks i hate it
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2019-06-16 at 10:16 PM UTC
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2019-06-16 at 10:32 PM UTCA place in time, a life of leisure
Five fifty five, a wild adventure
Let's wipe the snowfall, of late November
Define a process, make it better
Basic reparations got me faded,
Flaming strains of blazing chronic,
same result different occasion
A couple weekends later
Skirting board the 99 flakes of misbehavior
A life of lust, the same pretenders
A Midas touch, the same agenda
Ways of dusk, such magnetism
Explain the rush through angles in your mannerisms
Polaroid exposures in a roundabout
A speed of light emotion's bouncing outward in this crowded house
Game's of hide and seek are found in algorithms
Down for filth and grease personified in all our foul decisions
High on drugs, a space adventurer
Nights and days, we don't remember
Eighths of blow, flakes of flavor
Shed the load obsessing on our strange behavior
I will show you magic in these days of splendor
Said the subject sprawled out on the bed beside his fruits of labor -
2019-06-16 at 10:37 PM UTC
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2019-06-16 at 11:05 PM UTCI'm 22 and I like girls younger than me (not exclusively) because they are sexy tertiarily, but also because they are more open, untainted, have more to learn and a different perspective on things, and have much more "cuteness" or "adorableness", which is the most attractive thing to me in a woman or girl. Next is gorgeous, next is sexy, hot is somewhere further down the line. They're more fun and more moldable. You can help them work through their problems, and grow and develop their personalititties.
