Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I am interested in soliciting your services, but can you make a few more threads first? I think the users here would trust you more if you had a higher post count, so just keep this up and you'll likely see plenty more business.
2018-01-24 at 5:47 AM UTC
in
Tell us your password.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
But just describe it in the vaguest terms possible. For example, my password is 'the study of a particular musical movement, followed by the year of publication of a favorite nonfiction book'. So you really don't need to be any more specific than that, unless you actually want someone to figure it out that is.
2018-01-24 at 5:37 AM UTC
in
Attention seeking
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I would think that if you possess the self-reflection necessary to figure out whether or not you're seeking attention, you're probably capable of regulating your behavior in the short term and finding more constructive ways to satisfy your need-for-attention in the long term.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I have no idea. I just hope it isn't anything like the things I've thought for the last three-quarters of my life.
2018-01-24 at 4:59 AM UTC
in
Have you had a hard life?
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
My life has been an uphill struggle up a mound made of familial violence and my own poor decisions.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I feel guilty about a lot of stuff, but I remember this one time in particular when I was at a cub scout meeting. I was maybe 7 or 8, geeky and yet kind of built for that age from playing sports in the Summers. I wasn't an aggressive kid by any means, in fact much the opposite, which makes this incident all the more anomalous for me.
My group and I were all roughhousing, when this kid, Eddie, did something stupid that I can't remember and as a result, my glasses flew off my face onto the hardwood floor. Thinking they were broken, I started hitting him. All the other boys cheered me on because they were dipshits and we had no supervision. He kept yelling out, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" but I kept beating on him, hitting him in his ribs and face, even as he held out his hands in defense. Not once did Eddie raise a hand to me.
Mindlessly beating someone who isn't trying to hurt me or even really putting up an adequate defense for themselves isn't morally justifiable to me, and I'm sure he never forgot it. The really sad part is, I liked Eddie before that happened and I think he liked me. And my glasses were fine.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
And what effects are you experiencing?
Currently vaporizing 0.2g candyland. Earlier had 10mg memantine, 10g piracetam, 100mg modafinil, 1.5g phenibut (early) and a bottle of wine (late). Feeling very optimistic, verbose and on top of shit.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I don't really think of it much, but when I do I think about how it's likely to catch up with you.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
There are services that would gladly accept your money to make this happen.
2018-01-22 at 6:27 AM UTC
in
Have you had a hard life?
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
Not as hard as some, but I've had my share of difficulties.
2018-01-22 at 4:06 AM UTC
in
What's more gay
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
It doesn't have to be either. Haven't you ever just screwed around a bit?
2018-01-20 at 8:30 PM UTC
in
Deepest Darkest Fears.
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
Bees, high places, regular interaction with my family.
2018-01-20 at 7:55 PM UTC
in
Your favourite subjects
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I like philosophy, right now phenomenology in particular. I also enjoy reading about new technology, and I roast my own coffee.
2018-01-19 at 5:50 AM UTC
in
smoking nmt/dmt
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
if the government had encouraged psychedelic research in academic circles outside of the immediate goals of how they might be used to torture and manipulate others then maybe we wouldn't have a subculture of metaphysically retarded spiritualists to contend with, but I'm of the opinion that all good things get fucked up by idiots sooner or later.
2018-01-19 at 12:04 AM UTC
in
emotional empathy
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I possess a high degree of empathy, and although I wouldn't try to put a number on it I think you could see me in the 7-10 range at any given time.
