Isolation destroyed my dad and I know it's coming for me but internet subcultures have probably prevented me from getting too twisted. My dad ended up burning down the house he built just bcus bad memories there. It's probably goodd I experienced the isolation at an early age and also beat alcoholism.
My great uncle was the type who could win who wants to be a millionaire, all that general knowledge but didn't care. Never married, lived to his 90s eating one meal a day of vegetables he grew, very witty, another recluse, tried to stab my dad in his sleep one night. He was twisted when he drank alcohol. There's some kind of madness in my dad's family.
I did meet my aunt for lunch, it was my social butterfly sister whom arranged it. She seemed super interested in me but she's also a hardcore unionist so maybe that's why we've been estranged.
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That's an interesting problem. I though Anglicans were in communion with the CC, but apparently not. The reasons seem complicated.
I have no idea. Alls I know is I was raised Catholic and am estranged from my dad's family. When he died was my only chance to get close to them but I was stoned on zopiclone nd came across nuts. Some of them are reclusive. They're better people than my mum's family so I wish we were closer but my mum shunned them. I don't want to be buried with my mum's family and have asked to be cremated, but my dad also asked to be cremated and no one respected his wishes.
Rose McGowan looks perfect in this. Ig it was the girls being angelic that made me fall for them but I wonder why there was no sexual attraction despite infatuation going on for two years at a time and feeling less intense each time. Apparently you can only be infatuated six times in your life which is sad. I'm doomed when I start to care. Still remember the moment it happened with Lauren. I'd ditched all my friends BPD moment was walking through town nd Lauren called to me across the road even tho I'd ditched her. We went to a park on a snowy day. She was sitting on a swing nd I noticed she looked sad, started to care and I was doomed bcus she was a Libra and a manipulative bitch that tried to get me expelled from school just because the guy she liked was into me and not her, when it was her I loved and had been her friend for four years. She regretted it when I went off on her. When people are infatuated they oft believe the object of their desire is smarter them, and I'm sure she thought she was more malicious than me. But fuck knows what hell is unleashed when I don't have a cloudy mind.
I'm happy chatting w owen whom ive known since 2013 but never talked with bcus he was a troll but it's nice internet peeps stay around see em more than irl folks nd he not a troll anymore but mature hacker that speaks gaelic nd my new frined but sadly married or i'd nap him. 'weird ppl you know on the internet 10 yrs ago still around like a family
My last talk to him was telling him time was simutaneous and that he'd always be alive right now and he smiled. I think I was 7 when we were at castle ruins talking about what happened there in the past and he told me time was simultaneous. He probably hadn't expected me to remember. I'm surprised I remembered.
I jus remember talking on the phone "He's dying" aunt in the room "he doesn't know he's dying!" me: "well he knows now". Idk why they made a big deal out of me saying that. I thought my dad would want to know what time/date it is and that he's dying.
Makes me sad I didn't notice my dad's eye colour until he was on his death bed. I asked him a few weeks prior what colour they were and he said grey-hazel. I saw blue with amber at the centre. My mum's looked brown with red at the centre.
