I wish my eyes were grey, it's my comfort colour and would suit me.
Nothing is ever truly lost. - One of my old mottos I cr where I got from.
I feel that everything that is, always is and is always possible of repeating itself.
Hvae you watched Cloud Atlas?
Idk what explains me delivering flowers to girls houses when there was zero sexual attraction. Maybe I just pass out before the fantasies get that far.
But on topic Britney Spears was my first crush and Rose McGowan was my second. If it's possible to have crushes without being sexually attracted. I've only ever been infatuated with females but there wasn't really a sexual attraction. Pure romance.
At a wedding last year or the year before, there was some weird blue light and my eyes were the only ones where my pupils were glowing. Apparently it's a sign of an eye disease or eye sensitivity which I prefer to believe in. I do have sensory issues. It freaked people out but didn't show up on cam.
I acc hate my eyes when they look murky green and have blue contacts I'm too scared to put in. When I cry they're bright green. Sometimes they're pure amber which is my favourite bcus it makes me look like a Jennifer Check demon.
I feel like I should give notice I'm drunk so people can better decide how to interpret me.
I jus remember this guy trying to stare me out then exclaiming my eyes were black. I think it's the large pupils and malevolent thoughts. People say they're green, gold or brown. Ik they're murky green with amber at the centre and one is a lighter green than the other. Idk what the photos mean.
The people I used to know all look ratchet now, they were looking 40 at 24. I'm gonna come out of my cave looking great.
I've always felt old so I feel like the universe owes me youthful looks.
I'm fine w wasting my youth as long as I still look young from staying indoors.
The braces brought out my jawline. My jawline was actually starting to recline before. I make a note not to breathe through my mouth anymore. It sucks being dissatisfied with my appearance for a long time but I feel like my staying out of the sun all these years makes up for it. I may have felt ugly for a long time but at least I still look young at this age. It's a trade-off I'm fine with.
Probably just photo angles. Sometimes more Rose McGowan, other times more Marina Oswald.
I feel like I have two faces.
It kind of bugs me when people say I look 19-20 bcus it was like I had a different face then. Idk wtf they're seeing.
Sometimes my eyes look grey/blue in photos it's weird bcus they definately aren't that colour.
