Posts by Dirtbag

1. 2023-09-20 at 1:38 AM UTC in Ready to move on...
   

   Dirtbag Houston
   "In general, the Virgo will avenge their wrongs - but seldom exact a revenge immediately, or even in the near future. For them, the "revenge is a dish that is best served cold". The Virgo never forgets, and will retaliate in unimaginable ways which will happen all too sudden - that too, when their adversary had assumed to be long forgiven and forgotten. When rubbed the wrong way, the Virgo will take all the time to enact a spectacular revenge, which will be silent but impressive - leaving their adversary in a pathetic condition."
2. 2023-09-20 at 1:24 AM UTC in Ready to move on...
   

   Dirtbag Houston
   I don't see myself ever writing malware but that may be an issue, if I don't think like a hacker.
3. 2023-09-20 at 1 AM UTC in Ready to move on...
   

   Dirtbag Houston
   I'm specifically interested in website pen-testing. I've done networking, python and learned about metasploit. Some cryptography but not in depth.
4. 2023-09-19 at 10 PM UTC in Ready to move on...
   

   Dirtbag Houston
   Past the basics of hacking. Now I'm looking for other resources but don't want to waste time on materials that are no longer relevant or go over things I already know. I prefer books/ebooks than courses/tutorials if anyone has suggestions.
5. 2023-04-16 at 9:45 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
   

   Dirtbag Houston
   Lol I only took two?
6. 2023-04-16 at 9:44 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
   

   Dirtbag Houston
   Cr why I didn't take these
   
   
7. 2023-04-16 at 9:39 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
   

   Dirtbag Houston
   I might go back on citalopram.
8. 2023-04-16 at 7:08 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
   

   Dirtbag Houston
   Almost forgot I have counselling again tomorrow.
9. 2023-04-16 at 7:05 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
   

   Dirtbag Houston
   The list is longer but this is all I can share here and some of the most urgent things.
   
   
10. 2023-04-16 at 7 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
    

    Dirtbag Houston
    Really don't want to wake up but if I don't I'll miss deadlines. I think I'll listen to hypnosis for hours tonight.
11. 2023-04-16 at 6:26 PM UTC in Change of plans
    

    Dirtbag Houston

    Originally posted by Michael Myers Instead of getting botox, try using tretinoin. It is said to work wonders for maintaining a youthful look. Botox is just damaging. Make sure to use a plethora of other skincare products because the best results I have seen were on people who had a skincare regimen for not just the day but also the night. I'm personally not interested in skincare but I just managed to learn this from none other than the incel forum. LOL.

    
    Tbh everyone says I look 18-20. I don't get it because I look nothing like how I did then, that's why I don't like my appearance, but I know other people can see me as perfect even if I don't see it, and I know I'm doing something right with my skincare. I stay out of the sun. I just got microneedling which should start taking effect next week. Botox is preventive, all it does it freeze the muscles to stop wrinkles forming in the first place. I plan to get some dermal fillers in a few weeks as well, once the microneedling has done its job, because rn I'm producing new collagen which could attack the dermal fillers if I get them too soon.
12. 2023-04-16 at 5:50 PM UTC in Sophie: Where are you?
    

    Dirtbag Houston

    Originally posted by Michael Myers "Demisexual people only experience sexual attraction after a close emotional bond has formed."
    
    Holy fuck. Yes. This 100%.

    
    Well now you know what to do, start befriending ppl first.
13. 2023-04-16 at 5:49 PM UTC in Change of plans
    

    Dirtbag Houston
    I've decided not to kill myself this week. Instead I'm getting Botox on Thursday and will cry to the GP tomorrow to get zopiclone.
    
    I actually felt happy today even though I'm not really okay. I think I'm just suppressing memories now and am medicated.
    
    The other day I saw someone prettier than me and it made me realise that more than anything, more than wanting to be dead, I just want to be pretty.
14. 2023-04-16 at 5:37 PM UTC in Things you miss
    

    Dirtbag Houston
    I miss the old KFC fries
15. 2023-04-16 at 5:35 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
    

    Dirtbag Houston
    There's hope. I thought Belfast was a lot cause embracing trans but the backlash is starting esp in hospitals. Women don't want trans nurses changing their clothes. I rarely take part in political stuff bcus I don't want my picture in the paper but I'm gonna buy an Adult Human Female shirt.
    
    https://m.belfasttelegraph.co.uk/news/uk/police-form-line-between-rival-transgender-debate-demos-in-belfast/351682201.html
16. 2023-04-16 at 5:01 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
    

    Dirtbag Houston
    I'm in a lot of trouble because of the grieving, I've fallen behind. Today I feel far away, ig bcus of all the wine and valium. I haven't cried or anything I just spent five hours getting ready like a zombie. I feel like I don't want to take a smart drug to wake up because I might feel pain. Today I don't feel anything but have been taking baby steps to get organised and will listen to hypnosis tonight.
    
    Long story short I'm not present rn which is bad but I don't want to be present because I'm happy here wherever I am.
17. 2023-04-16 at 4:40 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
    

    Dirtbag Houston
    Cashier at the shop said he liked my dress. I think he's new there :3
18. 2023-04-16 at 4:39 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
    

    Dirtbag Houston

    Originally posted by CandyRein
    
    One of my favorite flower hair clips is that color ..that flower is much lighter it’s just dark where I took the pic

    
    I went with these bcus they remind me of mona the vampire.
    
    
19. 2023-04-16 at 4:16 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
    

    Dirtbag Houston
    If I should take my aunts advice and start a fashion line. It would be for someone with a split personality though. Idk if I can have a brand that way.
20. 2023-04-16 at 3:20 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
    

    Dirtbag Houston
    Idk why whenever I'm having breakdowns that's when I start doing false nails