2024-06-28 at 10:55 PM UTC
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Donald needs to take a hint
The first time I met him and GG I said several times I didn't want my photo taken. GG looked through my photo album without permission and showed it to Donald, then later when I was drunk she took a photo of me. Donald kept offering to drive me home. I don't want anyone from nis to know where I live so I declined. Later he said he'd been imagining me and GG having sex.
Next it was Donald offering to drive me home from airports. It just felt like he was trying to get me into his car or find out where I live because he brought it up so many times, offering to pick me up from home, drive me home or drive somewhere.
Then there was Greece. Donald said I had one night to buy the tickets and that he'd buy them for me. It was the pressure. Asking for my name and email address like it was nothing. I didn't end up going and am glad. I saw Fona's comments to him demanding that he have a baby with me and mentioning me possibly wearing a sailor moon costume on the trip. He had also wanted me to stay in the same apartment as him and GG.
About a week later I met him again and it was just him. GG wasn't there this time. In a pub he said he'd had a mental health assessment in the past. I never suspected he was insane but now have to take that into account. We went axe throwing. He asked if he could take a video of me and I said no, but he did anyway and had the camera in my face when I walked up to him to give him the axe. He knew I couldn't cause a scene with the instructor being there.
Since then I've told him to fuck off a few times and he still contacts me. Says we should all meet up after I've said I'm not meeting him again. He said he would bring Bradley here so he could romance me and he knows I hate Bradley and don't want him to know where I live. I don't want to go outside now in case he spots me and follows me home. Then there's other uncomfortable things like making a book club for the smut book I said I was reading. I suspect it was to get me to engage in sexual discussion with him. Just now he messaged me asking me to join Bradley's Telegram. I didn't want to make this post but enough is enough because now I have to worry about someone who could be insane stalking me irl.
2024-06-28 at 9:33 PM UTC
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Let's Chat
Other than that cooking up Katsu chicken and sweet potato fries while I read a book and feel stressed.
2024-06-28 at 9:31 PM UTC
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Let's Chat
Trying to get Donald to buy me Botox before I join the Telegram hell-hole.
I'm going to snap. Trees being sawed down today. Now fucking fireworks.
Stressed and don't know if I want to finish reading carving for cara because of all the sexual stuff here, it's put me off. I feel like I'll snap soon and am trying to wait until I'm in London to do so.
Wondering if I should move now since I have the right as an EU citizen to live and work elsewhere.
The 1950 fall of the house of usher movie scared me, and event horizon the first time I saw it.
The doom that came to sarnath, Herbert-West Reanimator, In a glass darkly, song of Kali and The Shining were the ones I thought were the best. Apparently House of Leaves is meant to be a horror story.
Now that I think about it I can't think of a horror book that's really scared me. There's a few I consider the best I've read but nothing made me scared of shadows.
I thought of the word evolve when I saw it.
Hangry and everything needs to be cooked from frozen. There's a lot of books I want to read and I feel like if I want to go back to reading books in a day I'll have to neglect other things.
Election result day. The Tories were finally out, a party called Das Boet had one. I was reading its manifesto in a shopping mall to find out if it was good or bad, it was a globalist party with roots in America. The shopping mall was beiege and white. The guy who molested me was there and I saw photos of me from CCTV from a long time ago. I was wearing a snapback, beige jeans and a black hoody, hair was a mess. Then I went to my apartment. Cam and some Aisan guy were there. I was hospitable but when they left I discovered the Asian guy had put Akira in the freezer to try and kill her. LiLi was there and I left Akira with her while I prepared to hunt them down.
I was planning to sleep through the heat and noise today but someone mowing their lawn has woken me so I'm gonna go out today to find somewhere quiet.
I knew they didn't wash their hands because sometimes the bathroom door would swing open and I saw.
