I slept all day and don't know why. I probably won't be awake tonight either.
I've been called a womaniser and don't know what it is I project. Relationships with women end badly bcus I don't know how to make them happy. I like that I can be myself with them though and they still like me. Men only make me feel stifled and like I have to hide parts of myself. Then there's more intensity with women. You don't have to hold back to try and appear sane to someone judgemental man.
I live in an area with a lot of nature but don't go out into it because of my sensory issues, so games help me escape without having to go outside. I would listen to forest walk hypnosis as well to relax even though I live next to a forest.
I'll let the universe decide if he's the one. Let a coin flip decide if I should track him down.
I keep thinking about this man I had an intense staring contest with. He wasn't even my type physically but it was intense. Now I'm wondering if he's my soulmate or if it's just that staring is known to create intimacy.
My five year old nephew said he wanted to marry me. I've distanced myself from him now so he doesn't suffer the heartbreak of never finding a lady like me in future. Men are supposed to want someone like their mother.
I had a bad dream that I had to pretend to be male so I'd be treated better, but that isn't going to happen because I'm not giving men credit for my mind. What will happen is I'll never be with one. You are flawed, evolution can go awry and it's why the Y-chromosome is decaying. I'd rather die than be with a man and will be taking my chances with coke next weekend, but don't ever act like you didn't try to kill me, you did because you're flawed.
Nvm there was Spock from star trek
An optional summer fun course because I don't know how to have a life. I do want to go outside and meet people this summer but that means planning stuff to do and I'm rubbish at that.
2024-06-26 at 10:17 PM UTC
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I tried warning people about how sinister Lanny is and they didn't listen.
I'm gonna get that brooch. I just need to figure out if I should get membership to a place where I can use a 3D printer and male help or if I should buy my own, if it could become a hobby.
2024-06-26 at 9:14 PM UTC
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Mobile Phone Signal Geekery
I didn't watch it all. Just wanted to say the first location looks great during a rain storm.
I hope there's AI robots modelled after Disney princesses.