2022-01-15 at 3:38 PM UTC
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Last night
It’s hard to find decent people. I could go to an AA meeting tonight and make friends but I doubt they’d be good for me. I stopped going after this woman put her hand on my leg.
2022-01-15 at 3:27 PM UTC
in
Last night
That’s the thing, I was alone before so I know I can’t go back to that. I stopped thinking people were real, I’m serious. It actually got to the point where I paid some company to text me during class so people wouldn’t think I was friendless. I didn’t know what to say to people when they talked to me because I was convinced they weren’t real. It was a long time ago and I can make friends, I’m an extrovert at times. But yeah being alone isn’t an option for me.
I have to get the vaccine today and don’t want to. I can’t spend the rest of my life unable to travel though. I can’t put that stick up my nose for the pcr test. I’m worried how it will affect me psychologically doing something I believe is risking my health. I can’t just have no life for years though because of vaccine hesitancy, that could mess me up in as well. I’ve already put off travel for one year.
2022-01-14 at 7:53 PM UTC
in
Desperate need of help
If you’re gonna beg do it in an airport.
2022-01-14 at 7:45 PM UTC
in
Desperate need of help
Could maybe fake sell something on EBay.
2022-01-14 at 7:39 PM UTC
in
Desperate need of help
You could try making a Facebook group for it, add about ten friends to it asking for help. Make several fb groups doing the same thing, if you have friends. It puts pressure on them.
I’m guessing some of you are middle aged and would like to know why you’ve made it so far?
2022-01-13 at 8:20 AM UTC
in
Improving posture.
Also a chair with the hind legs shorter than the front legs is better for your posture. There’s a reason why people lean back in their chair.
2022-01-13 at 8:18 AM UTC
in
Improving posture.
Okay so sitting at the edge of your chair, one foot flat on the ground, your other foot under the chair on the ball of your foot, don’t set it flat. You can do it with both feet eventually.
Stand up straight and stretch your arms up above your head like people do yawning.
Don’t sleep on your side or use too many pillows.
Stand up straight then lean backwards as far as you can without falling over to strengthen your spine.
I don’t know what they put in it, sometimes I’ve had panic attacks so probably speed, one thin line and I was shaking. Other times it’s knocked me out, made me sleep 17 hours a day. I can’t mix it with alcohol or my throat swells. I’ve had it pure that’s why I keep taking it.
I had a sad dream. This girl was looking for love, kept getting into marriages too fast with the wrong girls. Her dealer didn’t like how calm she was, dared her to walk out, so she did, then he came after her and shot her, he looked so crazy. She still ended up at the party as a ghost. I think they were all ghosts there. Her name was Esther Rowe.
