2022-01-13 at 8:18 AM UTC
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Improving posture.
Okay so sitting at the edge of your chair, one foot flat on the ground, your other foot under the chair on the ball of your foot, don’t set it flat. You can do it with both feet eventually.
Stand up straight and stretch your arms up above your head like people do yawning.
Don’t sleep on your side or use too many pillows.
Stand up straight then lean backwards as far as you can without falling over to strengthen your spine.
I don’t know what they put in it, sometimes I’ve had panic attacks so probably speed, one thin line and I was shaking. Other times it’s knocked me out, made me sleep 17 hours a day. I can’t mix it with alcohol or my throat swells. I’ve had it pure that’s why I keep taking it.
I had a sad dream. This girl was looking for love, kept getting into marriages too fast with the wrong girls. Her dealer didn’t like how calm she was, dared her to walk out, so she did, then he came after her and shot her, he looked so crazy. She still ended up at the party as a ghost. I think they were all ghosts there. Her name was Esther Rowe.
I don’t understand why you’re arguing with teenagers and calling them weird, usually they try to sound adult and say what they think you want them to hear.
Teenagers have sex I think it’s more about older people manipulating them because they are naive, maybe even by offering them money which a lot of teenagers don’t have, or pressuring them to do things they don’t want, blackmailing them, Amanda Todd, those 15yr old girls who were brainwashed into going to Syria to be ISIS brides. I remember when I was 14, some Indian man talking to me on the phone about marriage and some other man trying to get me to go to Nigeria, it’s sinister.
2022-01-08 at 4:51 PM UTC
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CORNED BEEF HASH and eggs
If I don’t have bacon lardons then I use peppers instead.
2022-01-08 at 3:01 PM UTC
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Only in N.I
They acc supported Hitler because they wanted freedom from the British and had their own brown shirts. Also if Britain was invaded Ireland would be next.
2022-01-08 at 12:27 PM UTC
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CORNED BEEF HASH and eggs
My simplist recipe is boil baby potatoes, in a pan fry red onion, bacon lardons and garlic. Add the potatoes to the pan along with peppercorn and mixed herbs, steam for 5-10 mins.
2022-01-08 at 10 AM UTC
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Only in N.I
I go to the republic sometimes and though it’s cleaner I have a bad view of the people and government. Dublin is scary at night though if you’re ever there the garden of remembrance is nice. They don’t have free healthcare either.
2022-01-08 at 8:24 AM UTC
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I used to have probs with eye contact, had to stare at the floor when I was arguing with three guys, but now drugs have done their wonders so I have a glassy stare. I’m also heavily hypnotised.
2022-01-08 at 7:44 AM UTC
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Only in N.I
I always thought my aunt and uncle were twisted, let’s call them J and D. J once gave me a pair of size 14 pyjamas for Christmas and I’m size 8. She also drunkenly trashed my room, long time ago.
I had to stay at their house one night, I was throwing up codeine in the bathroom and J just would not leave me alone. I told her I was overwhelmed and needed to be alone. She said she wouldn’t leave until I told her why I was throwing up. How could I explain anything while I’m throwing up and I was an adult at the time so should have privacy. She was trying to trigger me. She also said she was in charge of me now because I have autism and that I couldn’t leave. Note I’ve been diagnosed with aspergers. I left and went to stay with a friend.
Next year I went to find my ex-British army dad in England, he told me that J and D were very twisted, they were IRA fascists, and that his friend was killed by a bomb supplied by D. He also said D tried to kill his sister, my aunt, by putting a bomb under her car. He said the IRA were after him and he’d been packing a gun for 30 years.
At a family gathering D suggests putting me in a psych ward.
2020, at my dad’s wake, J and D show up and there’s a scene, my aunt accuses him of putting a bomb under her car, so they don’t go to the funeral. The fucking nerve showing up to a man’s wake when you tried to kill his sister and want to put his daughter in a psych ward. They hate me because they hate my dad.
It used to be knifeplay in the graveyard but I didn’t factor in that I’d be drunk and almost poked his eye out, and it was a kitchen knife which turned me off. Now I think a gangbang in a Munich sex cinema when life goes back to normal.
